Ok this is one of the biggest chapters you will see from me so enjoy it!

It had been years since i was taken away from my happiness...from my love... from Edward.

The first few days were the hardest i cried and cried. I didn't sleep it got to the point where Aro was afraid i would die. He stop waiting for me to be ready to be turn into a vampire and turn me into one himself. Which i found out afterwards was a first, apparently not even Jane or Alec had had the honors to be turned into a vampire by Aro.

I was lonely and lifeless for a few months before Felix and i became friend He had approached me during one of our rare days off from training and apologized. We had a nice heart to heart talk about our past and i felt safe enough around him after a while. I actually thought he was spying on me for Aro but after a few test to try out my theory it proved to be false.

Jane like so many of the Voltury hate me...

Its actually quiet petty and immature... you would think that after living a few centuries you would be a little more mature and not get jealous when a new member is added to the Voltury.

I don't put to much attention to it though. I spent most my time trying to not let this hole in my chest tear me apart. Its actually quiet hard everytime i take an un-needed breath i feel it throbbed. I feellike its going to take over and kill me slowly and painfully. I wouldn't mind being killed it would take away the pain all the suffering and un-shead tears...

I miss him so much... i love him even though he thinks i don't.

I still cry tearless sobs when i think about that day. When i was a few months old i killed a few members of the Voltury when they came near me and i was thinking about that day. Jane always made fun of me but that was easily taken care of when i made sure that no one was effected by her gift.

She mostly hated me because of that. It used to be Alec who was the antidote to her talent but now i could stop her too. She didn't like that very much...

I sight i missed them so much...

I miss Alice's energy

Emmett's laughter

Rosalie's glare (yes i even missed that)

Esme's motherly smile

Jasper's ability to help with my emotions when they got out of control

Carisle's wisdom

Edward's love...

I had lost count of the time i had been here following Aro's ever command. I had visited every country taking care of this or that. To tell you the truth i really didn't do anything but watch.

Jane always thought she was in charge and i let her have her way. She gave the orders and everyone followed...she hated me so much that she ignored me and didn't give me anything to do but watch. I actually like that better then doing something. I usually just watched Felix and Demitri tear and burn newborns who had gone overboard with their hunting, or killing a coven in the south who had caught too much attention to themselves.

I never helped but i learn my lesson after a vampire with an interesting talent attacked Alec with her mind. He was unable to fight for a month and i got a hand riped out off me, and a warning that the next time i did not help i would get a present.

That usually meant that he would kill one of the Cullens and my present would be the ashes. I never took the threat lightly...

After my hand got riped of my body my talent developed a little bit faster. Now i not only had a shield for my mind but for my body nobody got anywhere near me if i didn't want them too. If they even tried they got a sick feeling that had them gasping for air in the the ground withering in pain...

I tried to keep Edward's face in my mind when Aro send me on a mission i guess you can call them. That was the best thing i had of him... my memories of him and his family.

A knock at my door took my away from my thoughts.

"come in" i said looking out the small window from my room. Its view was of the plaza below.

"Isabella your needed" someone said behind me. I nodded once.

The only place i would be needed at this time was the dinning room. You might be thinking that i was going to hunt poor innocent humans and drink their blood. Well you would be wrong. The only reason i would go there was to help kill a vampire who was sentence to death by the Voltury. I don't kill humans or drink human blood. I had made that very cleared to Aro when i had woke up and felt the thirst.

He had agreed easily. Trying to apeace me i think... He let me hunt animals and he never tried to change my mind about it. He even went out of the way to bring animal blood to me so i wouldn't have to hunt outside of Volterra. I think that was more of fear of me trying to escape though.

The doors where open and i some vampires turn towards me. I ignored them and went to stand by Aro. He smiled at me widely looking me over his eyes lingered on my black cloak and the necklace with the Voltury symbol in it. He was very happy when i wore it. I didn't really get it though i always wore it. Its not like i had much of a choice.

"Hello Isabella" he greeted me

"Hello Aro" some vampires growled at me. I was the only one who wouldn't call him my master and that didn't make the rest of the vampire, or puppets like i sometimes like to call them, happy.

"who is it this time?" i asked bluntly the was i usually was with him. He chuckle his eyes on the door. "nobody just a vampire who was going over board with her hunting in Alaska" i nodded then frown

"what's her talent?" i asked curious.

"what makes you think she has a talent?" Cauis sneered annoyed i looked at him trying to not rolled my eyes.

"if she was a harmless vampire i wouldn't be needed Cauis that's how i know"

He glared at me. I didn't look away until he did. I turned to Aro raising my eyebrows

Arolaughed "ah Isabella such a smart girl" he chuckled putting a hand on my should. I shook it off. He looked at me "she isn't very talente-" he started but i interrupted.

"of course not she would be joining us not being killed by us" i said frowning he nodded agreeing with me.

"has i was saying she is not very talented but she does have the ability to make us change our minds and let her go free."

"that seems like an interesting talent Aro" i disagreed he nodded again.

"yes it would help us but she can only use it to help her survive she doesn't have much potential"

So this vampire could only change our minds about killing her, but not about other things like changing someones mind into loving her instead of someone else... interesting.

"they are almost here" Jane said coming in with Alec. She saw that i was standing where she usually stood next to Aro and glared daggers at me. I sight moving away. It was always a hassle when we were in the same room.

"Isabella..." Aro said seeing me start walk away.

"don't worry Aro i can still shield you and your brothers while standing over here" i said stopping and standing in the corner of the room. While Jane took her place. He was about to protest but we suddenly heard Felix and Demitri coming with the vampire. We all turned to see the vampire being thrown inside.

I frown she seem familiar some how...

"whats your name?" Aro asked standing up has my shield went around him.

The vampire hissed at him flinging herself at him but of course she was stop by Felix. Unfortunately that only made them both flung themselves at Aro's direction. Many vampires hurried to stop them before anything happen. They were a little too slow and both vampires hit my shield. Everyone looked confused.

I frown and sight.

"I am here for a reason" i grumble under my breath

They all looked at me then their expressions clear has they realized i had been protecting Aro. The vampire was now in a head lock by Felix.

"what is your name?" Aro asked again after sending me a small smile. I had tried to not roll my eyes...

"Irina" the vampire growled. Ifroze. Where had i heard that name before? I frown thinking hard about it. However i couldn't think where i had heard the name. This was completely frustrating why couldn't i remember? Aro nodded his sad face for some reason i couldn't think.

"i thought i recognized you how is your sisters?" he asked. Irina growled. "Leave them out of this they don't even know what i did" she said in a voice that was both pleading and threatening. I looked between Irina and Aro.

"how could we be certain of that?" Cauis hissed at Irina

"because they would be here pleading my case if they had been with me" she said in a more control voice. I frown slightly i could feel her trying to save herself but Aro wasn't affected by it because of my shield. "where are they? i would like to tell them the news of your death soon afterwards" Aro said sadly.

Irina smiled at him.

"thanks" she said in a low sarcastic voice.

"before you die tell us what made you change your former life stylefor ours?" Aro asked curious. What the crap was Aro talking about? What had been Irina's former life style? Irina winced. "i don't have to answer anything to you" she spoke through her teeth glaring at Aro.

Aro sight he was about to speak when Cauis interrupted.

"enough talking lets finish this off" he growled glaring at Irina. Aro nodded to Felix and Demitri who closed in on Irina.

"tell Tanya and Kate that i love them and I'm sorry" she breath

"STOP" I yelled my eyes widen. I knew what made this vampire so familiar. I realized what her former life style was and it almost made me fall in the ground withering in pain.

Everyone was staring at me except for Irina who's eyes were closed waiting for the end of her existence. I stepped out the shadows my eyes glued to Irina.

"Isabella?" Aro asked when i just kept looking at Irina's red eyes and didn't say anything. I tore my eyes from Irina to Aro. I knew i couldn't let them kill her the Cullens would be devastated.

"She doesn't have to be killed Aro she could be let go with a warning" Irina's eyes snapped open.

"that's out of the question Isabella!" Cauis barked i ignored him and kept my eyes on Aro.

"She could serve us for a few years let us see if her talent doesn't become more with a little training" i pleaded Aro seem to think about it. His eyes turn to his brothers

"what do you think?" he asked Marcus and Cauis

"kill her!" Cauis immediately growled to Felix and Demitri.

"keep her" Marcus said sighting looking bored.

All eyes turned to Aro he frown looking at Irina then his eyes flashed to me.

"you make the decision Isabella... but i must warn you she will be in your care i trust you will try to figure our her gift" i nodded quickly grabbing Irina's hand and pulling her out the room. She was in total shock i could see that from her red eyes. I pulled her into my room and locked the door knowing in the back of my mind that it wouldn't help stop anyone in this place. I turned to Irina looking over her to see if she was ok or needed anything.

"are you ok?" i asked her. She nodded smiling widely at me she ran to me and hugged me tight.

"thank you so much i thought today was my last day" She breath shaking a little. I felt uncomfortable nobody has ever gotten this close to me without being in a fight with me. I didn't know how to react back... so i gingerly patted her back. She pulled back and it looked like she was about to cry if she could.

"I'm sorry for offering your services to the Voltury that was the only thing i could come up with to save you" she shook her head "don't worry i don't mind I'm just happy I'm alive" she shrugged slowly "and maybe i can get to know the vampire who saved my life" i tried to smile to her but it had been so long since i had smile that i think i forgot so i settled for a nod.

"when do you think we can go hunting?" she asked i frown.

"I was about to eat this afternoon" she nodded smiling "when can we leave?"

"we don't" she seem confused. I tried to explained...

"my blood is delivered to me" She raised her eyebrows

"you have animal blood delivered to you?" i frown. How did she know i didn't drink human blood? I realized that my eyes were still a little golden..

"yes don't worry they will have enough for both of us" she smiled then it disappeared "thank you i need my eyes to be golden again i can't stand the red" she shuddered

"what happen Irina?" i asked slowly walking towards her and sitting on the chair opposite of hers.

"i was on vacation with my sisters Tanya and Kate the three of us had a fight about our creater and i left them wanting some space but... when i was walking a human passed me and..." she shook her head sadly.

"i couldn't resist his blood it sang to me" she breathed closing her eyes.

"after i killed him i couldn't resist any other blood... it became impossible..." i put my hand on her shoulder she looked at me with sad eyes.

"its ok i know some of the best who have sometimes lost control"

"the best?" she asked confused

"the best at this life style... if you can say we still have a life"

"who do you know that hunts animal?" she asked her eyes sparkling like she already knew the answer.

"i met the Cullens before joining the Voltury" i said looking away "really? then you know about me and my sisters?" i nodded "that is why i saved you" i breath "i knew the Cullens would be in pain because of your death... i couldn't let that happen... i hurt them enough" i almost didn't say the last part but i did and i had no reason why...

She frown then her whole face went blank and she jumped off the chair. Shocked cross her face.

"your Bella... the human that..." she seem at lost of words. She shook her head has if to clear it. I sight, "yes i am" i said then i frown "its ok if you want to walk away from me right now and never speak to me again"

After a moment she shook her head. "no you saved my life whatever you have done before i met you is your bussiness not mine..." she paused then smiled "we could be great friends" i nodded "thank you" i said looking at her "your welcome"

We shared a look and then for the first time in a long time i smiled it wasn't a big smile it was a small one, but still a smile...

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