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Bulla awoke from bed in a cold sweat. She looked around and at the oddly familiar room. That she had resined in. Goten was there sleeping in a chair against the wall and She could her familiar voices outside the door with shadows. Confusing was one thing that came immediately. Bulla looked at her finger and seen her engagement ring on her finger. Her breathing became harder. Goten noticed it and got up out of his chair. Bulla's expression changed quickly. "You fucking asshole".She yelled at him throwing her lunch at him. As he normally dodged it. "What did I do". Goten said holding her wrist as she went for the tray.
"Don't act stupid with me ass face". Bulla said snatching her hands away from him. "Bulla are you ok"? Goten said standing back from her rant. "You slept with Kelly and you know it you liar". Goten raised and eyebrow at her. He shook his head. "Bulla no I didn't". Goten said coming closer. "You think I'm stupid we got into an argument, you broke up with me and slept with Kelly".
Goten was starting to get irritated with the accusation also confused with her. He didn't remember any of this. It made no sense. "Your not going say anything because you know I'm right. You thought I didn't know".
Goten sat on the side of her bed. "Bulla you've been out for 2 days". He watched her face change. "When I came to your house you were out with ans empty bottle of pills". Bulla looked at him. "I-I overdosed". He nodded. "You left a note in your journal". He said pulling out the piece of paper that was folding in his jacket pocket. Unfolding it he handed it to her.
Dear Diary: I understand things for me are difficult. My life will never be the same. I understand that I am different. I've always been different but 's not so embrace death wasn't apart of the deal. I've always figured myself to be a privileged heiress that will always have everything. To have everything now seems to be worthless. These pills I've been taking have made me numb. I have embraced the feeling of death. I can't say I meant to it just happened. The feeling is neutral now. I can actually say I feel myself slipping away more and more these last few months. I'm physically drained everyday. I guess you can say the emotional part has been taking care of. I haven't seen Goten in 2 weeks. I don't know why but I also haven't accepted his calls either. I can't say why it just hasn't been a big deal to me. I'm getting really tired so I think I'll pass out for a couple hours.
"I remember this".Bulla said holding the note. "I'm must have been having a nightmare". Goten was very sorrowful for brushed her face with his hand. "I'm just ok that your ok. Please don't". He paused lifting her chin to look at him. "Ever scare me like that again". Bulla smiled at him and hugged him. Bulla held onto his warm skinned body. Bulla put her head in the crook of his neck. She started to think he must think she wanted to overdose. Suicide, It had crossed her mind but never in that manner. Bulla started to shiver a bit from the thought. He must see it to be his fault.
Goten just sat there and didn't dare to move. It was just weird how such a nightmare could have shaken her so much. It made since that she was hurting and was having a hard time. He needed her probably alot more than she needed him. Goten had to know more about this dream.
Goten pulled her away and looked at her. "Bulla what happened in this dream besides what you already told me". Bulla sat back on her bed and took a much needed deep breathe. "After you broke up with me you met up with Kelly and kissed her". Bulla stopped as it pained her to remember losing him to her. Goten ouched her hand. "If you don't want to talk about it we don't have to". Goten said looking at her.
Bulla smiled at him. "It's ok Goten". Goten just listened as she talked to him. She didn't understand the fact the he needed her more than she did him. He needed her to make him complete. It didn't make since but he needed her. Goten hated when he didn't or couldn't talk to her. Things like this scared him. He knew he wasn't the only one who loved her that was evident. Goten wanted to protect her but. How could he protect her from herself?
He prayed she wasn't into self annihilation.
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"I doesn't make since Doctor she's been completely normal". Bulma said standing in the waiting room. That they had converted to there personal space. "There aren't many signs that people show-".
"My daughter is not a suicidal psycho". Vegeta yelled at the doctor. The doctor looked at him almost scared. The therapist seen where the feisty princess got her attitude from. "It doesn't mean that your daughter is crazy but maybe emotional deprived at some sense-".
"I'm going to suggest you stop talking right now Sir". Bulla said looking at him. "I'll be in my office if you need anything ". She only nodded to him. "Bulma I know your doctor well enough to say-". Bulma shook her head. "No you don't Kelly only relashions you have with her is Doctor-Patient confidentiality that is all". Bulma said. She was upset with all the doctor and dumb ass that are trying to say how well there buddy buddy with her. She had a accident that was all. Bulma just wisped her off and sat down on the couch. Only Vegeta and Trunks was in the room. Trunks was texting away on his phone he was in a meeting probably.
There was a knock on the waiting room door. All of there attention went to the door. Bulma opened it. "Akira". Bulma said shocked to see the boy there with flowers and a card.