*Note: I promised I'd update by Thursday latest, but I'm updating sooner, because amutluver1 has been an amazing fan and is like my friend now (I guess). This is a shout out to you. If other people want shout outs I'll gladly shout out, all I need is a review from you x) I hope you all enjoy *

Rima POV

I'm in my room and I'm locked up, there is no way I can leave. If I was to runaway again my parents promised my wedding date would be bumped up. I have eight days before I'm married and stuck forever.

Right now they are searching Tokyo for a worthy husband, because a commoner won't be "good enough for me" in their eyes.

This is all too much, I have such a headache, maybe if I stand outside on my balcony and look at sun-setting it'll refresh my mind. As I make my way to my balcony, something on my desk catches my eyes. I pick it up and this causes me to smile and blush a bit as I read it out, just above whispers.

Take a deep breathe, it's cool and calm,

Taste of morning dew even nature's dawn.

It's refreshing taste lingers slowly but painfully,

It's like my drug, I inhale strainingly.

Sounds of the breeze soothes my head,

Under my smile you'll see the struggle to be dead.

They see me as a princess, find everything I do perfection,

My many life achievements, only end in my rejection.

I'm brave not scared, I'll always smile

I'll try to be like others, I've made a thousand trials.

I wrote this poem when I was 10, when I was afraid of being a princess, when I devised my plan to runaway. This poem isn't helping, it's actually making me sadder that I'll have to get married.

I neatly fold the poem in my pocket and walk to my balcony, it's exactly like my poem, cool and calm.

I should have told Nagihiko it's part of a princess's duty to wed, but I couldn't, because he'd get angry. I think he sees me as a little sister and I could just tell he'd be upset. After all his pain is coming from me, so I want to end it here and now so he can be happy for again.

But I don't see him as a brother, I want him to be more, at first I hated him! I admit it he was so, so perfect always smiling and so composed. The way he was so smart, the way he made me feel safe, the way he held my hand, the way he made me feel normal, how he made me feel he understood, how he promised happiness. The way he looked into my eyes, held me close, whispered into my ears, I hated it all, but what I hated the most is that I'll never feel any of this again.

Wait wh—what are these? I dab my eyes slowly and I can feel tears. I don't believe it until I actually see and feel the tears roll down my cheeks. Nagihiko why am I crying, am I hurt, did I do something wrong? Why am I crying—as I wonder I'm interrupted by flashbacking memories.

The flashback was his last smile I ever saw from him, it was so sad when he heard about my marriage, as these thoughts rush through me head my eyes get huge and I gulp.

I than close my eyes hard and fast so all the tears are released.

This is when I finally realize it, I've only hated Nagi because he's perfect, but that isn't hating. I grip the railing of the balcony tight and I look at the moon as I yell my tears shake out, "Am I in love with Nagihiko Fujisaki?"

Afterwards it's silent, and I get depressed, I make my way over to my bed and curl up in a ball. I talk to myself as if Nagi could hear me, I'm in whispers.

"I'm in love with you and I never knew it. I'll never see you again, I'll be married in soon and you won't be there to hold my hand, you won't be here ever again. Your not my best friend, not like Amu was, I don't want you as a friend…I want you as so much more." As my eyelids get heavy I fall asleep thinking about what's in store this week.

Dear Diary,

It's been seven, days and my wedding will be held tomorrow evening. I haven't met my husband, but I don't care, I know I won't love him the way I loved Nagi. But there isn't any hope for us now. My wedding dress is white of course, it goes from tight around my waist to flowing. My hair will be in a long ponytail and the curls flow down and a few bangs cover my face. I chose Nadeshiko flowers, because they remind me of my past with Nadeshiko/Nagihiko. Tomorrow night I'll be married and hopefully my husband will be alright with me not in love with him. I hope he isn't some power crazy man, I hope he's gentle with me and not ruthless. Well my last hours of freedom start tomorrow and I'll miss everything. Tomorrow Rima. M dies,

I don't want to say goodbye Nagi so instead I'll just say, thank you.-

Rima Hime

Nagi POV

I'm tossing and turning in my bed. Somehow I know Rima is too, I just woke in a break of sweat, gasping for air, I had a nightmare that my plan didn't work, my secret was revealed and Rima hated me.

I really hope my plan works tonight. It's 6:00am and tonight is Rima's wedding, I think about going back to sleep until I hear my mother's sweet voice through my door.

"Nagihiko Fujisaki, wake up, today is to important for you to sleep away. If you really care about Rima Hime and you want your plan to work get up now and start procedures."

This causes me to smile, my mother was on my side, she wanted me to be happy and I knew she was right.

I smile and whisper as if Rima were here to hear me, "Rima Chan, I promised to save you, but I hope you don't mind that you're still married and I hope you don't hate tonight that much. Smile your angel smile tonight, just one last Rima smile...for me."

I than jump out of bed and get ready, today will be something, "Rima wait a little longer…I will protect you"

*Note the poem is an original, I wrote it about my self one day and I thought I'd work for Rima so I just added it. What will happen? Will Rima have to wed? Will Nagi be able to save her? If you hadn't noticed Nagi and Rima are both figuring out they love each other the same time.

Rima yells at the moon, Nagi whispers to the moon, but it's the same moon at the same time. If you did figure though, you're clever :D*~