Thanks to everyone that reviewed the last chapter! You have no idea how much i appreciate reviews :)

Anyway .. since it is New Years i thought i would upload another chapter!

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But i do own the characters i made up and the story line

And one more thing: Happy New Year! Hope you all have a great 2010! :)

Chapter 7

I opened my eyes…

Oh my god.

"Jake!" I screamed. He was on the floor. There was so much blood. Oh my god. Jacob Black had just taken a bullet for me.

"Jake, please." I don't know why I was saying please. I guess I was asking him to not die. I wasn't even sure he could hear me at this point. Nate just stood there looking like the dumbass he is.

"Nate, do you have a phone?" I asked impatiently. He didn't even answer.

"Nate, if you don't get me a freaking phone and Jake dies I will make sure you either end up in jail or are seriously injured!" I screamed at him. That must have scared him because he ran into his house to get his phone.

Jake opened his eyes then.

"Oh my god! Jake I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. I never should have come to this stupid party. I never should have asked you to leave. I-" I was just about to say I love you. But do I love him? Maybe I would have just been saying it because of the situation. I'm pretty sure I don't love him, that would have been a silly thing to say.

Just at that moment Nate came back with his phone. I snatched it out of his hand and called home.

Jasper answered. "Hello?"

"Jazz it's me Ness, put Carlisle on the phone. Now." I sounded much calmer than I felt. I thought I was going to be sick. Why was this happening?
"Nessie, what's happened?"

"Its Jake, he's been…erm…he's been shot." The word came out as a whisper. It was so hard for me to say it.

"Okay we will be there in a second. In the meanwhile try and get Nate to make everyone leave his party."
"Sure, please hurry Carlisle. I don't want to lose him." I was seriously crying now. I looked down at Jake who was looking up at me. I could barely see him I had so many tears in my eyes.

"Nate. GET EVERYONE TO LEAVE NOW!" He did as I said, and after about 30 seconds I heard everyone leaving his house.

"Nessie." His voice was almost inaudible. I could hear his pain. I could almost feel his pain, like we were linked in some unknown way.

"Jake, I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault. Please stop apologizing. I will be fine, you know me. I'm a fast healer." He tried to smile but it didn't touch his eyes. "Ness, don't worry. I will always be here for you. You worry to much, just like your mother." He said trying to joke. But it didn't work. How could he joke when he had just been shot. And it was all my fault. Everyday I look at him I'm going to think 'he got shot because of me'. How do I live with that?

Just then Carlisle, mom and dad arrived. Mom and dad both ran up to me straight away and gave me a massive hug whilst Carlisle went to Jake.

I looked over their shoulders, "Carlisle, how is he?" My worry plain on my face. Carlisle didn't answer me all he did was give my dad a strange look. They were having a silent conversation. I looked back at my dad, and his eyes were hiding something that I couldn't find. Just then my mom picked me up and started running. I was guessing we were going to the hospital because Carlisle was carrying Jake.

As we walked through the hospital everyone was staring at Carlisle and Jake. He was mumbling something to some people, probably that he was going to treat Jake alone. Other people would think he was ill because of his high temperature.

We were coming up to the surgery rooms by now and then Carlisle gave my dad another look. Just then my dad grabbed my arm telling me to wait out where we were standing.

"Dad, please let me go in there. He saved my life, I have to see if he is okay! What if he dies, it will be my entire fault. I shouldn't think he is going to die because then it might actually happen. What am I going to do without him. He must really care he just saved my life. I was so horrible to him what if he never forgives me. What will I do if he never wants to see me again?!?!" I was in hysterics, mom and dad looked so worried. They probably thought I was about to lose it, and to be honest I felt like I was. I felt like all the strength I had, I had lost when Jake was shot. I wasn't sure if I could take much more.

I was pacing, still crying. I hadn't stopped crying. Carlisle had been treating Jake for the past half hour. What was taking him so long. He was a vampire he could do everything fast, he was in there on his own.

"Nessie, it's going to be okay." My mom said hugging me. Trying to comfort me.

"No, it won't. He will never forgive me. What do I do if he never wants to talk to me again. I can't live with that mom, I can't. If I hadn't sent him away this would never have happened. I care about him so much, and I just risked his life." I sobbed harder, I couldn't gain control over my tears

A few minutes later Carlisle came back out of the surgery room. He looked at my dad and shook his head. I knew that look. That was the look he gave my dad when something bad had happened that they didn't want to tell me. I took a step back and gasped. Tears pouring down my face harder.

"NO! PLEASE NO!" And then the last bit of strength I had left slipped away. I blacked out.

Wooow, that was quite a sad chapter to write. :(

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