Hello everyone and welcome back to the heartache. Jane and Patrick have broken up. Poor Elli. Anyway, this chapter is mainly about their feelings and thoughts about each other. Please can you review and tell me if they should get back together and how? Thanks enjoy!

Previously on the Mentalist

"You lied to me, of all people YOU had to ruin everything you could have told me Tess we could have gotten through it. Together, I'll come back tomorrow for my stuff have a good life Tess tell Elli I love her!" then he walked away.

Teresa May Lisbon

I loved Patrick Jane so much, he and Elli were my life and they are gone, Well Patrick. I haven't felt this way for anybody and I can't help wonder if I will ever move on from this. He moved on from the deaths of his wife and little girl, he had the strength to move on from that I don't know what I would do if Elli was murdered and Patrick I would probably kill myself just to be with them, they are just so precious.

What if he never forgives me, what if he never talks to me again? What about our friendship?

I'd hate to think that Elli doesn't have a dad because of me, maybe when she finds out what I did then she won't for give me, what if we never talk again and what about of friendship and relationship.

Why did we have to do this. I love him, I love his eyes, blue sparkling eyes. His smile cheekiest grin I ever seen and his smell of roman essences and bath salts. His shaving cream, his warm arms and body. They way he talks, walks and the way his hair just flicks up in the wind and makes him look so sexy. And the way that he loved me and I just threw that all away. Just like that, I did not have to tell him, but I did and out of respect for the first and only man that I will ever love.

Elli is a spitting image her father, she got his blonde locks and his blue eyes, she has my smaller nose and his cheeky look. But all in all

Patrick Jane, I love you and don't ever forget that.

Patrick Jane

He was walking along the footpath looking at all the couples holding hands and it never occurred to him them that young married couple could have been him and Tess. Nevertheless, they would have a gorgeous two month old in his arms cuddled away. His was going to miss his daughter. Now he had to grieve the loss of two daughters and could he ever be fully happy again.

Teresa May Lisbon had completed him, made him feel whole again like his wife had, they had something going on. It made them a one happy family.

And if they had conceived a daughter not even trying for a baby did that tell you something... It told Patrick that they had something unique he admitted to himself that it had taken a long time for them to get their act together. But he loved her so much. He had turned his back on them, his girlfriend and their baby.

Tess had done the wrong thing in not telling him but maybe it would have helped if she had told someone what had happened and no he didn't mean counselling those people just took your money and threw it back at you. Anyone off the street could have been one of those people. All you had to was ask how they felt and blah blah blah so on and so on.

How could he describe Teresa May Lisbon. They way her big brown eyes made her look so beautiful when she blinked her black eyelashes looked like she was a model. Unto herself. Maybe it was her brown curly hair in which Patrick could still remember caressing it when they had first made love together.

Her red lips so soft and sutle that they were as smooth as baby skin.

He truly loved her and he just walked away. How would she explain to their child that her father had walked out. Maybe he should go back. Maybe there should be some space. He didn't know but as he walked into a supermarket he spotted a woman with her husband and a baby in his arms, looked about the age of Elli. They looked so happy like a true family.

"Hi, how are you?" I asked them they stopped and started to talk to a lonely man with nothing but his dignity. And love for people that he just abandoned.

I walked past and thought about my own child.

Elli was a female version of him, blonde hair, blue eyes and a cheeky grin she had her mother's eyebrows that darted everywhere with her personality and her cheeks always flushed just a bit. He ears were the same as Patrick. She was a unique baby as was his life and the people in in. Now he felt as if he had done what he was afraid of doing all along. Hurting someone close to him.

He ran on his heel all the way home. As he approached the door he looked through the window a screaming Elli on the floor and Tess was lying on the couch with a picture of the three of them and a knife blood stained the carpet. Tess's body was still.

Is this the end of Teresa Lisbon? Can Patrick save her in time?