Want U Bad

Chapter 11.5: The Secret Handshake

"I'm so proud of you, son."

Dean felt like gagging as John Winchester hugged Sam.

Apparently, this was a world where John was still alive. His mother was still dead. The yellow-eyed demon wasn't apparently a big deal in this world. No one mentioned him, and Dean didn't ask.

Jo and Sam.

Ugh.

Dean wanted to throw her over his shoulder and drag her away. Like some caveman, and make love to her until she forgot Sam and was Dean's like it was supposed to be. But, he couldn't bare the thought when he saw her smiling at Sam.

Sam.

He wanted to punch Sam. Bust at least two teeth out of his mouth, make him imperfect, where Jo wouldn't want him.

This wasn't rational thinking.

Dean knew it.

It didn't stop the thoughts from coming.

John looked at Dean, "When are you going to settle down?"

Dean shot a look to Jo.

He cleared his throat, "I am not giving up the sex."

Sam choked slightly on his beer.

Dean smiled.

"You still have sex when you are married." Sam said after coughing to clear his airways.

"It doesn't seem like it would be as good." Dean looked at Jo again.

Mentally willing her to remember him, remember their week.

The week that didn't exist in this world.

The woman had sent him back. He didn't know what she wanted from him. What she wanted him to do.

"So, when's the wedding, son?" John was looking admiringly at Sam again.

John had never cared that much about what Sam was doing before. It had always been Dean who was the golden child...not Sam.

Apparently it was the opposite here.

Sam got John's praise.

Sam got Jo.

Dean was pissed. He crossed his arms, and tried to stop the scowl that crossed his face.

"Between Jo helping her mother, and my job hunting, we haven't had time to think about it." Sam frowned, "We were wanting a bigger wedding, but with everything, its just not going to happen. We don't have the time to plan."

"I'll do it." Dean couldn't stop the words.

He had seen this in a lame cable movie before. Maybe he could win over Jo. Maybe there would be no wedding.

"Uhh." Sam stuttered.

"I won't get drunk." Dean rushed to interject.

"Maybe." Sam looked at Jo.

Jo was looking intensely into Dean's eyes.

He smiled hoping it would distract her from his motives.

"We'll give it a try." She muttered, before raising her voice, "But the minute-"

Sam nodded, "He's gone, promise."

OOOO

"Azazel?" Castiel gasped.

The yellow-eyed demon was dead.

"Not in this world, Cas." The small child smirked, "It's entertaining really. I am alive, you are human, and Sam and Dean- ha!"

"Why are you a child?" Castiel was feeling weaker by the second.

"All the better to get you with." Azazel tried to sound menacing, but only the real Lilith could make a child scary, "See different world, different plan."

"Plan?" Cas had coughed the word out, feeling choked.

"See, before Sam was the plan. But in this world, new players, the plan is different. Dean and Sam's roles are...ha ha, why give it away?" Azazel smiled showing Castiel's daughter's teeth, "But if I were you, I'd be getting my grace back."

OOOO

Dean had to keep himself from vomiting all over the wedding magazines that Jo had put in front of him.

"Now, what kind of scheme am I going for?" Jo asked.

She kept quizzing him.

He was a major douche in this world, apparently.

"Floral." He rolled his eyes.

He had seen her dress, it was a lacy concoction that made him weak in the knees. He was so jealous of Sam, he could barely speak when he saw her in it.

"Okay, I have to go to work, so you look through these-"

Dean threw up his hand, "I will mark them and show them to you. I know, I know."

She walked to the motel room door, slipping on her leather jacket, "And try working out a guest list, if you get the time."

He had to turn his head, he couldn't watch her walk out the door.

OOOO

"Its really great that you are doing this." Sam was looking at himself in the mirror.

"I guess." Dean mumbled before tugging at the cuff links.

"Jo is grateful. And I am just happy that you care enough." Sam smiled, before shrugging off his jacket.

Dean mentally kicked himself for coming to a fitting with Sam. Not his best idea.

This wasn't how it was supposed to be.

Dean was the one that Jo was meant for.

Not Sam.

Where in the hell was Ruby?

Dean almost wished she was here to prove as a distraction for Sam. But who would choose Ruby over Jo? Another plan down the toilet.

Dean had rushed through the wedding planning.

Also, not a well thought out idea.

Now, it was planned.

A month away.

And, Dean had to come to all the damn fittings with both Sam and Jo.

The worst part was the way Jo looked at him. It was in a sibling way. It made him sick, he felt like someone was cutting him in the gut. He wanted the real Jo. The one who loved him. The one he loved. Not this one, this one who was more sisterly. Who was finding her happily-ever-after with his brother.

He closed his eyes and groaned. The minute his lids shut, he felt the whooshing.

When he reopened them, it was Jo, standing on the mirror surrounded pedestal.

She was wearing her wedding dress.

Dean bit his bottom lip.

She was...

Dean felt like dying. Just curling into a ball, and dying.

"This has meant so much to me." She had teary eyes.

"Whatever." He tried to sound like an ass.

"I thought after what we had, you wouldn't help." She had a small smile, he almost missed it.

"What we had?" Dean stuttered.

What the hell did that mean?

"I loved you, Dean." She lost the tears and the smile, "And, I guess, I thought you wouldn't be such a good sport about Sam and I."

Good sport?

Dean Winchester?

Hell, no.

He growled.

She blushed.

He saw it in her eyes. The same little twinkle from their ten days.

"I want you." He said, hoping this worked with this Jo.

Her blush deepened.

"Dean-" She took a breath when he moved closer to her.

She backed up. Her back hitting the mirrors.

"Don't." He stepped up on the pedestal.

"Dean." This time it was a sigh.

OOOO

"Azazel?" Castiel was still in shock, "What game are you trying to play, Eve?"

She rolled her eyes, "Its not my game, Castiel."

"You know that I know it is." Castiel didn't feel weak when he was here.

But he missed Anna. Having her take care of him for so long, of course he was going to become even more attached.

He was having doubts.

"I need you to restore my grace." He was minutes away from pleading.

"Really?" She raised an eyebrow, "You know what you have to give up."

"Fine. I will." He felt punched, "Just give it back."

"I am giving you one day." She frowned, "No more pain, just 24 hours, with Anna. Then no more humanity."

"Why?" Castiel was confused.

"You are my weak spot, Cas." She was still frowning, "Always have been."

OOOO

Chapter 12: Touch The Sky

AN: Kanye West's "Touch The Sky" inspired this chapter.

"Castiel? Honey?" Anna's voice surrounded him.

Cas opened his eyes. She was younger.

Her face was blurry to him.

It was a veil.

This was their wedding day.

"I'm sorry. I felt dizzy." He nodded to the pastor.

"Of course, you do." A voice behind him said suggestively.

Castiel turned his head.

Dean Winchester was standing beside him in a tuxedo.

Dean was his best man?

"Do you take this woman as your lawfully wedded wife?" The pastor sounded annoyed.

Anna smiled, it faltered slightly.

She was worried...worried that he didn't want her? Boy, she had it wrong.

"I do." Castiel hoped Anna hadn't heard the quiver in his voice.

Her face broke into a grin, and he saw wetness in her eyes. He felt like crying himself.

OOOO

"There is no better woman than Anna. Which is why we were all surprised when she picked nerdy-ass Castiel." Dean was standing in front of Castiel with a raised glass of champagne.

The wedding guests laughed.

Castiel couldn't stop looking at Anna. She was grinning, at Dean and at Cas.

"No..no, I am just joshing, Castiel is the best man I know. He deserves this day, this woman, and hell, he even deserves a best friend like me." Dean laughed as did the other formally dressed people, "So let us toast to Cas and Anna."

Castiel held up his own glass as the wedding party, "To Cas and Anna."

He swallowed the whole of the glass.

"I love you." Anna whispered, leaning against him.

Castiel bit his lip, only 23 hours left, "I love you."

OOOO

AN: There are two separate Deans.

Okay, so I have moved up the number of chapters for this story. I really like the different world different plan thing, how bout you?

Instead of 15, I am doing 20. I love it too much now, and its getting interesting. I haven't figured out the endgame yet.

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