Alright, here's the deal. Chapter 3 :D

But, im still sick as hell, which sucks, but theres nothing i can do. I started this chapter on christmas, but then had to stop... and then finished it this morning. So, hope you like it!

The thing is, is that this chapter is more of an 'informational' chapter, and i'll admit, it might be boring :( But, it was definately an important chapter, so you'll just have to kinda deal with it for now, until the next chapter... im sorry if you dont like it too.

Enough of my ranting... and on to the story :P

February 4th, 2009

Katrina's P.O.V:

My life has definitely turned into a complete hell in the past few months.

Yeah, I was a junior, which should be somewhat happy, right?

Not really.

Last year, when i was with Kendall was definitely the best year of my life… but it managed to take a turn for the worst when my mom died.

Cancer.

She had it for 3 years and never told me… and neither did my dad.

She started getting really sick, but passed it off saying that it was just the flu – trying to get me not to worry.

And then one day I came back from a date with Kendall and my mom was nowhere to be found. Her purse and car were still here, but she wasn't. I looked around until I heard a knock on the door.

I went over to the door, and upon opening it, there was a police officer, just standing there.

I asked him what he was doing here, and of course, of all things; he told me that my mom was in the hospital.

Apparently she couldn't breathe and called 9-11.

The officer, Officer Sheppard, gave me a ride down to the hospital.

I was there for 2 hours, sitting in the waiting room, waiting for my mom to get out of surgery until I saw her doctor.

But she was already gone.

Just like that, wiped off the face of this earth,

Without me even getting to say goodbye to her.

Or to tell her that she really was an amazing mother, and how much I loved her.

I could never do that anymore.

On September 18th, 2008 – my mom, Layla Rose Malone was taken from me.

My dad came up from Hawaii and has been living here since. He's really been my rock throughout this whole thing… especially when Kendall flew into the mix.

It was, oh, I dunno, maybe 2 months after my mom had died that we were hanging out when he got a text. He told me that it was his mom, and that she had asked him to call her. So he got up, walked away and called her. He came back a few minutes later, sat back down and sighed. He told me that his mom needed him home earlier, so he was gonna head to the bathroom, pack up and take me home so that he wouldn't be late.

I had a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, but I smiled and said okay.

As soon as he was gone I grabbed his phone, (Yeah, I know – bad girlfriend move, not trusting your boyfriend, but still.) and looked at who he had really been texting.

Leanne?

Who the hell is Leanne?

I re-dialed the number and hoped that it wouldn't be what I thought it was.

"Kenny-boo! Calling back so soon again I see? God, that girlfriend of yours must have no idea about me, right?"

I had the words etched into my head.

"Mmhm" I mumbled, trying to sound my best like Kendall, or at least a guy at that.

"God, im so lonely Kenny, I miss you – what's taking so long for you to get here?"

She sounded like a ditz.

"I got 2 hours of movies over here, and lips just dying to be kissed, by you!" She squealed from the other line of the phone again.

I looked up and saw Kendall walking over to me, so I quickly hung up the phone and as he sat down I acted like I was looking through pictures the whole time.

My eyes welled up with tears that stung the back of my eyes, threatening to spill over – but I refused to let that happen.

"Kendall, we need to talk." I said, quietly.

"Okay… whats up?" He asked, leaning forward, looking at me.

"I-I think that we need to end this."

"End what? The date? That I know, my mom needs me home, rem-"

"I know about her Kendall." I said, looking up at him through tear-filled eyes.

"Know about who…?" He asked, acting confused.

"Leanne." I said, standing up.

"Who?" He asked, standing up as well.

"The bitch that you're cheating on me with! You know, the one that sounds like a ditz and calls you 'Kenny Boo.'" I said, as I let a few tears slip from my eyes.

"What are you talking about Kat?" He asked, taking a step forward, towards me.

"Just, stop Kendall! I saw through your act. I knew that you were lying about your mom, and I just needed to see for myself, and when I saw the text from whoever 'Leanne' is, I called her, and she thought I was you, and said that she had 2 hours… of movies ready for you to watch, and lips that needed to be kissed!" I squeaked out the last part, more tears falling from my eyes.

"Kat-"

"DON'T!" I yelled, holding my hand out. "Call me that. My friends are the only ones that can call me that."

"I'm your boyfriend! You know me; you know that I love you and that I would never cheat on you!"

"No Kendall, Then tell me who Leanne is, and what the hell she was talking about!"

He sighed and looked down.

"That's what I thought." I said, turning around to walk away again.

"Kat," Kendall started. "You know that I would never lie to you. You know that I would never do anything to hurt you – I love you!"

"I love you? Kendall that's not going to make me forgive you all the damn time!" I cried, backing away before running out of the hockey rink.

"KAT!" I could hear him screaming my name as he followed me out of the rink. "Please! Just let me explain!"

I never turned around.

I didnt need to... he wasnt important anymore. Not to me, at least.

I mean, dont get me wrong, me and Kendall had been growing further and further apart lately... and i had always had the thought that he could be cheating, but i always shut out the fact - thinking that i was just over exagerating.

But apparently i was wrong. Really, really wrong.

But it didnt matter anymore - my mom was dead and Kendall was out of my life. The two greatest people in my life were both gone.

And it was like i had nothing anymore - nothing that mattered.

I'll tell you this - when i got home that night, i was home alone, and i seriously thought about... well, killing myself.

I know, i KNOW, stupid thoughts - killing myself over a guy... and my dead mother. So i didnt. Thank God i didnt, things would've been so bad on my dad and i dont know what i would've done. Wait, that sounds hypocrytical, considering that it really wouldnt have mattered, seeing as how i would be dead... Okay, you know what, just disregard everything that i just said.

School was hard now... having to see Kendall around. Turns out that he really had been cheating on me (go figure), and when i broke up with him, he immediately turned around and went to Leanne. So just to add ontop of all the shit that had been going screwy lately, i had to see Kendall and Leanne walking through the hallway, being a couple. And im not going to lie. It practically killed me everyday to see them. James and Carlos definately noticed me acting strange... and of course they knew why - Kendall was their best friend... well, was. After they found out what he did (I mean, me calling them the night he did that in hysterics, and them coming to my rescue), needless to say they dumped his ass to the side of the road.

Thats, honestly the only thing that im really greatful for right now - James and Carlos. I know that no matter what happens, they'll always be there for me. I love them to death. They're my best friends and they always will be.

AHHH, okay i know this chapter ending sucked. Im sorry, im still sick, and my internet has been down on my laptop, so i havent exactly been able to get on sooner :/

Even though it sucked. Review please (:

xx Lexi