A/N please review and tell me what you think. i don't want to continue if it's bad.
It was almost a month since Kendall and Lexi had been together. Lexi opened her eyes to a sleeping Kendall. His arm was draped lightly over her torso. She smiled and moved closer to him. "Good morning," he mumbled, kissing her shoulder. She rolled over so that she was facing him, the smile still on her face. "Good morning." Kendall returned the smile and sat up. Kendall lived in an old apartment with his friends because he didn't get along with his family. And whenever he did visit home, he would be told how worthless and no good he was by his father. He and his dad had never seen eye to eye, but after his mother died; things got even worse. After Kendall's dad remarried Kendall decided to move out. He was just taking up space or at least that's what his dad always told him. Lexi had told her mom she was sleeping over at a friend's house the whole weekend. Which wasn't really a lie, right? It was silent for awhile; Lexi was still lying down with her head in Kendall's lap. "I forgot to ask you, are you a virgin," Kendall questioned as if it was such an amazing conversation starter. It took a minute for Lexi to answer. "I am with you." "Good answer," Kendall replied enthusiastically, sounding impressed. Lexi smiled and jokingly hit him on his arm. When she lost her virginity, it wasn't a good experience. Especially since she couldn't remember half of what happened.
(Flashback)
Lexi was on her third beer. Drunk was an understatement. She stumbled, still holding the empty plastic red cup, across the field from where the party was to an abandoned barn. And following behind her was Sean. He was best known for taking virginities from most of the girls at Lexi's school. He had always had an infatuation with her but she only showed interest when she was either stoned or drunk. And he knew what would happen if he could get her alone. To Sean, this was the perfect opportunity. He snuck up behind Lexi, wrapping his arms around her waist. "I think… I know, a way we can… have a little fun," Sean slurred. "Oh yeah," Lexi leered. Sean nodded and pulled her into the barn. It was dark, so dark that they could only see each other's silhouette. Sean walked over to Lexi and roughly kissed her lips. The kiss was long and sloppy, the usual routine when it comes to drunken hookups. But Lexi didn't seem to mind because she was just as intoxicated as he was. He pushed her to the wall and began reaching for the zipper on the back of her dress. Lexi pushed him back. "What the hell is wrong with you? "I thought you said you wanted to have fun." It was obvious that she was slowly becoming sober. Sean tried to force himself closer to her but she shoved him once more. "Get off of me," she stated in a disgusted tone. Sean didn't listen though, and by her saying that only made him madder. He grabbed her arms and pushed her down where she landed on stacks of hay. He sat on her legs so she wouldn't be able to get up but that didn't stop her from trying. Lexi started shifting on her sides and kicking her legs trying to break free, but it didn't help. He was stronger than her and she was still a little wasted so her full strength wasn't put to use. She tried to scream but he covered her mouth with his hand. It was all touch and go from there. She felt him unbutton his jeans and his cold hands touching her naked body. "Stop it," she whispered, half conscious. Before she was fully faint, she felt the excruciating pain that arrived when he violently entered her. Tears began rolling down her face and her voice became hoarse. Her eyes were becoming heavier and her mind started to shut down. She had blacked out.
(End of Flashback)
Lexi was awoken from her thought by the smell of cigarette smoke gathering around her nose. She looked at Kendall with an irritated expression. "I'm bored," Kendall sighed as he put the cigarette back to his lips. Lexi lied back down, pulling the covers up to her chest. "What do wanna do," Kendall shrugged. "Uh, get high?" Kendall said with a chuckle. Lexi let out a sigh and grabbed the cigarette from Kendall's grip and dropped it in a half empty can of Red Bull that was sitting on the nightstand. She got up on her knees and threw her leg across Kendall's waist. "There's a million other things to do besides that, ya know," she said with a devilish yet innocent grin. "Oh really? "What's that?" Kendall wrapped his hands around her back, pulling her closer to him until they were touching foreheads. "Maybe I can show you."