We were all back at the house Rose seem to be the most happy vampire i had ever seen. She couldn't stop smiling neither could Esme Alice had gone straight to the store and bought more baby clothes then i had ever seen. She dress the little baby up in the cutest clothes.

"what should we call her?" Esme asked "we shouldn't once you name it..." Jasper said letting his statement unfinished shaking his head a little. We all glared at him "we haven't decided anything" Rose hissed at him

He smiled a tight smile "my point exactly" nobody said anything we all new that the little girl was very special. She grew... Fast!

We all could see it. But that didn't stop everyone from being happy Carisle always rushed from the hospital to spent some time with the little girl. Jasper and Edward were the only one's who didn't like the situation Jasper problem was more about his control he always stood a few feet away. Edward's problem... well he didn't really say he had watched us come from Seattle that night (i hadn't even been able to ask him about the so call Jane...) and has growled about incompetence. his speech went something like this...

(Flash back)

Alice drove while Rose and Esme sat with the baby on the back seat i couldn't take my eyes off of her she was just so beautiful! Edward Jasper Emmett and Carisle were waiting for us in the porch but none of them were smiling.. well Emmett was.

We got out and Edward rushed to me taking me in to his arms which really surprised me "are you OK?" he asked still hugging me "um... yeah I'm fine Edward" i said a little breathless he nodded then froze he let me go and glared at Rose who had gotton out of the car with the baby "you..didn't" Edward said through his teeth Rose had only looked at the baby then glared at Edward with a cold look.

"how irresponsible can you be Rosalie?" Edward had growled while Alice had filled Carisle Emmett and Jasper on our little adventure. "we couldn't just leave her she is just a baby Edward" Esme has whispered "that thing will only bring trouble Esme have you forgotten of the Voltury?" "thing!" Rose had hissed i had steeped closer to the baby not liking the way Edward looked at her "even if she is half vampire and half human Rosalie that doesn't mean it can keep secrets that doesn't mean it can be around humans and still be safe to them" he had shouted everyone looked at me has to make Edward's point.

"Bella can be kept away from her she doesn't have to come anywhere near Bella Edward" Rose had screeched while i said "its ok Edward i have already held her she doesn't do any harm to me in any kind of way" i said taking the little baby from Rose and cuddling it to my chest to make my point but that only made Edward more tense "please give it back to Esme Bella" Edward had pleaded i had frown but given the baby back

"please Edward" Esme had begged Edward had taken a deep breath...

"you need to get rid of that...that... thing or else i will" Edward had hissed and then the weirdest thing happen he grabbed my hand and pulled me in to the house he had dragged me in to his room and had sat me down on the bed "you need some rest go to sleep here and in the morning i will drive you to school" he had whispered

He had started to walk towards the door but i had stood up and grabbed his hand. "Edward who is Jane?" i had asked in a hushed tone he had stood there with his back to me for a long time before sighting and turning back to me. "you don't have to worry about that Bella" he had said his hand caressing my face i had closed my eyes enjoying the feel of his smooth cold hand on my face his finger tips on my lips then it disappeared and i heard a small click has the door shut.

i open my eyes and he was gone the memory of us in the woods him saying good-bye flashed in my mind and it was a little bit too much for me i ran out of the room and down the stairs i was gonna get my answers NOW!

"Edward!" i had screamed has loud has i could all of the sudden the house got really quiet i walked downstairs to find everyone there... good.

i stop at the top of the stairs and looked at them all "you are gonna tell me everything i want to know" i said through my teeth "Who the fuck is Jane? what does she have to do with me? and why the hell did i have to be taken to Seattle?"

everyone stood there looking at me with a stun expression Emmett had a huge smile on his face. "i think she should know Edward" Jasper has said quietly Edward had glared but then had nodded once

"Do you remember about the Voltury? what i told you about them?" i had nodded he sight "Jane is a very powerful member of the Voltury Bella" i had gasped "but why where they here unless..." "they know about you... they...they weren't really happy about it" "but you said that they enforced the rules..." i had breathed not able to speak above a whisper "yes they...gave us another chance" he said more calm now "Edward..." Jasper had said in a severe tone "stay out of it Jasper" that did it Jasper lurched off the floor where he had stood next to Alice and got all over Edward.

"this isn't just about you and Bella this is about ALL of us Edward if she doesn't become a vampire soon...we can all consider ourselves dead there wouldn't be any force in the world to help us you don't know them the way i do they are merciless they destroy anyone and anything who gets in their way... i should know... i have seen what they can do Edward you saw a little bit of it today and believe me when i say that i will not let Alice go through that..." he had paused and then looked at me then back at Edward "even if that means going behind you and turning her myself"

(end of flash back)

What was worrying me was Jasper's words i wasn't scare by them i was was worry that they were false words when he had spoken i had been filled with joy and hope because if i could become a vampire then maybe i could get Edward back. I would be beautiful maybe beautiful enough that Edward would love me again.

I sight i hadn't gone back to school Carisle had given me a note to hand in that excused me for the rest of the week. i was happy school seem like such an un-needed problem. i mean for crying out loud a vampire was after me trying to kill me. Not to mention all the secrecy about the so call Jane!

Thinking about "Jane" made me want to ask about her find out more about her. i don't know where it came from but a wave of confidence washed over me and i was brave enough to walk upstairs and knock on Edward's door. "come in" i heard Edward say quietly i did he didn't seem surprise to see me he was standing his back to me looking out through the glass wall i took a deep breath but before i could say anything he spoke first

"she is from the Voltury do you remember what i told you about them?" i nodded once my breath was gone has i realize what had happen i fell into the bed in his room "they came for me didn't they?" i whispered "yes" "that's why you send me away" he nodded still not looking at me "what happen Edward?" i asked looking at him

"they weren't happy about you knowing our existence Bella" "i can understand that" i said under my breath he pretended to not hear

"so i have to become a vampire now" i said in a louder tone his back was to me but i saw how his body stiffin

"whats the problem Edward? if its the problems i may cause then fine i will leave has soon has i am a vampire" i promised though i knew i would never be able to he snorted though

"i know your feelings towards me have change and i am being truly honest when i say that it really hurted me when you told me..." i said taking a shaky breath in "and yes that changed a lot of things Edward but just because your feeling towards me have changed doesnt mean that mine have"...

He had become completly frozen

"and i am sorry if thats not what you want to hear" i said getting up and rushing for the door tears rushing down my face i open the door i ran downstairs and out the door all i could think about was

why am i worry about Victoria killing me when being dead would be so much better then having Edward tell me he doesnt love me everymore?...