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(BPOV)

I was mad. No i was beyond pissed off. Salvador was long dead but my anger was still very much alive. How dare someone go against the Cullens. Salvador might have been the first but i know he wouldn't be the last. Others will want to harm them. I wouldn't be surprise if some come from the Voltury. Heck i wouldn't be surprise if they all came from the Voltury.

For years I've been protecting the Cullens behind their back to have a stupid vampire ruin everything! For years I've been dead from the inside...not feeling...not living...the desire to keep the Cullens save my only point in life! Now all my hard work as gone down the toilet..ruin!

The Cullens and i parted after a small goodbye. Rosalie was in pieces and Emmett was trying to keep her from going on a rampage in town. Alice was frozen in Jasper's arms and Edward went from Rosalie to Alice trying to talk to them. I stood away not sure if my presence was making things worst or better.

I had left after saying a small goodbye. And a promise.

"Rosalie" i had whispered. She had frozen at my voice and she turn with dead eyes to look at me.

"don't worry about Bree I'll find her I'll make the proper arrangements to have her send to you"

She had only nodded. I was surprise that she even agreed to let me do this. I was more the glad however that she had. Felix tried to talk to me when we made our way to Volterra but i wouldn't even look him in the eye.

"i want you to find her" was my only words to him before entering the castle.

"Bella" he mutter taking a deep breath. I looked away not waiting to hear it.

"i need to tell you something" i had nodded but not looked at him.

"He killed her" he whispered next to my ear. I froze.

"i know that Felix" he shook his head. "Aro he killed his sister...Marcus's wife...that is your ticket out" i had stood frozen for i don't know how long. He had nodded after a moment and not even enter just took off again. He knew were Salvador had disposed of Bree's body.

That is when i snap.

Screw this! Why should i work for Aro when he wouldn't even keep up with half of his deal! He had let Salvador attack Bree. Something in me told me he had known of this. The smug smile on his face in force my instic.

That little smugg smirk did it!

"i quit" i growled unclasping my cloak and trowing it down on the ground in front of his feet. I threw the necklace with the Voltury symbol on the cloak.

"are you sure Isabella you know the consequences of this choice" he had mutter. The stupid smirk gone.

"you touch the Cullens and i will end all and every Voltury guard" i had hissed. Then i smiled "good bye Aro"

I had not really known why but i had kept his secret to myself. Knowing that it would come in handy if he didn't stay away from the Cullens. Plus i didn't know anything just that he killed his sister. I needed to know why? how? when?

A few days later Felix had let me known that Bree's body had been found and was on its way to the Cullens. I was glad. I roam the cities and towns not knowing what to do with myself.

I decided to visit Irina. When i arrived i was attacked...literally. Irina attacked me...in a hug!

"good to see you again" she had screamed in my ear. I smiled.

"you quit?" she had asked. I nodded

"yeah i got tired of the slaughtering" she had sight.

"we have to do something" Kate said as soon as i was inside. Tanya nodded.

"can we hunt? I'm sort of thirsty?" We soon were hunting. It was a new experience for me. I was used to mountain lions, bob cats. The best but now i was going to have to do with deer...a down side to quiting the Voltury. Soon we were back at the house. I changed into one of Kate's dress. She was the same size as me. And since i had left without going to my room then i had no clothes. She was nice enough to let me have some.

"Bella!" Irina screamed. I smiled...yeah Bella was back...to some extend anyways.

"yeah" i screamed back from the hot tub. It was actually quiet calming and refreshing to just sit here. "we are going out!" she said coming out of no where.

"OK when are you guys coming back?" she looked at me like i had missed something. "wait when you say we you mean..."

"Tanya Kate you and ME" i groaned. She giggle. It didn't take her long to convince me to go. But only because she promise they weren't Alice and wouldn't make me suffer. We arrived at a small club in thirty minutes. I didn't do much just watched their...tactics. I won't denie i had consider becoming a succubus. but in the end i had plain out decided to not do it. I wasn't sure if i would have been able dateother man that weren't Edward. Let alone have sex with them. I had a nice time but i was soon left for myself while they dance. Lets just say that after the twenty-six no's i gave to a guy i got tired and left.

I was home when Irina and her sisters showed up. Irina went to change and then sat in front of me.

"did you hear of Bree?" she asked in a quiet voice. I nodded.

"i was there"

"Salvador was always a baster" she mutter. The phone started ringing then. We saw a blur of Tanya's hair as she flew to the phone to answer it. Irina rolled her eyes.

"gets worked up for a simple call" she whispered to me winking. I chuckle

There was a gasp.

"what can we do to help?" Tanya asked through unmoving lips. Irina and i exchanged a look and got up to stand behind Tanya. Kate was already there. We all looked at Tanya.

"yes of course-" she froze and looked at me.

"actually she has been with us...she came to visit Irina" there was a small pause. Then she turn to me.

"Bella the Cullenswant to speak to you" i held my hand out for the phone but she shook her head. "in person" she whispered hanging up the phone.

"where are they?"

"Forks" i nodded. I said my quick goodbyes and left. I was a mile away from the house when i heard the commotion.

"Carisle she is going to be fine...we just have to find her"

Find her? find who? I stop in front of the house.

"she is here" Alice's voice rang above all others. The door was thrown open and Edward smiled a little at me. I smiled back and walked in. Every pair of golden eyes landed on my clothes. Uh i guess they noticed i wasn't wearing the cloak.

"who do we need to find?" i asked looking at everyone. Rosalie look tons better so did Emmett Alice and Jasper. Edward still looked a little bit in pain but he hide it well. Carisle though...shocked me. His eyes were empty. Not even that compassion that i saw when i was hunted by James was there.

I looked at Edward confused.

"Esme disappeared" Edward whispered. I froze while my head snapped towards the frozen Carisle.

Flashback

"i quit" i growled unclasping my cloak and trowing it down on the ground in front of his feet. I threw the necklace with the Voltury symbol on the cloak.

"are you sure Isabella you know the consequences of this choice" he had mutter. The stupid smirk gone.

"you touch the Cullens and i will end all and every Voltury guard" i had hissed. Then i smiled "good bye Aro"

End of Flashback

I couldn't move...

"he kept him promise" i breath. Edward frown not understanding anything.

"who Bella? what promise?" Edward asked his frown deepen. It exploded there...

"you still don't get it do you Edward? Aro! He did this! I left his precious little guard and now he is after you guys!" I screamed at him.

"Bella what are you talking about?" Alice asked taking a step forward. I took a deep breath.

"nothing" i hissed "give two... three days tops Esme will be back" i said walking towards the door.

"i'mcoming with you" Edward said but i shook my head.

"no i need to talk to Felix and you can't be there while we are talking...then I'm going to Volterra...they probably have Esme there and Arowill give her to me there but if your with me..." i shook my head again.

"it may not go so smoothly." I said frowning. "the more reason someone should go with you" Emmett said slowly. I sight.

"No Edward can't come with me...none of you can" i reason or tried to.

"Bella you can't go alone" Rosalie's words though quiet held a little feeling to them.

"trust me Rose i need to do this alone if any of you are with me...that will just make Aro more angry" i said imagining myself with Edward beside me walking towards Aro.

"Esme is apart of our coven Aro can hardly get upset over any of us accompanying you"

"yes he will Edward!" i growled rubbing my temples...i didn't know vampires could get a head ache.

"Bella your not going alone and that is final" Edward said crossing his arms together. I looked at him. And made the mistake to speak without thinking.

"i'm not human anymore Edward...i can take care of myself" He froze and pain...real pain flash across his eyes.

"i'm sorry i didn't mean that"

"yeah you did" he said in a clip tone. He turned around and started walking upstairs. "why can't you just see the freaking truth already Edward?" i called after him. He was in my face in a blick of an eye.

"what truth Isabella? the one where you lied to get me to turn you into a vampire? or the one where you used me and my family?" he hissed.

I stood frozen there...should i tell him the truth? would it hurt anymore then it already did? I looked at Alice in Jasper's arms...

"the one where i lied to you to save your family" i whispered.

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