Chapter 7: It Is not Right

'Rosalie let's go finish our fashion label' said Alice. We were designing a new outfit. It was fun, but Alice loved bring in control. We were almost finished it. Nobody else came near us whenever we were working on this project, so it gave me time to get the information out of Alice, although Alice loved to gossip whenever she could, so it wouldn't be hard.

I was sucking up to Alice the whole time, agreeing with every change and decision she made. Eventually, I couldn't play along and asked slyly, 'Alice, what's happening with Edward?' not looking at her and continuing my dress I was designing.

I felt Alice stop and I knew she was looking at me. I knew she wanted to tell me, but Edward obviously didn't. 'Eh what do you mean?' she asked as she quickly busied herself, turning around so that I couldn't see her face.

'Alice come on, you know what I'm talking about. We all just want what is best for him. We need to know so that we can help him. We don't care what it is or what he has done, as long as he is happy.'

Ok so I lied about that last part, I needed to know what happened.

'Sorry Rose but Edward will tell you himself and I can see you overreacting about this. It will not go down well with you.'

I stood up and walked over to her, 'Look Alice, I promise I will not overreact. I just want Edward to be happy and be there to share his happiness, like you two are. I want to be in on this, for once, Please? I am never told anything in this family, and I just want to feel like a part of it for once...'

'Ok you can stop with the soppy story rose. I will tell you if you shut up ok?' I nodded, my story did work then.

'Ok, I will tell you, but please don't think about it when he is around to hear you. I guess you will find out eventually anyway, so in a way he should be thankful for me telling you so that you don't explode when he is there...'

'Alice just get on with it' I interrupted.

'Right sorry, ok well Edward got on really well with Bella, I mean really well. They were talking for ages and something just clicked. Edward knows he is dangerous for her, but he can't seem to stay away. There is something pulling him towards her, he just can't help it. When he was walking out of school, I saw his future, and no matter what happens, or what he chooses, he is with Bella.

I froze. With Bella? It can't be true. He would go for Bella? Alice smiled at me, she was ecstatic about this. I just stared at her. His future is with Bella? He is choosing Bella, a human to spend his life with? I didn't realise that I had been standing there for five minutes, not moving an inch, in shock. Alice had been talking about how great it would be and how herself and Bella were going to become best friends. Bella is the cause of him running away, and now he is going to be with her? I'll kill her myself; I don't need to wait for Emmett.

Alice broke my thoughts, 'no Rosalie you can't' she shouted obviously just having seen what I was planning on doing. 'Have you not noticed how happy he was today? Stop thinking about yourself here Rosalie and please think of Edward. He has been lonely all these years and now finally it looks like things might just work out for him. Edward can now have the thing that we all have in life, don't ruin that for him' she pleaded.

I knew my eyes were distant, I wasn't focusing on anything, I couldn't. What was happening? Suddenly I felt my world turn upside down. Just then the piano began playing, much light than yesterday, starting off of course with Esme's lullaby. Alice raised her eyebrows to prove her point. She wanted this to work out so much. I still couldn't move and then I heard a new song begin playing.

I heard Esme what the song was called and Edward answered, 'she inspired it, I am calling it Bella's Lullaby.'

I suddenly felt sick, which I haven't felt since I became a vampire. I couldn't let this happen, this wasn't possible. It's not right, it is completely wrong. She can't be with our kind. What does he think he is playing at?

'Rosalie please calm down, don't do this. We have to think of Bella and Edward. Don't their names go well together? Wait Rosalie' Alice said, trying to calm me down, but after that last comment, it would never work.

It was at that moment that my fuse blew. I couldn't handle it anymore. I lost it. I smashed the closest thing to me, which was one of Esme's favourite vases.

'Rosalie what the...' asked Alice but I ran out of the house before I could do anymore damage.

I kept running, not turning around. I couldn't stop; I couldn't go back for a while. Why was everyone ok with this? They were all willing to stand back and watch this happen? I was furious, I couldn't cope with this. I ran as fast as I could until I no longer knew where I was and then I stopped. I kicked down a tree. I am a fighter; I'm not going to stop until this is over. It can't go on and I won't let it.

I don't know how long I was but by the time I got back, it was quite dark, probably midnight. Emmett was standing on the porch pacing up and down, waiting for me.

'Rose I was so worried about you. Where were...'

Emmett Where is Edward?' I interrupted as I walked past him.

I thought I had calmed down on my run, but it had just given me longer to realise how selfish and reckless he is being, putting our whole family in danger like that.

'Babe come on just calm down.' He said as he tried to touch my arm.

I turned around to face him. 'I am completely calm Emmett. Now tell me, where the hell is he?' I asked, trying to keep my voice calm and low, but it wasn't working.

Emmett looked nervous. 'Eh he has gone to Bella's.' He wouldn't look at me, 'He likes to watch her sleep.'

'You're joking right?' I sneered. This was just pathetic.

'Rosalie, in here now' said Esme. Crap, I had completely forgotten about the vase. I arrived in and saw the vase still shattered on the carpet.

'You can clean that up Rosalie, and I want a new one in its place tomorrow. Understand?' Esme demanded and I nodded.

Her eyes then softened and she changer to her motherly tone, 'Edward is happy, which unfortunately is rare here. If this girl Bella makes him happy, then I don't want you getting in the way. Think of Edward please Rosalie.'

'Esme is right' said Carlisle as he entered. He would always take Esme's side, but I felt like this was an intervention as everyone was on one side and I was on the other.

'Edward has a chance to fulfil his life here Rosalie. We all have somebody in our lives and he doesn't have anybody and hasn't for one hundred years. Edward deserves this. He continued.

I could feel myself flaming up again. 'Rosalie please calm down' pleaded Jasper, put I put my hand up to him without looking at him, 'Jasper do not start.'

Alice stood up then, 'Rosalie don't speak to him like that just because you have a stick up your ass.'

I glared at Alice but continued with Esme and Carlisle.

'So you're saying that we are just going to let this human into our lives? Trust her with our secrets? Put this whole family in danger just so that Edward can play with the little human?'

I could tell my eyes were on fire, I felt like when I got my revenge on Royce, I was that full of anger.

'Rosalie please, it's not like that. We trust Edward's judgement' said Carlisle.

'Well I don't, and I'm not going to sit around and play a part in this because it's wrong. If it were me it would be completely different.'

Emmett tried to put his hand on my arm but I shrugged it off. I looked at him in the eyes. They were full of pain and I felt bad for hurting him, but I was too angry for him to try and calm be down. I grimaced at him and ran upstairs and slammed the door.

I put my earphones in my ear so I didn't have to listen to them talking about me. I have to be the leader in this family, since everyone's judgement seems to be blurred. She is nothing to me. I will say it now; she will be trouble, that's all she will be.

She doesn't know what is coming to her.

I don't want to hurt anyone, it's not worth it, but it is her, or the whole family- the one place I feel like I half belong to.