BPOV
The rest of the morning was spent eating the breakfast that Peter cooked for us and lazing around their cozy little rental house. We were sitting on the couch in the living room with me in between them, our legs all entangled together watching a movie that was playing on the T.V. It wasn't until I heard the deep even breathing coming from the two of them that I realized that they had both fallen asleep.
I sighed out happily and relaxed against them once again, never having been more comfortable in my entire life. Jasper was sitting on my left with his legs thrown over mine and Peters on the coffee table and his arms were around me like a cage. It was as if he thought that I would get away from him or disappear if he let me go even for a second. Peter was sitting on my right in almost the exact same position as Jasper, only he had his head resting on my shoulder. His hands as well were wrapped around me but one was draped across my stomach and I could feel the heat of his body through my thin layer of clothes.
I wasn't sleepy but I knew that if I didn't move soon that I could fall asleep with them as well. It was like this was the way it was meant to be for all of us, like they were made just for me. Jasper's light snore brought me back from those dangerous thoughts and I knew now more than ever that I needed to move. I needed to put some space between all of us. This was going into dangerous territory.
I worked on Jasper first moving my legs a little so that his fell off of mine landing gently onto the coffee table. Next I worked on his arms which were a lot harder to move. When I was finally free from his grasp I turned to Peter to begin the task of maneuvering my way out from his clutches as well. As I was moving his legs his arms wrapped around me tighter. I looked to his face and gasped in surprise to see him watching me.
"Are you going somewhere?" He whispered.
I shook my head no, not able to answer him with my words just yet.
"Come with me." He requested looking over to Jasper, seeing that he was still asleep. He untangled himself from me before standing up and stretching then reaching out his hand to me to help me stand up.
I took his hand in mine and took one last glance at Jasper seeing that he was still passed out. Peter then led us the stairs quietly and into the bedroom. Strangely this didn't feel like sneaking around on Jasper like I thought it would. I thought I would feel guilty for going with Peter while Jasper was asleep on the couch but I didn't. It felt more like that we were being quiet so that he could sleep, not so we could go off on our own.
As soon as the door was shut Peter pushed me against it attacking my lips with his own. I moaned out loud and wrapped my arms around his neck as he picked me up, securing my legs around his waist. His tongue brushed against my bottom lip as if begging for entrance. I opened my mouth willingly to him and our tongues played together with each other. He used his tongue to massage my own all the while his hands were squeezing my ass, hard.
I broke away after a few minutes needing air, moving my lips to his neck biting down gently on his skin.
"Peter." I moaned, "Bed."
"With pleasure." He groaned.
He set me back down on my feet and we just stood there, breathing hard looking into each other's eyes. His green eyes seemed to stare right through me and I felt like if I wasn't careful he would see right into my soul and see that maybe I wasn't worth his time after all.
Before my train of thoughts could bring me down Peter attached his lips to mine again, pushing me backwards and to the bed. I felt the backs of my knees hit the mattress right before he pushed me firmly so that I was now lying down. It didn't take him but a second to rid himself of his shirt before laying down on top of me, my lips seeking out his. He tasted like nothing I had ever tasted before. It was a mixture of the breakfast we had mixed in with...him. He tasted natural and it was beyond addicting. I felt like I couldn't get enough of him.
No words were spoken as he gently stripped me of my clothes leaving me naked and vulnerable to him. As soon as I was how he wanted me he pressed his body on top of mine biting my neck gently and sucking on the places where he nipped. It was the most erotic feeling ever and yet I craved more. My legs wrapped around his waist and I used the heels of my feet to tug down his shorts. Luckily they were a loose fitting pair of shorts and they slid down easily.
Peter kicked them the rest of the way off and now there was nothing separating us. I could feel the tip of his cock lining up with my center and I squeezed my legs around him trying to get more friction.
"Hold on baby girl." He whispered huskily, "Let me get a condom."
I reluctantly let go of him with my legs and watched him through hooded eyes as he pulled out a single condom from the bedside table that I didn't realize was there until just now. It's amazing the things you don't notice when your attention is otherwise occupied, I mused.
I took the condom from his hand and tore off the foil before sliding it down onto his erection. Once it was on properly I laid back as he leaned over me. I felt him rub the tip of his dick over my wet folds teasing me.
"Peter," I moaned, "Please. I need you inside me." I whispered, looking into his eyes.
Without warning he sheathed himself into me with one push. I yelped at the unexpected intrusion and waited as my body adjusted to his size. Even with my past, no one compared to Peter and Jasper in the size department. They were impressive and they were mine. For three weeks, my subconscious reminded me.
I couldn't dwell on that thought though. Instead I threw everything I had in me into Peter and before either of us knew it we were grunting and panting, our body parts making loud slapping noises throughout the room.
"Peter...Fuck." I hissed feeling the coils in my stomach tightening relentlessly. I needed my release and I needed it now.
"Come for me baby girl." Peter hissed through his teeth, "Come with me."
Two hard thrusts from him later I was thrown over the edge screaming his name, my walls clenching his twitching cock like it was their last life line. I opened my eyes not wanting to miss a single moment of this only to see Peter staring back at me intently. The look in his eyes was not a look you would give your friend or even a fuck buddy. It was a look that would be shared between two lovers, a husband and a wife or even a father and his newborn baby girl. It was love in its purest form. And it scared the shit out of me because if his expression was any inclination, then my expression was mirroring his.
No words were needed any longer. I could feel his cock twitching inside me and could feel the heat from the condom inside me. My legs were still wrapped around his waist and my fingers were brushing over his face, tracing his lips and eyes. It was as if I were memorizing his face like this would be the last time I would have the chance to do so.
As my finger came back to his lips he turned his head and kissed my fingertips reverently.
"What are you doing to me?" He whispered softly, never taking his eyes off of me.
"I could ask you the same thing." I whispered back to him.
I felt Peter pull out of me taking the condom off before going into the bathroom. He came a few minutes later condom free and still naked, much to my delight. What surprised me more though was Jasper came in right behind him.
"Hey, you're awake." I said excitedly sitting up in the bed.
"Yep," He chuckled, coming over to me and sitting down beside me on the bed taking me up into his arms. I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him back with all my strength, which admittedly wasn't much.
"I ordered us a pizza for dinner," Peter said coming and sitting down on the other side of me, "Will you stay for dinner?" He asked.
"I would love to."
"Will you stay the night?" Jasper asked immediately after.
"The night?" I asked, whipping my head back around to face him.
The both nodded eagerly and I knew that I couldn't turn them down. I didn't want to turn them down. I wanted to stay with them as long as they would have me.
"I would love to." I repeated again.
They both smiled happily before tackling me forcing me to lie between them, all the while tickling my sides and making me laugh until I thought I would pee myself. Peter and I eventually got dressed again but only after Jasper threatened that if I didn't I wouldn't have a chance to eat anything tonight. And judging the large bulge in his pants he wasn't kidding.
The rest of the night was spent upstairs in the Queen sized bed talking and eating dinner. We talked about everything, being extra careful not to talk about the time we had left. I don't think any of us wanted to stop what we had going on. It was like we were in our own little world and we were too damn happy to venture outside of our bubble. The real world could be a cold hard place as I already knew but we only had three weeks, well less now, left to spend together and I wanted them all to myself. I was a greedy, selfish bitch like that, and I wasn't the least bit sorry.
I didn't ask them about their home lives or even where they were from and they didn't volunteer any extra information. It would only serve as a reminder that our time together was coming to an end and then who knew if we would even see one another again.
After we finished off the pizza Jasper got up and turned off the bedroom light flooding the room in darkness. I reached out and took Peter's hand in mine turning my body into his and giving him a tender kiss on his lips. I felt the bed dip behind me as Jasper climbed back into bed snaking his arms around my waist and to my front.
That night was the first night we all spent together in the same bed, none of us getting much sleep. Instead we chose to explore each other again and again; not letting up until the sun began to shine through the window the next morning.
The next two week seemed to fly by and before we knew it, it was our last night together. The last couple of weeks were the best in my life and I knew that no matter what happened I would never forget these two. We exchanged cell phone numbers but not addresses. I think we were all a little hesitant to get more involved than what we already were.
I didn't spend much time with Renee these last three weeks but was anyone really expecting any different? Renee was put out to say the least and as I was packing early the next morning she finally went off.
"You spent your entire time here out and about and didn't even stay the night here on more than one occasion." She accused angrily, "And now you won't even let me take you to the airport?"
"I told you Renee," I said calmly as I zipped up my duffel bag filled with my clothes, "I came here because dad made me. Not because I wanted to. I am glad to see that you are doing well and have a new man in your life and I really hope you're happy,"I said sincerely, "But you are not a part of my life anymore. Did you really expect this trip to go any different?"
"I had hoped that you would put the past behind you and move on." She hissed, "Everyone makes mistakes Bella, you're not so perfect either." She accused.
Ah, so we were going to pull the martyr card were we?
"You're right." I shrugged, "I'm not perfect, but I know that I have family and friends that love me and will always be by my side when I fuck up. And that group doesn't include you."
And with that said I walked out the door and into the car that was sitting in the drive. As I opened the door I climbed into the backseat and snuggled into Jasper's lap laying my head on his shoulder, kissing his neck and every part of him that I could reach.
"Hey baby girl." Peter said from the front seat.
"Hey sexy." I replied leaning between the seats and giving him a chaste kiss before we hit the road. "Thanks for taking me to the Airport."
"If I recall correctly,"Jasper said pulling me back down into his lap running his nose along my jaw line, "We had to beg you to let us take you there."
"I didn't...Oh...I didn't want you two to go out of your way." I managed to get out. My legs were shaking and it was a good thing I was sitting down. I could feel Jasper's hardness pressing into my thigh and I reveled at the thought that I did that to him.
"Silly girl." He whispered huskily into my ear, "It's not an inconvenience. We wanted to."
We spent the rest of the car ride to the Airport talking and laughing, but avoiding the large pink elephant in the space around us. There was no talk of when or if we would see one another again and I knew that there wouldn't be. It was nothing more than a summer fling, I reminded myself, you will go to Texas, start school and find another guy to have fun with. Besides there was no possible way a relationship between the three of us could work.
This was the twenty-first Century and polygamy was frowned upon, not to mention illegal. No, we were all better off this way.
The closer we got to the Airport the tighter I clung to Jasper's hand. I continued to give him light kisses here and there as he did the same to me. Peter parked the car and we all got out looking at one another sadly. I grabbed my bag from him, placing it on my shoulder.
"I don't think it would be a good idea if you two came in with me." I whispered. I knew that if they walked in with me then there was a chance I wouldn't get on that plane to leave them. Deep inside my heart I knew that I loved them, but I forced those feelings down and refused to acknowledge them. It would do me no good to cry in front of them. I didn't want to seem weak.
"We understand." Peter replied pulling me into a bone crushing hug. I held onto him just as tightly as Jasper came up from behind me and hugged us both. Out of all the positions we had all been in over the last few weeks, I would have to say that this one was my favorite. It was innocent and I was right in the middle. It made me feel wanted and needed and even loved.
Peter was the one to pull away first, taking my chin in his fingers gently and placing a soft, sweet kiss on my lips. I kissed him back with everything that I had in me not caring that we were in public or that people were probably watching our exchange. All that mattered to me was that I show them both just how much they had come to mean to me in the short time that we have known each other.
As I broke away from our kiss I turned around and wrapped myself into Jasper's arms doing the exact same thing. Jasper held me to him tightly as if he never wanted to let go either. I gave him one last hug before pulling away, much the same way I did with Peter.
"Let us know when you land baby girl." Peter said.
"Call us if you ever need anything." Jasper said after him.
I nodded my head; my throat too thick with un-shed tears to respond with actual words. I turned away from them and made my inside finally letting my tears flow un-checked down my cheeks. It wasn't supposed to be like this, I fumed to myself, I was supposed to fall in love with one man when I was older. Not fall in love with two men right after I graduated high school. It wasn't right, nor was it fair.
As I was waiting to board my plane I vowed to myself then and there that I would text the boys and let them know I landed safely but after that I would just think of them as friends and nothing more. I would swear off guys for a while until I could get my emotions back in check. Once I was sure that I was back to normal and over my summer fling I would move on and have a good time again. This time, no emotions involved.
It was with that new found determination inside me that I stepped onto the plane, making my way to Texas, where my new life was waiting for me.
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