So I kept my word to Cas that I'd stay behind for now.
I missed Sam and Deans little adventure into TV Hell . They were gone for days before I convinced Cas I'd be OK alone while he went looking for them . I figured it had to be serious since they hadn't even called me or come back to the motel.
It turned out OK in the end but it was so frustrating not been able to help.
I also missed out the on supernatural convention. A prophet named Chuck had been writing books about San and Dean long before he had even known they really existed and now his number one fan had organised a convention with LARP'ing involved. I wsih I'd been there to see that.
Something useful had come out of the convention tho, Chucks fangirl had told Sam that in the books the Colt was in in the possession of a demon named Crowley. So that meant that once Sam and Dean had gotten it back from him we were ready to go after Lucifer.
Sure everyone kicked up a fuss at first, saying I should stay behind but I wasn't backing down from this one.
The night before we went after Lucifer Me, Cas, Dean, Sam, Ellen and Jo all gathered at Bobbies.
I was sat drinking beer with Sam with Dean.
"It's gotta be a trap right?" Sam asked
"Sam Winchester having trust issues with a demon"
"Which just shows how much you've changed for the better right?" I said
"Thank you Sarah" Sam looked pointedly at Dean as he tapped his beer bottle against mine
"You know" Dean began "trap or no trap if we've got a snowballs chance we gotta take it right?"
"Yeah I suppose" Sam agreed
"I don't think it is a trap" I said opening the folder in front of me and showing them the news paper clippings I'd compiled "All the omens are there, that's where the devil is"
"You put all this together?" Sam asked
"I told you, I like to keep busy" I shrugged.
"But if we think about it you can't come with" Dean told Sam
"Dean"
"Look I go get Satan and screw the pooch. Okay, yeah we've lost a game piece. That we can take but if you're there then we're handing the devils vessel right over to him. That's not smart"
"Since when have ever done anything smart?"
"Good luck" I told Sam as I stood knowing he'd probably convince Dean to let him come just like I had.
"Where are you going?" Dean asked
I point toward the other side of the room where Jo and Ellen who were giving Cas a line of shots to see how long it took him to get drunk "to rescue my angel"
Later on Bobby decided he wanted take a group photo.
"Usual suspects in the corner" he ordered
"Oh come on Bobby nobody wants their picture taken" Ellen said
"Hear hear" Sam agreed.
"Shut up you're drinking my beer" Bobbie said "anyway I'm going to need something to remember your asses by"
"Always good to have an optimist around" Ellen joked as we all stood together
Bobby's right, tomorrow we hunt the devil" Cas said "this is our last night on earth.
"You know what?" I whispered to Cas after we'd had our picture taken "if this is our last night on earth I know how I want to spend" then I led him away to some place more private.