Want U Bad
Chapter Seven: Grown-Up Part?
Castiel sat awkwardly on "his" couch, while Anna put "their" kids to sleep. He was staring at the bright and decorated Christmas in the world was going on? He tried several times to get out, by angel means. But it was gone.
His grace was gone. It hadn't hurt, but he didn't cut it out himself. It was just gone. Not ripped from his body by his father, just gone. Almost like he was being filtered out, and the grace was just inaccessible to him.
He heard Anna coming down the stairs, could see her reflection in the glass of the TV.
She was smiling.
The punched feeling filled him again.
He didn't realize she had reached him, until she pressed a kiss against the back of his neck.
He jumped up at the contact.
"What are you doing?" He asked.
He wasn't supposed to enjoy this, but every molecule of his "human" self was.
"Baby, you're jumpy tonight." She walked around the couch, and took his hands in hers, "Just like when we were dating..."
"Dating?" He still couldn't believe this.
"Yeah, don't think I forgot how you wanted to wait till marriage, to have sex." She ran her hands up his arms.
Sex?
Castiel never had sex.
She took a step closer to him. Her mouth went to his ear, and her breath was warm.
Then it hit him.
All the memories flooded in.
Memories of Anna. Of their wedding, her smiling face behind a , sweating, sighing his name. Of her in the midst of pain giving birth to his children. Holding his daughter for the first time.
They weren't real.
He knew it. But it didn't stop.
When Anna growled in his ear, human instincts took over.
Meanwhile...
"Who are you?" Dean was sick of the woman's twisted smile.
"No, no. Dean, that's not need to know right now. Your test isn't over yet." She held up her hands, "You have passed the first part, you have realize that you are alone in life...never had anyone did you, Dean?"
She laughed.
He cringed, it was a twisted laugh.
"Not even your daddy wanted you." She smirked, "But your work isn't over."
She clapped her hands together.
Dean fell to the side.
Back To Castiel...
His lips grazed hers.
Her fingers clenched his hair.
He pressed her back against the couch.
She was gone.
The living room was gone.
And he was surrounded by darkness.
He still couldn't feel his grace.
"Hello, Castiel." A voice in the darkness boomed in his ears.
"You." He knew that voice anywhere.
"Or is it 'Cas' now?" She still had the same laugh, "You have become weak when it comes to humans."
"No."
"YES!" the voice boomed, "And there are consequences, 'Cas', and I am going to make sure you feel them."
Castiel was fearful.
This couldn't be good.
"Are you taking my grace?" He asked.
She laughed again, "No, but you are going to wish that I had."
Chapter 7.5: Waking Up Is Hard To Do
Jessica was burning on the ceiling.
She had her mouth opened to a scream.
And Dean shot up. He had a nightmare, again.
He had never seen Jessica burn, or his mother. It was so realistic, he knew that he must have actually been seeing it. He felt like stretching. He tried to move his arms.
He couldn't.
Then his body stood up on its own. He looked down.
The ground seemed so far away.
"Baby." Jessica walked to him.
Dean was kissing her, but not. Words were yelled at him, but they weren't actual words.
"Sam, good luck today." She pressed a soft kiss against his cheek.
Too bad you are going to die, Sam's voice filled Dean but not in the actual world.
Sam knew?
What the hell?
AN: That's as much as I could drag that out without going too much and I like quick updates for my four fans lol.
I Have Four Questions:
Cas as human? Whatcha think?
Dean trapped in Sam's mind? How you feel bout that? Huh?
Anna and Cas? Is it just me or was that funny?
What else you think?
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