Nellie POV
I could feel my jaw dangling from my skull. Cancer? Why? How? Why did this happen? Why Amy? Why? How could this happen? How could it happen to Amy? How could that stupid doctor just stand there like that? How? Dan was in complete shock, Ian looked like he wasn't breathing, Kurt was more pale than Dan was, Natalie had her hands on her chest and her mouth still open from her gasp, and the frickin doctor is just standing there? I finally snapped out of it and shouted,
"Where's Amy?" the doctor immediately said,
"In there but I think it's best that you let her rest for now-"
"I don't give a damn what you think!" I guess that time when I shouted I was able to bring Kurt, Dan, Ian and Natalie back to reality, they were too depressed to care about what I was about to do. They all sat down in the chairs in the hall and were lost in thoughts and tears. I slammed the door about and was about to demand answers from Amy, but the minute she saw me she was sobbing away. I walked over to her and gently patted her on the back trying not to cry too. Amy was too special, too unique, too amazing, too...Amy to be sick. The doctor was wrong, he had to be.
Ian POV
I felt a warm tear roll down my cheek. I haven't cried since I was 5, father said it was pathetic and was for the weak-but at this moment it felt right. Up until now, I didn't know how I felt about Amy. I thought it was just mixed feelings that were developed for being reunited after 3 years, but it was clear that it wasn't. I didn't like Amy, I didn't have a crush on Amy, I didn't love Amy, I was IN love with Amy. I let a couple of more tears fall, then I closed my eyes hooping that I would stop crying. I closed my eyes to memories, special ones. I saw a flash of me and Amy laughing while we jumped into a pile of leaves, I saw a flash of us playing tag with Dan and Natalie. I also saw us departing over the years, I saw so many memories. But there was one that stood out. Korea. I protected and shielded Amy, and then I kissed her.
I felt a large tear rolling down my cheek when I remembered looking into Amy's shocked, jade green eyes. Before I knew what was happening, I kissed her. It last 2 seconds but felt like 2,000,000 years. That was the first time that I kissed Amy, the first time that I had kissed a girl and meant it. I'll protect Amy, I promise.
Dan POV
When I came to the hospital, I expected to find an injured Amy. Maybe a bruised head or something, it didn't really matter to me. What mattered was that my sister- the one person who was by my side from the start of my life till now- was hurt. I didn't even think it was possible for one word (cancer) to be able to...to...to stab in the back when I least expected it. Now I was going to lose the most important person to me and there was nothing I could do about it.
I remember watching a movie with Amy two years ago, I girl had cancer and her sister who had hated her was the first to burst into tears. I laughed at how stupid that was. But now I know how it feels. I know exactly how they felt; the only difference was that this wasn't a movie. I wasn't acting. I was REALLY going to lose my world.
Natalie POV
Mother always said it was okay to cry if you were a girl, and I did cry. But from broken nails, split ends, ripped jeans, NOT from something like this. Something like... Amy. I didn't care that I was crying. I didn't have friends back at home, except for the ones that I hired. All of the normal girls were always to afraid of me, Amy was one of them-but she changed. She was beautiful, rich, confident, nice, she was the only real friend I ever had-or would've had.
Amy was still very much alive, but the fact that she wasn't going to be was painful. It sent more tears down my cheeks then the time Ian pour paint in my hair to complete my pink outfit. It's amazing how someone like Amy could turn into someone you'd actually want hang out with. I wonder if this was how Amy and Dan felt when their parents, then Grace died. Now Dan was going to lose the next most important person in his life.
Kurt POV
I love Amy. I've known that since the second I first laid eyes on her. I love everything about her, her smile, her blush, her stutters, her eyes, her everything. I don't want to be with her if she was going to die though, but at the same time I want to spend every last minute she has by her side. I don't want to have to go through the pain of losing the one person who's right for me, but the feelings I have toward Amy are too strong to separate me from her. I let as much tears spill as I wanted, but what I really wanted was Amy.