If you just realize what I just realized, Then we'd be perfect for each other and will never find another Just realized what I just realized we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.
Realise by Colbie Caillat

BELLA POV

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock screeching at me. It was 10 AM, im going out with Rose and Alice tonight to a club called, Sultry it's this new one across town, I was supposed to meet Edward this morning but I over slept, I didn't have his number so I couldn't tell him that I was sorry. I need to shower. I also need to call Edward and see if he'll join me at club Sultry, I doubt he'll say yes though, considering how much of a bitch i've been to him.

"Morning Bella!" Ang yelled at me even though she was less then 5 cm away from me. She sure had a mouth.

"Hey Ang, I'm just going to hop into the shower, then I need to study." I was not telling Angela where I was going and I was certainty not telling here where I was going tonight.

"Hey Bella? What are you doing tonight?" Ugh. I didn't mean to lie to Ang but I really don't like her she's really annoying sometimes. More like all the time.

"Oh i'm going to visit my Aunt in Forks so I might be gone for a few days" I will stay at Alice's or something, I needed to get away from here. Fuck, I'd just skip classes also. I needed a few 'Bella' days.

"Oh ok, no worries" she had a sad expression on her face, but I couldn't help that. I walked into the bathroom and turned the shower on letting it steam up the tiny space, after standing under the water for a while I got out and dried my body with the nice warm towel. I decided to put on my light denim shorts today, as it was quite hot outside, I put a plain black singlet on and my low cut black converses. I tied a hairband around my thick ponytail and smothered a wisp of mascara on each set of eyelashes.

"Bye Ang, i'm going to the study hall, I might be a while. Talk to you later."Lies, all lies. But this was Angela.. and if she found out about Edward, fuck she'd be screwing him in the janitors closet behind my back. Yes that's the type of person she is.

"Okay Bella, see you soon." I walked out of our dorm room and started making my way over to Edwards dorm on the South Side.

I was happy that I ended up having enough time to see him, although I was decently late.

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I started knocking on Edwards door, I hoped he was in there. After 5 minutes of knocking I gave up and as I started to turn around, as I did I bumped into a rock hard body. I started to apologize but was interrupted with apologies.

"Sorry, I wasn't looking where I was go-" He cut me off.

"Bella? What are you doing here?" Edward was standing in front of me looking very attractive in only a pair of low cut blue board-shorts, his hair was wet, looked like he was swimming. Yum.

"Uh, I'm really sorry about this morning, I overslept. I didn't have your number so I couldn't contact you or anything. Im really sorry." I was being sympathetic because I did want to meet up with Edward today.

"Oh that's okay Bella, here give me your phone I'll put my number in for future needs." he grabbed my phone from my hand and started typing his number in. Fuck yes. Alright I was going to ask him to join me at Sultry tonight. I hoped he'd come. Fuck I was all nervous. Okay Bella, just man up and do it. 1, 2, 3...

"Edward? What are you doing tonight?" I was so hesitant, would he say yes? Please god make him say yes. Ugh, I was obsessing over him again, I didn't even know him.

"Uh nothing really why?" He looked up from my iPhone to meet my face. His eyes were glistening.

"Well this new club opened up across town, I was wondering if you wanted to come with Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Rose and I tonight?" I was super nervous, I was asking out Edward freaking Cullen!

"Tonight? I can try to make it, but I'm not sure yet..." That was a yes, right? No. It was a maybe. Just hit me with a baseball bat, please?

"Okay well we are going to be there at about 9, because I'm going to be staying at Alice's boat house for a few days" I was telling Edward where I was staying, was that smart? Hah. No.

"Alright, sounds good." I started making my way back to my dorm when I felt fingers slip through mine. His hands were slippery, hopefully it was pool water and not sweat.

"Hey Bella?" He sounded nervous.

"Yeah? What's up?" I wonder what he wanted?

"Did you want to come to my dorm and we can watch movies in cool air conditioning? It's just so hot out, and I would like to spend time with you, but if you have other plans I understand"

"No, no I don't have any other plans, I would like to chill with you." Edward lead me to his dorm, which was super messy, and we watched movies all afternoon before I knew it was 7:30 pm. Holy shit. We watched a total of six movies. And he didn't try to grope me. Score 1 for Bella.

"Geez Edward! Its so late! I have to get ready for the club, I'll see you later...maybe" I rushed up out of the couch and kissed Edward on the cheek. "Thank-you for today, I had fun."

"Okay Bella, yeah see you later...Maybe." He looked shocked at my kiss, I was shocked at my kiss, I rushed out the door and ran all the way back to my room hoping Ang wasn't there so I could get ready in peace. I took a quick shower and got dressed in a Black mini dress with a lace shift over it and my black heels. I packed a bag with all the essentials to stay at Alice's, I quickly wrote Ang a note.

'Ang, I left early to go to Esme's, I should be back by Friday, see you after the break. Love Bella x'

Yeah that will do, I texted Alice telling her I would be over to her Beach house in about one hour.

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I pulled up to Alice's beach house, it was about 8:55, I was late. Oops. I got out of my Black Volvo c70 Convertible and walked towards Alice's front door with all my bags in hand. I didn't even have to knock, Alice answered before I even got up to the door. How the hell did she do that?

"Bella! Where have you been?" Yeah I knew I was going to get in trouble.

"Sorry Ali, traffic was bad, you ready? If we leave now we should be able to meet everyone in time."

"Yeah sure Huns, ill just grab my purse. Hang on." I walked back to the car and put the key in the ignition. Alice walked over to the passenger's side and in a few minutes after.

"I love being in this car Bella, it's amazing. Lets go clubbing!" She was such an energizer bunny. I put the car in reverse and backed out of the driveway and headed towards the new club where I was hoping Edward would be.

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I pulled into the Clubs' personal parking area out back and locked the car securely. Alice was bouncing up and down like a child at Christmas. It was hysterical.

"Gosh Alice calm the fuck down." she looked at me with that puppy dog face of hers. I rolled my eyes and giggled at her stupidity.

"Sorry Bells I'm just so excited! Oh look there's Jazz!" She literally ran over to him, and I walked behind her into the line. The door man came to the back of the line where we were standing and told us we were all very attractive and could skip the line. Hell yes.

"This club is amazing, there are so many hot guys here!" I squealed, it was amazing being here, the energy was ecstatic. Emmett and Rose called from the booth in the corner.

"Guys! Over here!" Emmett's' voice boomed over the music. We all walked over to the booth, I scanned the room and I couldn't see Edward anywhere, this made my upset. Really upset. Alice saw my face and gave me a hug.

"Bells what wrong? You look like your looking for someone." It was 9:20, he wasn't here. I might as well tell her the truth, she'd find out anyway.

"Yeah Ali, I'm looking for Edward I invited him here tonight, I hope he comes." Alice's eyes widened in shock. Bitch. I loved her though.

"You...Invited...Edward...Fucking...Cullen...Out...Tonight?" Was that so hard to believe? Hell, she was the one who gave him my number anyway.

"Yes, Alice I did. If you see him let me know. Wanna dance?" I pulled her up not waiting for an answer and walked her over to the dance floor. Like A G6 by Far East Movements was playing and Alice and I sung the words as we moved in sync with the music.

Some guy came up to me and started grinding on me, I turned around thinking it was Edward. But I wasn't. I tried to push this guy off me. He had dirty blonde hair and smelt of alcohol and cigarettes. So not attractive. He came back and started grinding me again, I tried to push him off again, but it wasn't working. This was so not cool. I was so scared right now. I tried pushing him off me again but nothing he wouldn't budge! He glued his hands to my hips and pulled me against his groin, I stood still and he danced. Yeah he was attractive an all, but seriously he was so drunk.

"GET OFF ME!" I screamed in his face but he didn't listen I head a distorted "your so hot" come from his mouth which made me almost throw up on him. I started crying, he wouldn't move! I was wriggling around in his arms but nothing was working. He started to kiss me and rub his hands all over me I didn't know what to do except scream. His hands were on my breasts and I tried pulling them away from my body.

"PLEASE LET GO, GET OFF ME!" my shouts weren't working, no one could hear me over the music. He had has hands all over me and his mouth was kissing me with force, he was so strong against my weak body.

"BELLA!" someone screamed my name, and pulled the drunk guy off me and next thing I knew I was getting dragged through the crowed. I didn't know who my savior was but they knew my name and was taking me to safety. I got pulled out through a door and the crisp cool air hit my face, I could finally breathe. I licked my lips and instantly regretted it, they tasted like Rum. Gross right?

"Bella are you okay?" I looked up to see Edward standing over me. Edward... Edward was here? I was so happy and overjoyed I did something so stupid. I wrapped my arms around his neck and crushed my lips to his, he was a stone sculptor at first then he started kissing me back, his lips moving in sync with mine. It wasn't until his tongue swept across my bottom lip that I had realized I was kissing Edward. Fuck. I am so fucked.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that. Thank you for saving me from that guy. I was so scared." He was just smiling at me, his smile was so hot. What the fuck. I just kissed him. Ungh.

"It's okay, and I'm not sorry for what you just did, but are you sure your okay?" he looked really sincere I'm glad he hadn't tried to kiss me, he seems like a true gentleman.

"Yeah I'm fine. I'm really sore though, ill have some bruising tomorrow." I turned my head and saw the bruising already starting to show on my shoulder, I touched it and winced. Edward leaned down and kissed my sore shoulder. Like he was trying to calm me. It was working. I couldn't believe that asshole gave me fucking bruises! Ugh.

"Do you want me to take you home?" Edward was offering me a lift home? I sure was going to take it.

"Yeah that would be great, I'm staying at Alice's beach house for the week though...and my bag is inside, I need to call Alice and tell her where I am." Edward's eyes looked pleading.

"Here use my phone. You can call Alice and tell her I'm taking you home."

"Thanks Edward." I took the cell phone and dialed Alice's number. She picked up in three rings.

"Edward! What the hell are you calling me for?" Alice seemed worried.

"Hi Alice, its Bella. Yeah so I'm with Edward, he just saved me from that guy on the dance floor. He's going to take me back to your house, can you bring my car and my bag back home?" she was stuttering on the phone.

"Yeah sure Bella, that's fine. Don't get too kinky! Haha love you bye!" she hung up on me, oh well at least she knew where I was.

"Everything okay?". Edward asked in a sympathetic way.

"Yeah everything is fine, lets go" Edward lead me over to his car, and I hopped in. He started the ignition and turned the radio down. I didn't even realize I was crying until we pulled into Alice's driveway.

"Bella? Are you sure your okay?" Edward leaned over and wiped a tear that was rolling down my cheek.

"Yeah, I'm just really sore, and if you weren't there to save me I don't know what could have happened..." I totally broke down in front of him, next thing I knew Edward was pulling me out of the car into a tight hug.

"It's going to be okay...Shhhh, it's all going to be okay" He started rubbing my back in circles trying to comfort me and he placed a kiss against the top of my head. This is the Edward I wanted, he was so sweet and kind and oh everything I wanted. Once I calmed down, I spoke softly.

"Would you like to come inside with me? I'm scared to be alone right now." I was saying this all wrong, but I wanted to be with him tonight, even if he was just holding me while I sleep.

"Of course." He kept me in his embrace as he closed my door and locked his car. He slowly walked up to Alice's door.

"Bella, sweetie. Where is the key?" um think Bella think! Where was it?

"I think..it's...above...the door...in the...awning." I said in between hiccuping breathes. I heard the door open and then shut. I started to take off my shoes when Edward spoke.

"Bella, sit down. Ill take them off." he was being so sweet, I sat down on the little chair near the door while Edward took off my heels. Once they were taken off, Edward started to take me up the stairs to my room.

"It's the second door on the left" I mumbled to Edward. He opened the door and sat me down on the bed.

"I need to get changed, I'll be right back." I grabbed my bag that had my clothes in it and I walked into the bathroom that was in my room. I closed the door behind me and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked disgusting, mascara all down my face and curls had all fallen out and I looked ugh gross, how could Edward look at me like this. I was so tired I didn't bother taking a shower I just brushed my hair and cleaned up my face, removing all the make up and putting some moisturising cream into my dry skin. I pulled off my tight black dress and put on my shorts and singlet ready for bed.

I walked out of the bathroom and Edward wasn't in the room any more, I started having a panic attack, I slid down the wall, I pulled my knees up to my stomach and started crying, I'm such an idiot. Why was I crying over a guy? This is so unlike me. I heard the door open and completely freaked out, I screamed.

"Bella? Bella! Calm down, it's just me. It's Edward" oh Edward was here. He didn't leave me. Wow Bella.

"Wha- I came...out...you...weren't here...I freaked out..im-" I started having a panic attack, Edward lifted me off the floor and carried me over to my bed where he put me under the covers and tucked me in.

"Bella? Sweetie? Are you okay?" Edwards voice was so sincere. He was my prince charming, my knight in shining armour. Everything I wanted and more. He was just... everything.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Sorry, I shouldn't have freaked out. I guess I'm still a little shaken from tonight. Stay with me?" I gave him a pleading look, I didn't want anything sexual to happen, just to lay there and him to hold me while I sleep.

"Yes, anything for you my dear." he moved from his spot at the end of the bed and crawled toward me with an animalistic like presence and curled up next to me, cradling me in his arms.

That was the second night I dreamt of only Edward Cullen. I think I was falling for Edward Cullen. The guy whom I thought was a douche bag, and completely turned out to be opposite. How could I be doing this? This only happens in fairy tales, I'm bound to get hurt. The sad thing was I didn't care