So much has happened to me in the past few days. What I imagined to be a very dull holiday break has turned out to be the most exciting few days I could ever imagine in my life. Who would of thought a holiday get together and few drinks would lead me to a man like Christian Grey. It's been a few days since I spent that incredible evening with him in my apartment. I cannot believe the things we did together, things I never imagined myself doing, and things I've never even thought about but now it all I think about all day almost. I never imagined in my wildest dreams that sex could be like that. I just thought it would feel nice and the man goes on top makes love to me, kisses me and we hold each other.

Making love with Christian Grey includes a spectacular display of manhood that could rival Hercules I believe. Fierce passionate kissing that make your knees turn to jelly and send your body to the land of make believe where nothing seems real. The way he loved me and held me and licked me, and fucked me so hard and deep and touched me oh god there aren't enough adjectives to describe the pleasure I had and then I did something I never thought I would ever do.

I let him spank me and I was so aroused and have been thinking about constantly. Why I liked it, I have no idea all I know is that it felt so good mixed with his soft caresses and the way he fucked me after sent me skyrocketing into outer space. Gosh I want him inside me so so badly right now but I won't see him until Christmas. He has asked me to spend Christmas Eve with him at his place.

I already told him I don't think we should exchange gifts after the other night and he reluctantly agreed. I barely know the man but he is extraordinarily rich and I don't think anything I could give him would even peak his interest. I'm still going to get him something just in case he has something for me but I really hope not. He mentioned he liked kickboxing and that he admired Giuseppe DeNatale and has a signed poster of him, h says it's one of his few prized possessions. I found a website that prints custom tees and I ordered one via 2 day mail and should have it by tomorrow. I'll still give it to him anyway but maybe I'll just leave it under his tree.

He had a very small tree on a little table and it made me feel sad for him. He must feel alone as I do, I have no excuse I'm just shy but he must have everybody trying to claw at him all the time for money, favors and business deals, not to mention the amount of women that must throw themselves at him. He is spectacularly gorgeous and even if he was broke I don't think he'd have women trouble. So I guess that's why he's so guarded.

I wish I knew more about him but he doesn't tell much. He sure does know how to make love though oh I hope we make love on Christmas Eve that would be the best gift ever. He told me he never dates and that I'm the only girl he's ever taken out. He said he's had lots of women but they had a different type of relationship. I don't know what that means but he said he would talk to me about it if I agreed to sign a nondisclosure agreement. I looked them up and usually rich or famous people have employees sign them so they can't talk about them publicly. I wouldn't anyway but I told him not to feel bad and that I would sign.

The shirt came on Saturday and it's really nice I am going to buy some really nice gift wrap and try to make it look as fancy as possible. I will also have to find a small box and fold and wrap it as small as possible so I can hide it in my bag. I am also going to make him some holiday cookies and then get ready. He is picking me up at 6pm and said we are going to have a nice dinner at his place. I don't have anything nice to wear so I texted Kate who's now in Ireland and she said I can borrow anything I'd like. She has a really nice red cocktail dress with a red lace overlay and her black heels. I'm wondering if should bring a change of clothes but I don't want to seem too eager. I will just put clean panties in my bag in case he wants me to spend the night.

I'm all ready to go and I find myself shaking with nerves at the thought of seeing him again. I head outside being careful not to slip on the icy pavement and his driver is waiting holding the door open to the SUV. I climb in and there he is looking all sexy. He has on a black modern suit with a dark grey shirt, no tie, top button opened and his scent overwhelms my senses once again. No cologne just fresh clean body wash and linen. He is edible; he grins at me and pulls me into a kiss.

"Anastasia you look incredible in that dress, I can't wait to get you out of it "He arches his brow at me and I blush the color of my dress.

"You look really nice Christian" I say suddenly shy after all we've done together. He holds my hand and kisses it softly on the ride back to Escala.

"I baked you some cookies for Christmas" I shrug awkwardly.

I hope he doesn't think that's too juvenile of me. His face suddenly lights up and he looks at me almost surprised.

"You baked me cookies, yourself Miss Steele?" Oh crap he's making fun of me, Ana just be calm no dramatics this evening the party was enough.

"Yes, I know it's stupid but anyway I hope you like them, if not you can throw them away"

"Thank you Miss Steele, I am sure they are as delicious as you and, why would I throw them away? Try not to be so self-deprecating Anastasia, you just might be the loveliest woman I have ever met beside my mother" He says sternly but in an honest tone and I blush from head to toe. I smile big and he leans in and kisses me quickly on my lips as we drive off to his penthouse.