I Don't Hate You

Chapter 14: Love Makes Things Complicated

"Mark Sloan!" Addison yelled.

"Addison!"

"What the fuck is your problem? Do you really have to screw everything that moves?"

"Uhh," he just said.

"How could you?" Addison shouted, embarrassingly enough feeling tears, full of rage, threaten to drop like bombs.

"It's not any of your business. We're both adults, we can do whatever we want," Izzie said.

"It is my business!"

"Not in my house," Meredith said. She'd been quiet the whole time and Addison hadn't paid attention to her. "And especially not on my couch. Get the hell out."

"Are you throwing me out?" Izzie asked, suddenly looking small.

"Yes. No. I don't know. Just get out," Meredith said, her tiny fists were shaking of controlled rage and she seemed to be biting the inside of her lip.

"Can I at least get my stuff?"

"I don't give a damn. It's disgusting and it's disrespectful and I just don't want to see you right now. Goodnight," Meredith said and turned on her heels and started walking up to her bedroom.

Addison stayed a moment after her. Her arms crossed and looking at Izzie and Mark sharply. They didn't say anything to excuse themselves. Addison let out a sigh and followed Meredith up the stairs.

She closed the door behind her. Meredith sat hunched on the bed.

Addison let out a sigh. "Wow, that was... strange. Yet hardly surprising."

"Yeah, I guess," Meredith said.

"But don't you think you were a little harsh with Izzie?"

"No," Meredith snarled.

Addison frowned. "O-kay... Is there something you want to talk to me about? Is there something going on with you and Izzie?"

"No," Meredith sighed. "I just want to sleep."

"Okay, are you sure? I mean... I did give you a promise..."

"I'd like a rain check if you don't mind. But thank you for today Addie. It was amazing," she smiled and seemed to ease up a bit.

"Your welcome honey," she answered softly and climbed into bed with her.

~GA~

The next morning by the nurse's station Addison couldn't help but notice that Derek was eying her. Staring at her. She tried to ignore him, until it got so annoying that she gave him a glare.

"You have a hickey," Derek remarked mockingly.

"Oh." For a moment she thought Derek could see who would have made the red mark and her palms immediately began to moisten.

"Who's the lucky guy?" Derek asked, throwing his smoldering and sunny smile at her face.

"You don't know him," she mumbled and rubbed her ear unconsciously and insecurely.

"I hope it isn't Mark," he said darkly.

"God no."

"Good."

He nodded. There was an awkward silence between them.

"So, how long have you two been...?"

"Not long. Not long at all."

"Okay."

As of divine intervention Meredith walked into the room. She leaned against the door frame and smiled greatly at her.

"Hi."

"Hi," both Derek and Addison said.

"So, uhm, I was just going to ask you if you were going to check on the triplets?" Meredith asked uncomfortably, her gaze switching between Addison's face to Derek's.

"Yeah, I'll come right away," Addison said.

"Great," Meredith breathed and smiled a too big smile to be her.

Derek frowned.

Addison's palms began to sweat again.

"I'll see you later, Dr. Grey," Addison said and tilted her eyebrows meaningfully.

"Oh, right," Meredith said, "bye Derek," she added out of courtesy and left them.

Addison left out a silent sigh. But her relief was short lived because Derek said "What are you doing with Meredith?"

She stared at him with frightened eyes. "What do you mean?" she asked, her voice very pitched.

"I... I don't know, it seems strange to me. She seems to like you very much."

"Uh, yeah, you know, work and we're working, she's my intern and she like neonatal I guess so...," she said, rambling, wishing that Derek would interrupt her because she didn't think she would be able to stop talking out of nervousness.

"But you are friends?"

Addison hesitated.

"I don't know if I'm totally okay with it, but I guess it's good for you," he said before she got the opportunity to come up with something to answer. "Even though it might seem strange for me as the ex of both of you, I do recognize that it's better that you're friends than hating each other as one could expect."

Addison just nodded.

"Thanks, I guess. It sounds a bit like a blessing."

"I can read you you know. I know you very well, Addie. You don't have to hide your friendship with her in font of me, because for one you can't lie to me and for two it's not something I would oppose to."

"Okay. That's very sweet of you," she said, her voice feeling strangely suffocated as if she had a pressure around her throat.

~GA~

"Okay, I have like fifteen minutes to spare," Meredith said as she tugged her shirt off in the on-call room.

Addison kissed her neck and then down to her breasts and brushed the straps of her bra off of her shoulders.

"We'll be quick," she reassured her.

Meredith sighed contently as Addison sucked on her hardened nipple and pulled her fingers through her hair.

The door opened. They had forgotten to lock it and they both let out a shriek of surprise. Meredith hid her chest with her arms.

But it was only Mark.

"Mark! Get out," Addison growled.

He winked at her. "Sorry ladies, better remember to lock the door if anyone else would like to sleep," he said, emphasizing his last word with deep irony.

"Out," Addison repeated.

"I'm going," he rolled his eyes and walked out of there.

Addison locked the door immediately.

"Oh my... What is going on with the world?" she asked herself and Meredith laughed at her.

Then Meredith realized something. "I'm gonna go ask McSteamy about more time!"

"What?"

"He owe me since yesterday. I want more than fifteen minutes with you," she said and pressed herself urgently to her. She gave her a demanding kiss and Addison could feel rays of shivering pleasure stram from out of the places where Meredith touched her, which felt like everywhere. Her panties moistened quickly and her legs became weak.

Meredith let go of her and she pouted while watching her put on her scrub shirt again before going after Mark.

Addison waited for a moment, then the curiosity became greater than her will and she peeked out only to see that Derek was beside Mark and Meredith. This horrendous sight made her gasp and with her shocked sound Derek looked over at her. He lifted his eyebrows and then he frowned.

It would be too weird to stay in her hiding place, peeking out of the on-call room that is, so she tried to gather herself and straighten her back, walking over to the group.

"Oh she's just really tired too," Meredith just said, seeming to answer a question from Derek Addison hadn't heard. "So anyway, Dr. Sloan, can I please have another half an hour or so? Because I'm basically a walking corpse now and I've already changed the bandages of Mr Stein and I've seen to the burns of Mrs Ferratio. They won't be needing any attention until at least 2 o'clock, otherwise I'll just be one page away. Plus you owe me," she added a bit hushed.

"Why do you owe her?" Derek asked Mark, who looked shamefully at his feet.

"Uhm..."

"Tell him Mark," Addison said gleefully, glad to direct the attention elsewhere from the fact that Meredith and Addison would be having a nap at the same time in the same on-call room.

"They caught me having sex with Izzie Stevens last night," Mark mumbled, avoiding Derek's gaze.

"You're unbelievable," he said, shaking his head and smiling disbelievingly. "Was it any good?"

"Derek!" Addison gasped.

"What? She's not hard to look at," he justified himself.

"Well, yeah," Mark said. "But I've had better."

"I really don't want to have this conversation," Addison mumbled uncomfortably and crossed her arms over her chest.

"Wait a minute," Derek said. "You said they," he said to Mark. "Who are they?"

"It was Meredith and A-," Mark started to say but Meredith interrupted him.

"And Alex," she said, saving the situation.

"Aha," Derek said, not looking entirely convinced as if he could see there was something strange going on, but without being able to put his finger on what that actually was.

"So... Can I have a longer break?" Meredith asked Mark again.

"Yes," he said.

"Thank you. And I'm not fetching your dry-cleaning later."

"Yes," he repeated.

"We've agreed then," Meredith said and went to the on-call room.

"I like seeing Mark Sloan following orders by an intern," Derek said appreciatively, following Meredith with his gaze. Addison couldn't help but feel a bit disgusted by the way his gaze got stuck on her ass.

When Meredith disappeared out of sight Derek frowned again.

"Were you also going to sleep?" he asked her.

"Uh, yeah. I have a surgery later and I'm exhausted so I'm just gonna take a little power nap."

"It doesn't bother you that Meredith's there?"

"No, not at all. It's fine," she said, trying to look indifferent. "I don't have much time so I'm gonna go now and just go to bed and sleep. See you later guys."

"See you."

After getting inside the on-call room she locked the door and let out a huge sigh of relief.

"You don't think Derek's suspecting something?" she asked her.

"No, I don't think he even can imagine the two of us," Meredith answered and began immediately to undress Addison.

"You don't?" she breathed as Meredith pulled down the zipper of her skirt.

"I'm gonna make you cum so hard," Meredith said as she roughly released her skin from clothing.

All thoughts of Derek immediately disappeared. With mesmerized eyes she watched Meredith smile at her mischievously before pushing her onto the bed, where she remained seated as Meredith kneeled in front of her.

She kissed her thighs and teased her until she was dripping wet and had to control herself not to scream in frustration. Then Meredith dived in and ate her out without mercy. Her tongue flicked over her clit and just as she came close she added her fingers into the mixture which made her come without warning. She had to control herself not to scream and managed to only squeal a bit, but her body twisted and then collapsed, exhausted, on the bed.

"Fuck, I love you so much."