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Disclaimer: I do own Maximum Ride.

Suddenly FBI agents burst trhough the door.

FBI:You are getting sue by James Patterson here is the paper, signed by him

Me: YEYYYYYYYYYYYY I have James Patterson's autograph

FBI: You'll go to jail if you don't put a disclaimer right now

Me: If I put a disclaimer will you still let me keep this paper

FBI: sure O_o

Me: Okay, I do not own Maximum Ride


Chapter 4

Max's POV

I ran down the stairs and approached Nudge's room. Every member in the flock has a room, even Dylan. Mine was decorated with earth color, I have a full sized bed and it's covers are brown and blue.

When I was just centimeters away from Nudge's door, I decided to listen first to what was going on inside. I put my ear against the door and began to listen. It surprised me that the voice I heard wasn't Nudge's.

"Nudge, everything is going to be alright, please stop this, because if you don't you are going to get yourself badly hurt or killed." Iggy's voice came from behind the door. What was Iggy doing in Nudge's room? Does he already know what's going on, and if so, am I the only one so detached that doesn't know what's going on?

"Iggy, I'm already hurt." Her voice wasn't anything more than a whisper. My eyes began to water, I couldn't believe I've missed my motor mouth so much; she hasn't talked much since He left. How could I've been so naïve to believe that everything and everyone was fine, if we didn't even talk about the thing that right now is ripping us apart?

"Nudge, I think it is time to tell Max everything…"

"No!! She's just recovering from Fang's leaving and…" That name, everything still hurts too much.

"You are killing yourself!!! That's a lot bigger than anything that already happened; she need's to learn that Fang is already gone, but that we are still here." Hearing this was like a slap through the face. Still, Iggy continued. "She need's to move on and live in the present!!"

There was a long silence before Nudge's answer, as if she was looking for the right thing to say.

"I'm not trying to kill myself, I just want to get detached from everything else that's going on." By now, Nudge was crying, but still she kept talking. "Iggy, I don't want to bring more problems to Max. You know what Dylan is doing and you don't do anything to stop it. As the second in command right now, you should do something. We can't wait for Max to fix all the problems."

"Nudge, I love you." Those last three words amazed me and at the same time, sent waves of pain through me. The only person that had ever said those words to me destroyed me in the worst possible way. Iggy continued his speech as if those words were normal in a conversation between the two of them. "But you have to stop. Nothing is worth your tears and pain. I'll be here for you, for ever. Please, promise me you'll stop."

"I will, if you promise not to tell Max anything, not even Gazzy knows this." I thought they were trying to hide from me the fact that Nudge cut herself, but Gazzy knew that. Apparently, they were hiding something else from me. "Please, promise." She begged him and us bird kids aren't fond of that.

"Fine, I won't. I'm doing this for you, but I will ask you for something in exchange."

"What?"

"You have to promise, no, you have to swear, that you'll never cut again."

"Alright."

If I ever find you doing it again I will tell Max everything about you and Angel." There was something about Angel? I was tempted to intervene and demand to know what was happening, but then something happened that stopped me.

"I'll do it." Nudge accepted these conditions. What could be so bad that she didn't want me to know under any circumstances? Something in my inside changed in that moment. If I stayed quiet about the conversation I just heard, Nudge would be safe.

Maybe this was selfish of me, but I wanted to save everyone that I have left. Even if it meant under some little lie. With that resolution, I detached myself from the door in time to drown the little kissing noises that were coming from behind the door. The memories could easily destroy me.

I made it back to my room and laid myself on the bed. Where have I been that I couldn't see this happening? What was wrong with angel? Why did Fang leave? With all those thoughts in mind, I drift into a deep slumber.


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