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Chapter 9

What the hell was happening? So what, his hearts beating, so has he like come back from the dead or something? This just doesn't make any sense. I mean I'm not complaining that my best friend might not be dead, but it's just confusing. I don't understand.

I was getting bored of just listening to Jake's machine beeping so I went and stood next to him. "Jake?" He didn't respond so I touched his hand. As soon as I did that his eyes started fluttering open. What did this mean? My touch was bringing him even more alive. I looked at Carlisle but he was just staring at mine and Jake's hand intertwined. Just then Esme came through the door.

"Esme, what are you doing here?" What? How did she know to come here?
"I don't really know dear, all I know is that I got this strange feeling that something weird and amazing was going to happen. So I ran here as fast as I could. I don't think anybody has even noticed that I'm gone." She smiled at me then. Oh I love my grandma so much. She was the best grandma anyone could ask for. I went over to her and gave her a big hug. She was always there when I needed her. And it wasn't exactly a lie, I needed her right at this moment and then here she is. She just appears out of nowhere. I turned back to Jake wondering if his eyes had fully opened yet.

"Jake, can you hear me?" I was pretty sure he could hear me because as soon as I started talking his heart started to beat faster. I didn't need him to say he heard me if I could hear his heart.

"Carlisle dear, how long do you think it will take him to come round?" Esme asked Carlisle. Yeah I wonder how long it will take for him to come around. I mean I already know he can hear me, I just want to know when he will be able to talk to me. I really needed to talk to him.

"Ness, Nessie?" Jake's words were slurred but I could still understand what he was saying. I went over and rushed to his side.

"Yes Jake, I'm here. It's alright I'm here." I said trying to calm him. I took his hand again and I felt an electric shock pass through us. He obviously felt it too because all of a sudden his eyes were wide open and he was staring at me. His heart had also picked up a normal pace.

"Oh Jake! You were dead. You were dead for hours. I thought I lost you. I'm so sorry, you should have never taken that bullet for me. I'm so sorry." I repeated again and again. "This is all my fault." I admitted sadly. He started talking then.

"Renesmee Carlie Cullen. This is not your fault! Don't you ever say that. To be honest I don't even remember what happened." Then Jake looked at Carlisle.

"You lost a lot of blood, that's the cause of your loss of memory. It was also the cause of your…" Carlisle couldn't even say the word. It must still seem abnormal to him. I was still trying to get my head around it. How does this even make any sense? Jake was dead just a few minutes ago, and now, well now he is talking to me as if nothing had happened.

"Jake, how is this possible?" I was honestly curious. I mean he just came back from the dead! Shouldn't he be like a zombie or something?

"Truthfully, I actually have no idea. I mean I was dead right. Loss of blood like Carlisle had said. Maybe it was to do with my super fast healing. Maybe I wasn't dead but my heart had stopped beating for a long time because I had no blood. Maybe all that time whilst it wasn't beating, my body was creating more blood. Then eventually it created enough for my heart to start beating again. But I have no idea I'm not a doctor or anything so I'm just saying what I think." I just stared at him. His heart had stopped beating for hours! And now he was telling me why he thought he was alive. He's not even meant to be alive!

Wait why am I thinking like this?! I want Jake to be alive. I missed him so much. More than I thought I ever would. Maybe the missing him thing is connected to the electric shock I felt when I touched his hand.

Nah; that must have been my imagination.

"Esme lets take Jake home so he can have a shower. But back to the big white house not back to our cottage." I really didn't want to go back to the cottage. It was late and my parents were probably doing things that I really did not want to hear. I walked over to Jake's bed and went to pick him up to carry him home. I honestly did not think he was in a stable enough condition to walk himself. But he surprised me by jumping out of the bed and walking up to me.

Jake took my hand again and I'm pretty sure I saw him shiver. But I wasn't cold to him, so why would he shiver? Hmm, strange. We all went back in dads Volvo; it would have seemed strange to just leave it there in the hospital parking lot.

When we arrived home we went into the living room. Everyone face went from looking upset – like they were ready for me to come home crying – to pure shock and astonishment. I had to smile as Jasper's, Alice's, Rosalie's and Emmett's faces where just too funny. If it were possible they looked as if they were going to faint.

"Hey." Jake said calmly with a smile on his face. Everybody's mouth just fell open as if him talking had just made them realise he was real. Well this is going to be interesting. I wonder what will happen when mom and dad see this, I thought to myself.

"When mom and dad see wha-?" Mom and dad must have thought something strange was going on so decided to come back to the big white house. Dad had started talking but obviously couldn't finish his sentence when he saw Jake. I felt a sense of calm wash over me. Jasper obviously couldn't take everyone feeling confused. I always forgot that whatever people were feeling Jasper would feel it too.

"What? How? What?" Mom's sentences obviously weren't that great. She couldn't make sense of the situation. I feel like everyone was more shocked than I was. And I was there to watch him come back to life!

"Yeah, so I'm going to go take a shower. I feel like a mess and I would kind of like everyone to stop staring at me now." Jake said. You could hear his awkwardness in his voice. With that he started to go upstairs. I followed him not wanting everyone to bombard me with questions.

I went and sat on my bed whilst Jake was in the shower. I thinking about how although everything had gone completely wrong - as wrong as anything could go apart from people finding out what we really were - everything has actually turned out great! I thought I had lost a friend and turns out he is back in my life, and hopefully staying for good. I smiled at the thought of Jake being in my life forever. I could hear mumbling downstairs. Carlisle was obviously telling everyone about what he had seen.

I couldn't quite make out what he was telling them but then I heard Emmett say "Man! That is freaky. Who knew ay? Werewolves can come back to life." Ha, Uncle Emmett was always the one to lighten the mood in strange and bad situations. Just like this one. However this situation was definitely strange but not bad at all.

Jake was in the shower for about 20 minutes and then I heard him turn the water off. I wonder why he spent so long in the shower. Probably trying to remember what had happened to him.

A few minutes later Jake came into my room. He was only wearing some tracksuit bottoms and once again I noticed his amazing body. His dark skin was so attractive, I just wanted to go over there and stroke him. His biceps strained against his skin so I could see them more defined. I moved my eyes to his chest next, loving the way it looked so rock hard, his pectorals were astounding. I just wanted to rest my head against his smooth rock hard chest. I moved my eyes to his abdominals next; he had an amazing six pack that literally took my breath away. He had a line of hair that went from his belly button down into his jogging bottoms into areas that my eyes could not see. I looked up then to look at Jacob full length. Had he always looked this gorgeous? He was without a doubt the most beautiful person I had ever seen. Wow. When did he start looking like this?

Just then Jacob broke my daze by speaking. "Erm, Nessie what are you staring at? Have I got something on me?" He said checking as he spoke.

"No, erm, sorry. I guess I was erm…daydreaming?" I said it like a question. I couldn't really think of any other way to put it. Jake came over to me and sat next to me on my bed.

Then I heard dad mumbling to mom. "She's starting to notice. I don't know how long it will be before…" Before what?! Am I missing something here? What was dad on about? He and mom were keeping secrets from me. I hate that. I stopped listening to their little conversation downstairs. Dad knew I was listening so he wasn't saying anything else on that subject.

I looked up then staring into Jake's eyes. I thought I would literally melt. I got so lost in his eyes that I didn't even realise I was leaning towards him. But as soon as I did I didn't start to lean back. I kept looking from his lips back to his eyes, and he was doing the same to me. I wanted to…I felt like I needed to…

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