Omg! I am soooo sorry i havent updated in AGES. Please forgive me? Heres chapter 10 and i might even upload chapter 11 tomorrow if you're lucky. To make up for not uploading in ages.

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Chapter 10

We were so close to each other now. Our lips almost touching.

"Ness, are you sure this is what you want?" Jakes asked me, I could feel his warm breath against my face. I was too caught up in the moment to say anything so all I could do was nod. Then Jake brought his hand to my face and placed it on my cheek. He started to stroke it with his thumb. Then he closed the distance between us and our lips were touching.

I felt a jolt of electricity pass through me as soon as our lips met. I leaned back and gasped, I couldn't help it. I was too shocked to carry on kissing Jake. He looked worried then, like he had just made the biggest mistake of his life. But I brought my face back to his and we started kissing with so much passion I thought I might actually pass out. I grabbed the hair at the back of his head and knotted my fingers in it at the same time as pulling his face closer to mine. He put his other hand at the small of my back to try and pull me closer, so that every inch of our bodies were touching.

This was too much. If I wasn't careful we were going to go too far and my family was downstairs!

"Jake" I mumbled against his lips. He took his lips off of mine but didn't stop kissing me. He started kissing me from my jaw line up to my ear. He then started grazing his teeth against my ear lobe. I felt my eyes roll back into my head. This was not good. If I didn't stop him, we were going to have sex right now.

Just then my dad kicked the door open. Well actually he kind of broke my door completely. Great now I don't have a bedroom door.

"Edward…" I heard my mom calling from downstairs. I saw my dad's beyond angry face calm slightly, but not much. Thanks dad at least you made him stop, although you could have done it without breaking my door. I thought Jake might go a bit far. But you can go now; we won't do anything I promise. This has been the best day of my life; don't ruin it for me, please. I thought to my dad. I gave him a pleading look and he nodded and went back downstairs. I heard him and mom leave the house. They were probably going back to the cottage…ugh I don't even want to think about what they are going to do.

"Whoa, I'm surprised your dad didn't like try to kill me or anything." Jake said surprised.

"Well maybe if you didn't get so carried away he wouldn't have even had to come up here." He looked a bit upset after I said that.

"Sorry Ness, it's just you don't know how long I've been waiting for this moment." He admitted sadly. Wait, how long had he been waiting. He made it sound like he has been waiting years, expecting me to love him.

"What, were you expecting this moment to happen?" As soon as I said that Jake looked down. Great he couldn't even look at me now. What the hell was going on? I need some answers.

"Ness, it's getting late. You need to sleep; it's been a busy day. We will talk tomorrow." And with that Jake kissed me on the forehead and walked out of my room.

I stared at the door for about an hour after he left just thinking about everything that has happened between me and Jake tonight. How dad had said to mom that I was starting to notice, that it won't be long before something happens. How Jake was expecting me to love him. For a long time, although I didn't know how long, long was. There was one thing I was absolutely positive about though. And that was the fact how I knew they were linked and I was definitely going to get some answers from Jake tomorrow. Whether he likes it or not. I eventually fell asleep, knowing that I would get my answers tomorrow.

I woke up to Alice jumping up and down on my bed. Ugh. "Alice, what are you doing?" I asked groggily. I was so pissed she had just woke me up.

"Well, you owe me a shopping trip!" What the hell is she on about?

"Says who?"

"Says me!" she exclaimed. She was obviously very excited to go shopping. However I had other things on my mind; like talking to Jake.

"Okay, when are we leaving?" I didn't mind going shopping with Alice. In fact when I was in a good mood I loved it. I loved getting new clothes. The only thing I didn't like was when Alice treated me like a Barbie doll and tried to dress me up for everything.

"We are leaving…as soon as you're ready!" That's not too bad. The earlier we leave the more time I will have when we are done to talk to Jake.

"Okay fine. Get out so I can have a shower and get dressed then." She squealed in delight and left my room practically skipping.

As promised as soon as I was dressed I was dragged out of the house by Alice to go shopping. She led me to her yellow Porsche. She only drove it when we were going far. I was seriously worried now.

"Erm, Alice, where are we going exactly?"

"We are going shopping in…LA!" She started jumping up and down for joy whilst clapping her hands. My face fell instantly and my mouth fell open. She was taking me to freaking LA?!?!?! Why did we need to go that far? Then it hit me. I didn't owe her a shopping trip. If we were going shopping we wouldn't normally go that far. She was hiding something from me.

"Alice, what are you hiding from me?" she stopped jumping instantly and started biting her bottom lip. She was dying to tell me I could see it in her eyes.

"Okay, well since I'm not going shopping with you anymore because you are hiding things from me, I need to go and talk to Jake."

"NO!" Alice grabbed my arm. What has gotten into her?

"It's okay Alice, I'm not going far. I'm only going to talk to Jacob. I need some answers from him." She just shook her head at me. Why won't she let me go talk to Jake?

"He's gone Nessie. I'm sorry. Jake left because…well because…he didn't want to talk to you. He didn't want to give you the answers you want." My mouth fell open for the second time in the space of two minutes. "He has a good reason; I just can't tell you what that reason is. All I can say is he is scared of what your reaction will be." I walked away from her then. She called something after me but I had started running at a flat out sprint. I wasn't sure where I was running to but I needed to get away.

I was running peacefully watching the green blurs go past me, hearing the birds singing their sweet songs. And then I came across his scent, it was a recent trail. Maybe 20 minutes old. I started to follow it without thinking. Not really sure if this was the best thing to do. What if I didn't want to hear his answers, what do I do then? I was following Jake's trail when his scent became really strong as the wind brushed past me. I turned to face where the smell had come from and saw him sitting on the edge of a cliff, with his back towards me and his feet hanging off the edge.

I went and sat down next to him. He startled me by actually talking. "So you found me then. Are you sure you want to know?"

I frowned at him. "Why does everyone think I don't want to know what is going on. It's to do with me so I think I should know." He didn't answer me so I carried on talking, finally getting to my point. "So are you going to tell me why you were expecting me to love you?" he turned to face me and looked me deep into my eyes.

"Okay. Well first of all I didn't want to tell you because I was scared of what your reaction might be. And truth be told I'm still scared." He took a deep breath and then started his explanation. "You see, well there's this thing werewolves can do, and it's called imprinting. It's like when we find our soul mate. It's a very powerful bond and is impossible to break. You can't force it to happen it just does. When you look at your soul mate its like, gravity isn't holding you on earth anymore, your imprint is. I imprinted on you that day you were born." He had to stop because of my look of pure horror. So he was in love with me since I was a baby. He obviously realised what was going on in my head and quickly explained. "No, it wasn't like that at first. You see when you imprint one someone you will become anything for them. Their guardian, a best friend, a brother or maybe even erm…a lover. And the item of the imprint normally ends up with the person that has imprinted on them. Like Emily and Sam, he imprinted on her. Or like Quil and Claire, that's why he is always with her. And that's why I was always with you. The item of the imprint usually ends up with the person because it's almost impossible to deny or ignore that kind of adoration and affection." He was finished now and all I could do was stare. I had no emotion on my face whatsoever I couldn't even think straight. So I was meant to be with him because he had imprinted on me…

He stood up then and so did I following him. He stopped walking after about 5 steps and turned to look at me with so much pain in his eyes. He looked honestly worried about my reaction. I thought to myself I might as well put him out of his misery now. Here it goes.

"Jake…

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