"You have to hurry she is almost here"
Rosalie handed me a blanket which i wrapped the baby with. Edward had a bag in his hand. He flung both the baby and me in his arm and then began to run. i closed my eyes and hugged the baby tighter to me. we stop and he put me down.
"we are here" he said going to the door and unlocking it with a key hidden under the mat. i walked towards the house has Edward open the house
It was AMAZING i bet Esme had decorated it. Edward dissapered for a second before coming back. i sat in the couch in the living room. he stood there not looking at me. "where is a room where i can put Bree to sleep?" i asked breaking the silence.
I followed him to a room i put her down and smiling looking at the little angel. "she is beautiful" Edward said behind me i jumped a little i hadn't heard him get close which really shouldn't have surprise me. "yeah she is i wonder who was the vampire that... well you know" i said shrugging i felt him sight and felt the cool of his breath in my neck... he was soooooooooooooo close to me right now... "i wonder that too but there is no way of knowing"
We fell into a very beautiful quiet moment which was broken by my stomach growling...i blushed i hadn't eaten anything except for breakfast. "the kitchen is this way" Edward said i followed him we both froze has we heard thunder
"Jake said that a storm was coming" i mumble Edward nodded "yeah Alice did too... Maria choose a great time to come" he said sarcastically "who is maria Edward?" i asked he didn't answer i had to look at him directly "she is the vampire that turned Jasper but she is too dangerouse for Bree and you to be anywhere near her..."
"what do you think she wants?"
"i have no idea but i will know when we go back"
Lighting flashed followed by thunder and suddently the lights went out but came back a second afterwards.
i made looked around the kitched was stocked with food. i sliced some apples and then eat then with yougurt. when i was done i went out into the living room. he was there sitting reading a book. was i really brave enough to ask him? i sat in the other couch and looked down at my hands.
"Edward...?" i said quietly
"yes"
"can i ask you something?" i asked looking out the window the rain was coming down hard i couldn't see anything out there.
"depends what you want to know" he said his eyes glue to the book.
"did you ever lied to me...before you left?" i asked i was amazed at how calm i sounded!
"well besides the lies about me not being a vampire... no i never lied to you" he said slowly is voice guarded.
I nodded
"anything else?" he asked looking up at me though i was still looking or trying to look out the window.
"whats the main reason...you left?" i asked i prayed that the calm voice wouldn't go away.
"do we really have to talk about this?..." he asked in a harsh tone
"yes i want you to tell me" i needed answers and i was going to get them no matter how much it hurt!
"well apart from my changing feelings towards you the family decided that we were becoming too attached towards some humans here" he said in a calm voice just like mine. I nodded then i asked something that i was dieing to know
"Edward the summer before my birthday you told me that in someways your kind were like rocks...-" he nodded his eyes guarded because he didn't know where i was going with this.
"you said that once you change any type of change that you couldn't be changed back that its permenant"
"yes" he agreed
"then answer my question once again Edward...-" i turn my eyes towards him but kept them blank "did you ever lie to me beside the vampire thing?"
"again Bella no i did loved you if that is where you are getting at-" he shrugged "but my feeling towards you chan-" he froze in his seat and his eyes widen i guess he figured out what all my questions had been leading to.
"Edward their is three answer for you now number one is Bella i lied to you when i said i loved you number two is Bella i lied to you when i said my kind is like a rock and we come upon change all the time and not get effected by it permanetly or you can choose number three Bella i lied to you when i left you alone that day in the woods" I glared at him
"which one is it going to be? and please for once choose to tell me the truth" i begged
He was silent he open his mouth but shut it he frown not knowing what to say or do... I shook my head "your impossible" i said i got up and walked away from him... you might ask didn't you want answers? why are you leaving him? well i was over it! he loved me or he loved me not i was over it how can i even be with him when he lied so much to me.
I walked to Bree's room and shut the door behind me locking it. i layed next to Bree and went to sleep to escape this horrible life of mine. i woke up when Bree started wimpering i took her in my arms i realize really quickly that the thunderstorm scared her
"shh its ok nothing is going to happen" i said i went to turn the light on but they wouldn't i sight the electricity wasn't working i guess i went to the living room and sat down there wondering where Edward was. i didn't have to wonder long he came out of nowhere.
"sorry i was trying to get the lights working again but..." he shrugged "i had no luck" i nodded keeping my eyes in Bree who was back to sleep. i put her down trying not to move her that much. i went to the kitchen but i couldn't think of anything to make so i went back to the living room. i stop when i saw Edward standing holding Bree.
The sight took my breath away. He looked different in a good way of course. He looked up and then quickly looked back down at Bree. "she was waking up..." he explained i nodded then frown "i wonder if she is hungry" "no she eats has frequently has we do she will be good for another three days" i smiled happy about that.
"how long are we gonna be here anyways?" i wondered he frown "umm i'm not sure but we better stay here until Alice or any of them come for us."
"ok"
I started to leave.
"Bella wait we need to talk" i froze and slowly turned around. He was staring at me with deep sad topaz eyes. i gulped but nodded. he set little Bree down gave her a kiss on the cheek and then turned to me. he lead me to a room and closed the door since the lights were still out i could bearly see him.
"Bella you were right i did lie..."
i chuckle "about which lie are we talking about... there is so many..." i said slowly looking down. i heard him take a deep breath
"i just want to ask you something?... who told you?" he said slowly i frown but decided to play dumb "well Alice told me-" Edward was about to explode! but i continue before he could say anything
"that we should go shopping though i didn't like that idea very much Emmett told me that one day he was going to trow me in the air and not catch me Esme told me we should spend more time together just the two of us i told her yes to that Carisle told me that he was surprise that i hadn't been in the hospital this week and i think thats it..."
I said thoughtfuly "you know that is not what i ment Bella" he said calmly i sight and frown "was it Alice thought?" he asked quietly i decided to tell the truth he would notice if i lied anyways "she was the second one to tell me but-"
"who was the first?" he asked not letting me finish
"Rosalie"
"really?" he seem surprise
"i know but she wasn't direct she told me that whole rock thing feeling or physical change... i'm still not sure what the truth is Edward" i admitted
there was complete silence i didn't know what he was thinking or if what he was planning on telling me was going to be another lie but i decided that even if he did tell me a lie that i would take his answer and just deal with it whether it was a lie or not.
"my answer is number three" he suddelty said
My eyes widen and i couldn't breath
he did lie to me i thought
