Want U Bad
Chapter Eight: The Real Sam
It was so boring being in Sam's mind, while he took the L-SATs. Dean thought he could be a lawyer himself, after being bombarded with Sam's thoughts.
After the test was over, Sam began thinking about Jessica. How she was going to die. Sam knew everything.
He had only told Dean that he had dreams about it. Not that he knew it, for sure.
A shitty feeling banged against Dean everytime, Sam thought of Jessica. It surrounded him, and he knew that it must be what Sam was feeling. It was peace.
Like Sam was okay with Jessica dying.
A image flashed through Dean so fast, he almost didn't catch it. It was of Ruby.
Ruby?
They wouldn't meet Ruby for two years. Why was Sam...
No...
Sam took Dean to a shady bar. They had a beer.
Every now and then, Ruby would flash through. Both blonde and brunette versions.
How much did Sam know at this stage?
"Hey, Sam." The girl next to him smiled.
"Not today." Sam growled and looked back at his beer.
The more intently Sam stared at his beer, the longer the images of Ruby stayed for Dean.
There were many. Some Dean didn't want to see, of Sam and Ruby, exchanging blood.
Then, there it was.
Dean stabbing the knife in Ruby's chest.
Sam knew everything.
Why? Why must she die? It felt as though Sam was speaking to him.
"She's evil." Dean said, knowing it was fruitless, Sam couldn't hear him. He had tried yelling at him all day.
I am going to love her. Sam thought.
"No, you could stop it. Stay away from her." Dean raised his voice, hoping maybe Sam was at least feeling him.
Dean is going to kill her.
Dean remained silent.
Not if I can keep him dead.
What?
If Dean is going to die, and then be resurrected, it must be by something I have done. I won't do anything.
Dean laughed.
Sam really thought he brought Dean back?
Meanwhile...
Castiel was ripped from the darkness. He was stilling back on the couch at the house where he and Anna were supposed to be human.
He relaxed into the soft material.
He saw her reflection in the TV, and heard her soft footsteps again.
This time he didn't jump up when she began kissing his neck. Instead, he turned and kissed her back.
He wasn't doing anything wrong...they were married.
He was human.
Anna had had sex with Dean when she was human. And they had felt nothing for each other, Castiel was bombarded with feelings that he knew she had given him.
But as soon as their mouths touched, Castiel felt weak. Not just in that way.
His grace.
He thought, automatically when their mouths connected again.
He understood it.
Chapter 8.5: Green Light
When Sam fell asleep, luckily for Dean, without sex. Dean felt as though he was being lifted, felt wind surround him.
His eyes opened and he looked down, he was himself again.
"Dean?"
He knew that voice anywhere.
He finally looked around. He was in another bar, it was slightly chilly. He was sitting at the bar, and Jo was standing behind it.
"Jo." He sighed. It felt like weeks since he had seen her.
"What are you doing here?" She asked, she sounded a little breathless.
Dean did, too.
The bar was empty.
"I'm here for you, why? I can't answer that one." He grinned, and reached out taking her hand.
AN: I am stopping it there, for now. We'll see what happens soon...
I am going to do 15 chapters. Thats it. The half chapters, haha, don't count they are just ways of seperating what is going on.
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