I actually wanted to die then live in this hell hole of a place. I layed down on my cott but it wasn't comfortable in here. I was dreaming of me getting out of this jail cell and prove to people that I didn't do it if I did my plan would have been much more clever then what this person did to kill the queen. Come on framing me is to low way to low! I hate this. I woke up out of my dream and walked up to the bars of my cell right now the only person I was craving to see was Dimitri but I knew he don't want to see me at all and I am hurt about it come on I am the one who came up with the plans to try to save him from what he was but apperntly he don't care anymore. Ughh I hate him if I was not locked up I would probably go right up to his room and beat him senceless. What am I doing thinking like this? Am I sucking in more of the darkness from Lissa? I need to get my rage out somehow and right now the right idea hits me but it could damage my hands but I don't really care right now I need to do something. I strode up to the wall and start striking my fists at it untill I get tired or my knuckles are covered in blood and sweat pours down my face. If Abe was here he would be hollering at the guards to get them to do something instead of having me punch the wall. I am going insane and now it's only been a week. I hear someone walking down the hall, hoping it wasn't Lissa or Dimitri. I don't need or want them here right now. I sit back on my cott with my knees up against me my head leaning against the wall looking out the caged windo and my hand wrapped around my knees. I am totally spaced out so I don't see or hear who it is comming. "Rose? Rose what happened to your hands?" I don't answer his question. "Rose?" He tries again. I get up from my sitting form and start punching the wall again, spacing him out. "Honestly what the hell are you doing here? I'd rather be dead then be here." "Rose don't say that." "Don't say what?" I snap. I sit back down taking in deep breaths as I lean against the wall. Abe then walks in. "What's wrong with you Guards? Can't you see that's she's hurt? Let me in there." That's all he has to say and they let him in my cell. He cleans the damn cuts and wraps bandages around my hands.