It was around 8 in the evening. Roxas sat on the couch with Sora sat close to him on his left. The blond was wearing a baggy jacket with baggy jeans and a chain. He had pulled his hood up so it cam low over his eyes. Sora wore a pair of jeans and a jacket which he had not zipped up. Axel was upstairs, he was no dressed yet. He had just got out of the shower. And was walking down the stairs. When he got half way down, Roxas stood up and turned around while smiling. As soon as he saw Axel in his bath robe, he blond stopped smiling.

"So you can't come?"

"Um, I didn't realize it was this early, I'm really sorry, Roxas. Let Sora take you and then I'll try to make it later. It's for all night right? I'll come at say…11?"

"Okay!" Roxas smiled again and grabbed Sora's hand who was still sat on the couch, watching TV. The blond rushed over to the redhead and wrapped his arms around him, making Sora hug him as well as he still had hold of Sora's hand.

"Um, we should go. Riku's probably waiting." Sora muffled as his face was buried in Axel's side, the two younger teens' arms wrapped around Axel's middle.

"Uh, yeah sure." Roxas let go of both boys and stood up straight. The teen walked to the door and opened it, not taking his eyes off of Axel who stood still as Sora followed Roxas.

"Um, see ya later then. Bye." Roxas turned around and walked out of the house, Sora just in front. Axel waved and smiled, warmly. Roxas waved back and put his hands in his pockets.

Sora and Roxas walked together down the street, it was dark and the streets were dimly lit.

"I bet this is the first time you've been for a while huh? Apart from today of course, with Axel." Sora smiled secretly at Roxas as he walked besides him.

"Um, yeah I guess." Roxas put his hood down and smiled at Sora.

"So where are we meeting Riku?"

"At the club."

"So do you like him?"

"Kind of. He's just a roommate really." Sora bowed his head slightly and stopped smiling.

"So you still live with him?""Uh huh." Sora put his hads in his pockets and sighed.

Multi-colored lights shone brightly all down the road. Music poured out of a large building that could be heard from all over. Crowds of people gathered outside the door. A bouncer stood outside, a huge, tall muscular man with shades and dark clothes on. Sora and Roxas struggled to get through the crowds to reach him.

Inside was even louder, Roxas looked around to see hundreds of hands in the air, people jumping up and down to the sound of music so loud he couldn't even understand what the singers were saying. Older kids who looked around 17 or 18 seemed to be the only age group there. Sora stood a few feet away from the mesmerized Roxas and looked around. Roxas, being brought back into the real world, followed Sora. After a few moments, a taller, muscular boy emerged from the crowd and walked towards the two boys. He moved his silver hair from his face and smiled, wrapping his arms around the brunette.

"Hey Sora! Glad you could make it!"

"Hey, Riku!" Sora smiled and looked at Roxas, Riku put an arm around Sora and smiled at Roxas.

"Hey, Roxas how ya been? Good to see you hear to."

"Yeah, Hi Riku." Roxas smiled politely and stepped forward.

"Come to the bar, I'll get ya something to drink." Riku grabbed Sora's hand and pulled him into the crowd, luckily Sora grabbed Roxas' sleeve before they disappeared. Eventually, they managed to battle their way through the crowd and reach a large bar that stretched all across the club. The three sat down on the small stools as Riku spoke to the barman.

"Hey, Tidus." Riku spoke to the barman, Sora looked at him and smiled.

"You know the barman?"

"Yeah I come here a lot. What do you want?"

"Um." As Sora and Riku continued their conversation, Roxas looked around some more. Sat next to him, was an older man. He looked around 20 years old. The man leaned closer to Roxas and smiled in a creepy sort of way. Roxas leaned back and stared at the man as he spoke.

"Hey kid, you're real cute…looking for a good time?" He put his hand on the blonde's leg and edged closer. Roxas started to panic. To his relief, Sora tapped him on the shoulder and called his name, forcing Roxas' attention.

"Hey Roxas? What do you want to drink?" As Sora spoke, the man backed off and leaned back into this chair. Roxas breathed a sigh of relief and looked at his friend. "Do you know that guy?"

"Um, no…"

"Okay, what do you want to drink?" Sora smiled and sat up straight.

"Um, anything." Roxas shook his head and put his hands on the bar. Sora nodded and continued talking to Riku. Roxas lifted his head, the man had returned. This time, he spoke right next to the teen's ear, almost whispering.

"Lemme know if ya change your mind." The man reached out to the bar in front of Roxas and put his hand on Roxas'. The blonde's eyes widened and he panicked again.

Who is this man and what is he DOING?!

Roxas frowned slightly as the man put his cheek against the teen's. Enough was enough, he had gone too far. Roxas stood up, still frowning and back away from his stool, bumping into Sora.

"Hey are you okay?" Sora smiled and put a hand on Roxas' shoulder. Roxas turned around and nodded.

"Yeah…I'm fine." When Roxas turned back around to face the man, he had gone. He sat back in his stool and lifted his glass to his lips. The drink has started fizzing like it does when you put a pill in it and it dissolves. Roxas looked at it and shrugged. Probably supposed to do that…

The drink tasted weird so a few sips was all Roxas took. Sora excused himself and sad he had to go to the bathroom, leaving just Riku and Roxas at the bar. Riku leaned over to Roxas and sat in Sora's chair.

"Hey Roxas, you're Sora's best friend right?"

"Um, yeah why?"

"It's kid of embarrassing."

"What is it?" Roxas leaned in closer, struggling to hear what the silver haired older kid was saying.

"I have this thing for Sora…ya know…like you and Axel." Roxas' eyes widened.

HOW THE HELL DOES HE KNOW?

He smiled politely and looked at Riku.

"Um…what do you mean? How do you…-"

"He's in my classes. I'm a year older than you right?"

"Oh yeah…"

Axel's been going round telling everyone in his class about…us?

"You know…I love Sora…" Riku said this quietly. Roxas had to strain to hear him.

"Um…you love Sora?" Roxas sweat dropped.

Sora's got an admirer?

"That's…cool why are you telling me?"

"Because you're his best friend…you can tell him."

"I can…?"

"Yeah, please, Roxas it'll be a favor. I'll make it up to you. Just tell by the end of tonight."

"Um…OK I guess." Roxas pt his drink down on the bar. His head started to hurt and his vision was slightly blurred. Roxas felt a lot lighter and put his hand to his forehead.

"Something's happening to me…"

"Did you say something?" Riku asked this loudly. Roxas sat up straight and shook his head. He felt a hand on his shoulder and turned around where a familiar brunette greeted him.

"I'm back!"

"Hey, Sora." Roxas smiled and stood up. Riku looked at Roxas and gave him a gesture. He mouthed the words "Go on." Riku then walked away and disappeared into the crowd.

"Hey um…Sora?"

"Yeah?" Sora took a sip of his drink and rested it on the bar.

"What do you think about Riku?"

"Huh? I can't hear you say it again." Sora leaned in closer to Roxas. The blonde attempted to speak again but to no use. The music had been turned up and people were bumping into the two boys as they danced widely. Roxas sighed and grabbed Sora's wrist, pulling him away from the crowds and in a small area with a door. This place was dark and the only noises were the distant music and people talking all around. Still too loud. Sora looked around as Roxas pushed open a door and walked into a small room where they could only hear the music faintly. There were no people and no distant chatting noises. There was a long couch and a small chair. A rug on the floor and a vase of flowers on a small table beside the couch. Sora looked around and shrugged as Roxas put his hand on his head.

Something is wrong with me…

As Sora went to sit on the couch, Roxas stumbled and nearly fell over. His knees felt weak and he felt like he had just been hit many times on the head and chest.

"What did you want to talk about…?" Sora asked this quietly and started to fumble with his fingers.

"Um…I-I…can't think straight." Sora didn't hear this. Roxas shut his eyes and moved his quivering hand and reached out to Sora who was still sat on the couch in front of him. Roxas raised his hand so it was level with Sora's chest. "S-Sora." This was slurred, it sounded like Roxas was mumbling rather than talking. Sora frowned and gently grabbed Roxas' shaking hand.

"Roxas…? Are you okay?" As soon as Sora finished speaking, Roxas stumbled forward and fell to his knees. His eyes were dull and didn't seem to have any color to them. He fell to his head was on Sora's lap. Sora jumped in shock and gently nudged Roxas.

"Roxas?! Roxas!"

"A-Ax-" Roxas mumbled this, his voice muffled as he was pressed against Sora's lap. Sora started to panic. Sweat dripped down his body as Roxas was nearly passed out on his lap. Just then, a certain activity started to happen in Sora's pants, just under Roxas hand. Roxas had fallen with his hand under his head, his head resting on the one place Sora couldn't bare to be touched…not by Roxas anyway.

"I need…"

"Roxas…" Sora rested his hand on the back of the blonde's head. Roxas stirred, surprising Sora. The teen lifted his head and revealed that he was blushing. His whole face looked hazy and like he had a strong fever. Suddenly, he fell backwards so he was led on his back on the floor in front of Sora. Roxas breathing became swift and erratic. His chest moved up and down at an alarming pace. Sora blinked and stood up. He didn't take his eyes off of the blond struggling to breathe on the floor in front of him. Sora knelt down beside Roxas and pulled him up to a sitting position.

"What happened to you…?" He said this to himself, knowing he wouldn't get and answer. Sora somehow managed on get Roxas sat on the couch. Sora stood in front of him and put a hand on the blonde's cheek as his breathing continued to quicken. Sora undid Roxas' jacket and took it off of him, throwing it on the floor.

"Take it off, you're burning up." Sora paused and looked at Roxas' arms and the skin showing on his chest. He felt himself blushing a little bit more.

"I'm going to go get help okay?" Sora stood up and began to walk off, he was stopped by a small hand hanging from his sleeve. Roxas had grabbed his sleeve and wouldn't let go. Sora turned around to look at his friend. As he did, Roxas raised his head so blue met blue. Roxas was now in real trouble, his eyes were half open as if he had no woken up properly in the morning. His grip on Sora's sleeve was loosening and eventually his arm dropped, along with his head. He fell forward into Sora's arms and warm chest. Sora blushed more and pushed Roxas back against the back of the couch. There was a pause, Sora stared at Roxas' closed eyes.

If I do this…

Sora leaned in and put his lips on Roxas'. A certain relief flooded his heart as he had wanted this for such a long time. Not breaking the kiss, he moved so he was now straddling the blonde teen. Roxas arms went limp as Sora broke for air, he looked up, resting Roxas' head on his own chest.

He could hate me after…

Sora put his finger and thumb on Roxas' chin, lifting his head. Roxas didn't stir, just opened his eyes slightly so only the slightest bit of blue could be seen. Sora leaned in again and made their lips meet. Roxas' eyes opened slightly more but just the smallest bit. Roxas managed to lift his arm and put it around Sora's neck, although there was no grip. Sora put a hand on Roxas' cheek and rubbed it slowly and gently with his thumb. He let out a small moan and moved his free hand slowly up Roxas' side, under his top. He moved up and up until he reached Roxas' neck. The blond shuddered and Sora moved his hand down, along with his lips. Planting kisses down his neck and in the crook of his neck and chest. Music could be heard from the main part of the club as the door opened slightly, just from a slight breeze or someone accidentally knocking it open. Sora jumped and turned around to look at it. He sighed and stood up, resting a hand on Roxas shoulder to make sure he didn't fall forward. Sora managed to close the door and lock it before turning back round to the now standing Roxas. The blonde teen stood with his eyes half open and his head slightly bowed. He arms were swinging slightly from getting up and he looked like he was going to fall forward. Sora rushed forward and caught him so Roxas fell in his arms, against his warm chest again. The blonde looked up at the brunette's wide blue eyes. He managed to stand on his own but to some degree of difficulty. Sora wrapped an arm around Roxas' waist and pulled him towards his own waist. Roxas groaned in pain and frowned slightly in confusion as Sora kissed him again. The brunette started to push Roxas backwards gently, until they reached a wall where Roxas was pushed up against and kissed again. Sora reached down and pulled Roxas' shirt up over his head and off, throwing it to the side on the floor. They kissed, this time Roxas participated as much as he could without hurting himself. He opened his eyes and shut them again tightly. His vision had almost completely out of focus, the figure in front of him was too blurry to recognize.

...Axel?

Roxas raised a hand as Sora kissed him hard, only for it to be pinned up against the wall by his head. Sora moved a hand down the blonde's body and slowly approached the top of his jeans. Roxas opened his eyes fully and stared at the brunette who's eyes were closed tightly.

Axel, why won't you talk to me?

Thoughts rushed through Roxas' mind, however cloudy it was. He could barely breathe. His legs felt numb and he felt he could fall at any moment, the only thing holding him up was the force of Sora's body against his. Roxas managed to move his head to the side so that Sora left a long trail of kisses down his bare chest. The blond was shaking, his hand made a loose fist as Sora stood up again. The brunette wrapped his arms around Roxas' shoulders and planted a long kiss on the crook of his neck. Roxas frowned with his eyes closed as Sora's lips met his neck. He spoke quietly and stuttering.

"Ax- Axel…say something…p-" He could even finish before he collapsed, sliding down against the wall. Sora had taken a step back, letting Roxas fall to the floor, his back against the wall still.

"You called me Axel?"

"Ax-" Roxas broke off, unable to speak anymore. Sora got to his knees and crawled forward, towards his friend. He put one hand on the back of Roxas' neck and the other on his chest. They kissed, Sora begged for an entrance with his tongue into Roxas' mouth. Roxas accepted and Sora's wet muscle rushed in. the brunette's slender fingers moved along the top of the blonde's jeans. Almost seductively. He managed to take his top off in just a few seconds. There he continued to kiss Roxas' chest and body, leaving trails of kisses anywhere he went. Then he got lower and started to lightly tug on Roxas' jeans. Roxas' breathing began to get erratic again as it had slowed down slightly while being kissed. Roxas put a hand on Sora's shoulder and tried to push him back but it felt to Sora like Roxas had just put his hand there. Roxas had lost all strength and now he felt faint. He opened his eyes and tried to move but couldn't. Sora managed to undo the zipper on his jeans and had now put his hand on Roxas' member, smoothing it gently. Roxas took a deep breath and clenched his fist as Sora got faster and faster.

"Roxas, I-" Sora stopped and smiled. Roxas could barely hear him even though the brunette was sat between right his open legs.

"A-Axel." Tears swelled up in the blonde's eyes. He blushed more and tightened his fists. Sora smiled and kissed him again, as if to comfort the blond. Several tears fell from Roxas' closed eyes and slid down his cheeks, falling to the floor. Sora saw he was crying and leaned forward, planting a small but long kiss on the blonde's lips. Sora smiled sweetly and quickened the pace of his hand, bobbing up and down. Roxas squirmed and closed his eyes even tighter.

What's the use in opening my eyes if I can't see? I can't even think…

Slowly, Sora bent down and began to pull Roxas' jeans from his legs, was Sora even sure of what he was doing?

The door to the club opened, a tall figure stood in the doorway and struggled through the crowd. Half way to the bar, he saw the silver haired teen and grabbed his arm, pulling him from the crowd he was talking to.

"What the-? Oh it's you. You looking for Roxas? He's in the spare room with Sora I think." Riku pointed to the door Roxas and Sora had gone into and sighed. "He's doing me a favor, so can't it wait until later?" Riku frowned as the figure ignored him and glided over to the door.

In the room, Sora got as low as he could and pushed the blonde's member into his mouth. Roxas let out a groan as if he was in pain. A stabbing feeling filled his chest and spread throughout his body. His head still hurt and had only gotten worse. He could only feel Sora and could still not see. More and more tears fell.

If its Axel…why do I feel like I'm hurting him? How did I get like this? What happened to me…?

Sora bobbed his head up and down, his fingers shaking as he held the member in his mouth. Roxas was trembling all over, he felt cold but had a bad fever at the same time.

Roxas has always…been the main one in my life…I wasn't sure I wanted to do this. Something is wrong with him tonight. Did something happen? Why is he shaking?

Sora continued to suck as he thought these thoughts.

He called me Axel before…does he know it's me?

The brunette took his mouth off of Roxas. He sat up and stared at the blond in front of him. He was having difficulty breathing again. Tears also built up in Sora's eyes as he had realized what he had just done.

"Roxas…I'll explain myself in the morning…" Tears fell from the brunette's blue eyes. He leaned closer to the blonde and whispered into his ear.

"I'm so sorry…" Roxas took a deep breath and opened his eyes slightly, enough to see his pupils. Something was DEFIANTLY wrong. Roxas had lost the color in his eyes. The normally, beautiful and alluring eyes had now turned to an almost grey color. He had a dead expression on his face and wasn't moving. That is until he fell to one side, landing on his side on the floor. Sora gasped and frowned, his eyes wide. He grabbed Roxas' top and arm and tried to pull him up.

"Roxas? Roxas!" Tears poured from Sora's eyes. He shut them and pulled Roxas to a sitting position. His eyes were closed and tehr was no movement or sign of life in his body.

One more, then I'll get help.

Sora leaned in for another kiss, placing his lips over the still blonde's. Suddenly, the door slammed open, the lock broken. In the doorway stood a tall redhead, going by the name of Axel. He looked at the situation on the floor and saw Roxas. He frowned when he noticed his jacket, trousers and boxers were either off or undone.

"What the fuck…?!" Axel frowned heavily and clenched his fists. He moved his attention to the brunette sat next to the blonde. They were kissing. Rage filled the redhead…he wanted to yell but couldn't find the words to say if he did. He began to tremble.

After everything I…

Sora sat there as shocked as he could be. He let go of Roxas, letting him fall to the floor and stood up. He took a step forward and frowned at Axel as he yelled."Axel! This isn't how it's supposed to be, please don't blame him!" Axel bowed his head and gritted his teeth.

Blonde whore…