Want U Bad Chapter Two: How The Hell Am I Supposed To Know If You Don't?
"Where were you?" Castiel sounded tired, a common setting for him lately.
The name of the club? Dean couldn't remember. He couldn't remember getting out of the Impala or walking in. All that he could remember were the dancers and Jo.
Sam was there...wasn't he?
"It was a club...I don't remember anything other than that." Dean answered.
"You don't remember who was there?"
"Jo and Sam."
Castiel shook his head, "That's not possible."
"It might not be possible, its the truth." Dean replied, "Isn't there anything to explain in?"
Cas just looked on.
"A demon playing with me and the souls left in his charge?" Dean suggested, he wanted this explained. He wanted to know why that happened, why he saw Jo.
Why he saw Sam.
It hurt more to see them again. Everyone always said they wanted to see their dead loved ones one more time, not Dean Winchester. It hurt too much when they were gone again.
"A demon couldn't touch Jo." Cas muttered softly.
"What?"
Jo was in heaven? Dean should have figured as deserved heaven...she deserved to be alive.
Dean was the one who was supposed to be dead. If he would have stayed that way, Jo would be alive.
Not in heaven.
"That isn't true." Castiel's serious voice cut through Dean's thoughts, "She would have died anyway. It was her time, only thing changes was the situation."
"Do you know more than you are telling, Cas?"
"Jo would have died sooner. If you would have stayed in hell." Castiel barely got out the words, he never liked telling Dean something, that Dean shouldn't know. But Castiel figured that it would hurt Dean less to know the truth.
"How?" Dean shot back, just as quickly as Castiel has spoken.
"How would she have died?" Castiel knew that was what Dean was asking but couldn't tell him that easily.
Castiel cleared his throat, "Suicide. She was planning on killing herself the Christmas after you came back...but didn't."
Dean cocked an eyebrow, "What does that mean?"
"I think it is apparent what that means."
She couldn't live without you...
AN: Sorry this was soo short. I couldn't write anymore without getting into too much and at the moment it is 2:20 AM and I need to sleep, so I will post this and catch some ZZZs and then write you a shiny new chapter tomorrow...or will I?
JK...haha.
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