When Edward left, it was like a hole was punched through my chest, and it felt like I couldn't breathe when I thought about him. My heart is shattered and I'm just a shell; no longer a person. The end for me will come when Victoria comes back.
I lifted myself off my bed, and rubbed the back of my head, as hair fell on my face. I yawned. Because of the nightmares, I'd not gotten much sleep. I grabbed some clothes and went downstairs to looks for Charlie. There was a note on the table. I lifted it up and held it in front of my face, and sure enough, it was Charlie's messy scrawl;
Bella,
Going on a fishing trip with Billy until tomorrow
Love Charlie.
I smiled a bit, but not much and then headed upstairs to the bathroom. I opened the door and placed my clothes inside. I turned the taps on and took off my clothes. The water was warm and soothing, but it didn't wash my worries away, like I wished it would. My joints ached, as I'd been in the same position for days. My eyes closed as I leaned on the side of the shower. My feet suddenly flew out from under me and my head smack hard on the ground, knocking me out.
I opened my eyes to find that I was still in the shower. And as I'd feared; the water was icy cold. In the time I'd been out, the water had made me numb, and I couldn't stand up to turn the tap off. I looked around the room frantically. "Help!" I tried to yell, but it came out as a strangled whisper. My head throbbed painfully. I cleared my throat and yelled out the first name I could think of; "Jake!" I froze slightly, wondering why I'd called out his name. Although it did the trick, Jake opened the door. He must have been looking for me when I called out. "Help." I said weakly. He blushed a little, and I remembered I wasn't wearing clothes. The fact didn't discourage me, as I needed help. "Please, just help." I croaked before blacking out again.