Not Yet Living.
Bella POV
I couldn't do it. Not anymore. I was lost, trapped, and not going in any direction. My life.
My death.
What's the difference?God knows I'd tried to keep it together, for Charlie, for Rene, for Phil…but not anymore. I…can't.
Only the razor can take away my pain now.
With the blood, goes the hurt.
Edward POV
Some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice.
Me? I say fire, and burning. That's the only end I see for me. The only end I saw for Bella. I didn't want this life for her. She was so young…so…innocent. I couldn't be the one to spoil that. I wanted her to stay frozen, safe forever. Then a small voice whispered in the back of my mind; Wouldn't turning her into an immortal ensure that? But I couldn't entertain such thoughts.
My only concern was for Bella's safety.
Without me, she had no one to protect her from the dangers she seemed to attract like a magnet.
Without me, she was better off.
Without Bella I was…
Healing?
Dieing?
Certainly not living.
Thanks for the reviews guys! Big motivation! Any ideas? I'm just going where my writing takes me, haha. Bit…dark, but will hopefully get better, unless you want dark…?
-SpuffyCullen