Doctors are weirdos I swear ROFL. Anyways...
CHAPPY 5! Trying and failing Embry POV... probs gunna switch between them :P
Cheyeah :D
EPOV
I looked out onto the waves of First Beach. Rachel told me that she got Syeira to try and open up to me which just made me think why she was avoiding me. Rachel told me what she said and how I wasn't allowed to tell anyone else, but she knew that the warning would be for every member of the pack considering I only had to think of it for them all to know. But she was afraid to let her guard down. I crumbled a mental wall to her and that was what scared her. I was shy around her according to Paul, but to me, that was being cautious, not scaring her or forcing her to like me. I wanted to make things right, but wasn't sure how. A few of the guys had given me ideas, hints and suggestions, most of which came from Paul, to him I should be open and honest, tell her straight away, picturing it killed me. "Yeah, hey, Syeira, I'm a werewolf, I have a freaky love at first sight crush on you." She'd probably run away screaming.
And if she does? She won't be able to stay away from you for long, she's your imprint. Jared said.
But then again, Syeira is strong and often acts to fast for her own good, I would know, she's my sister, look, Embry, trust me, the sooner you tell her the easier it'll be.
Maybe, or maybe she'll act too fast again and run off.
Like I said, she's my sister, she wouldn't want to hurt my dad or me.
It won't be easy to get her to trust you, she's afraid of you. As much as I hated to admit it, Leah was right, Leah Clearwater was actually right. Hey! She growled at me.
I don't think she's afraid of you. Seth piped up.
What makes you think that?
Well after what she said to Rachel, I reckon she's just afraid of the way you make her feel, its strong all of a sudden and she's not used to it.
Ha. Watch out. My bro's gone all Doctor Phil on us. Leah laughed.
SPOV
I just sat there, staring at myself in the mirror again, not moving, not blinking, just focusing on the empty eyes that stared back at me. I had been like this for hours, I couldn't sleep, my dreams were haunted by my own personal angel or demon. Only Embry could keep me up at four in the morning. I still hadn't moved when Paul came in and sat next to me, also facing the mirror, looking at my reflection rather than his. I didn't pay him attention. I just looked at my eyes. We sat together for a while, maybe ten minutes, until finally he sighed. I didn't move, he'd get around to saying whatever was on his mind.
"Syeira, I'm your brother," he started slowly. "You can come to me with anything, I worry about you, I want you to tell me if something is wrong, I just don't want to lose you to something small that could be resolved so quickly, I want you to know I'm always here and despite my best judgments, I'll take your side no matter what the problem is or how bad it is, even though you're younger and we haven't been around each other long, I can still be a good brother. I'll protect you."
I finally started blinking and shifted my gaze from my eyes, to his. "Where did that come from?"
"I feel like you're going to run off at first chance." He looked down.
I grinned. "I thought I told you not to underestimate me."
He looked up.
"You're stuck with me now brother, whether you like it or not."
He smiled and looked at my smiling face in the mirror. "What do you look at?"
I frowned and looked back at my eyes. "My eyes."
"What do you see in them?"
"Nothing," my voice broke. "Their empty and it scares me."
"Why?"
"It means that everything is numb now, that things are different than before, there is no fire, no light, just dark, black nothingness. Empty, broken."
"You see all that?"
"Yeah." I said, broken inside.
"Can I ask a question? Without sounding like an ass?"
I laughed a broken sound. "Knowing you, you'll be trying very hard."
He smiled then drew it away. "Why does it matter to you?"
I sighed softly. "It feels like I'm losing myself – no – like I've lost my way, I see my reflection and I don't recognise it, I see a stranger and it scares me."
Paul put his arm around my and let me cry into his chest. "It's okay." He softly reassured me, rubbing my back.
"No it's not, I'm crying Paul, crying, I'm gone." I just kept crying, I couldn't stop, until those tears eventually became a massive migraine.
"Come on, you need to sleep."
I groaned. "No."
"Why not?"
"I'll see him."
"Who?"
"No one, never mind."
He picked me up and set me on my bed, he covered me up and lay down beside me just comforting me, but not talking, smart boy, my head was killing me, but slowly I slipped into a dreamless sleep. Thank God.
"Syeira, door!" Paul yelled at me.
"Coming!" I yelled from upstairs, I dropped my magazine and raced down the stairs while pulling on my jacket. I composed myself quickly when I saw Embry at the door.
"Hey," I said casually.
"Hi," he smiled this amazing smile, one that made my walls crumble again and again.
"Do you want to come in?"
"Sure."
He walked in my house in silence. Why did I feel so hyper about having him here? I was fully running around crazy cleaning while he walked over and sat next to Paul.
"Ease up Syeira, it's not a race." Paul said.
I looked over at him, both he and Embry were studying me with curious and amused expressions.
I stuck my tongue out at him. "Fine, you clean your mess yourself," I said dumping the plate I had in my hand on the table and raced up the stairs.
EPOV
"What was that all about?" I asked Paul.
"I don't know,"
"What do you mean you don't know? She's your sister!"
"She's your imprint! Why don't you go do something inventive and find out why she's so hyper? I gotta talk to Sam."
"Why?"
"You'll hear about it soon enough." He muttered before ducking out the back of the house. What the hell was I going to do now? He'd kill me if I got any closer to his sister, but this whole 'don't let anyone in thing' that Syeira had, made me worried. I cursed myself mentally. It was like I was some worried mother.
About half an hour later Syeira went into the kitchen and leaned against the counter studying me through curious eyes. I didn't get what she meant by emptiness, her eyes seemed full of secrets and mysteries. That beautiful colour was something so uncommon and one of a kind, brown with blue. Amazing...
"Hey," I said casually.
"Where's Paul?" she asked.
"Nice to see you too," I grinned. "He had to take off, work you know, he's getting someone to take his shift later so he has to work now instead." Urgh. Stupid cover-ups. Only if it was as easy as saying, "he's off to talk to Sam, the Alpha of our wolf pack."
"Sorry, just wanted to tell him to take me to Port Angeles." She looked away embarrassed. I sat on the table in front of her, our knees just touching.
"How are you' is a little to formal for you isn't it?" I laughed.
She looked back at me from under thick eyelashes. She had no makeup on, I could tell, she looked even more beautiful without it. "Yeah, I guess, I'm more used to no small talk, you know? Getting to the point kind of things," she looked at me pointedly. "This kind of reminds me about something I wanted to ask you."
I put my guard up. No funny business. Time for me to be vague. "And what was that exactly?"
"Are you working tonight?" she asked. Whoa. Unexpected much?
"Yeah actually," I said cautiously. What was this girl up to?
"Oh." She let it go. What? Not even attempt at asking me anything else? Unless if she was too embarrassed too. But why would she be embarrassed? Unless if she was trying to ask me out, or get me to ask her out by asking smaller questions... argh. My head hurts.
I smiled at her, putting all my energy into it, I stood in front of her, so close that a thin magazine could fit between us only. "Why?"
She looked up at me and practically froze, she just looked into my eyes, she wasn't moving, if I couldn't see her shoulders slightly move, I would have thought this girl just died, then her eyes started blinking furiously, although she didn't seem angry. "Um, I, uh – wait what?"
"Why are you asking me if I'm working tonight?" I laughed nervously.
"Oh," she blushed. "I was wondering if you would like to go to dinner with me?"
I grinned dangerously. "Isn't the guy meant to ask the girl out?"
"True, if it was under date terms, but I was just asking if you wanted to come as a friend, I was going to invite more people," she smiled, then instantly became more embarrassed. "Unless you wanted to go out on a date?" she looked like she was going to chew her lip off, I grinned easily.
"A group thing sounds interesting, what'd you have in mind?"
Now she grinned dangerously. "Just a little place I googled."
Chappy five complete :D :D :D... hehehe I feel so evil... poor Embry, he has NO idea what he's in for :D :D
Heey BTW anyone know any cool names boy or girl? I actually love writing and when I'm not going insane or doing my homework *pfft as if* I write my own books and I cannot think of good names! ANYWAYYS
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