CH 17.

Nexusdiva-Hi people. I hope you like my new chapter. Also I know the months are off but please I don't need to be told I suck at math but I am bacing this around the current events. Also please check out (a Dobermans Swagger) by Luneara Eclipse. Please check it out it is amazing. I could not find out Justin's mom's name so I own her I guess.

Disclaimer: I own Hope, Noah, Sammy, Faith, Mackenzie and Haylie and Luneara eclipse owns R.J and Corbin, Corsica, and her two dogs Tupac and B.I.G. The song's I use belong to there normal owners. Everyone else belongs to the WWE and TNA. P.S Vince please adopt me LOL And or Hulk Hogan. Also this chapter will have some mild to extreme language. This also may have some talk of threats and killing ppl if they don't get of hope's property. So with that let's begin.

Hope's POV

It has been 2 weeks since I left. This week is Christmas. I want to go home, but I don't think I can. Stephanie and Hunter have taken good care of me. I have sent messages to Justin, I try to e-mail him every day to check in on the kids. I know he is still upset or disappointed in me. Maby I will do a video to tell the kids I love them. Or I may just stay low. Next week I will go to work. Jeff went to work last week. I think he will have a good time. I just hope no one will find out "Amy Angle Hardy" is actually "Hope Knight". But Stephanie said, "we will tell Jeff and matt but no one else can know." So at least I can be me around them. I just hope the kids have a good Christmas. I will buy some gifts and send them to the kids. Well its about 10:00 am, I hurd Steph get up maby she would want to go shopping with me. I better hop in the shower. But first I will e-mail Justin.

Dear Justin,

I wanted to tell you I am sorry you lost you tag-team championship because of John Cena. I wanted to tell you I am sending the kids gifts. I am also sending you a gift. I know you have this week off so please I want you do make sure those gifts get to the kids. The pain of leaving has driven me to cutting my wrists. Every night I try to sleep but I just replay that night with you. This will be my last message to you. I cannot bare the pain of speaking to you. But please don't try to find me. I will always be closer than you know. I know you will miss me but please try to forget me. I love you.

Love, Hope

P.S. I will always love you and miss you.

I hope Justin knows when I sent that message, I felt like I was going to die. I just want my babies back. I want my life back. I was disturbed by Stephanie walking and hugging me. She knows the pain I am in. she loved me like a sister. I just hope that she knows I am thankful I have her around.

Stephanie "Hope please don't cry, I over hurd you saying you wana buy the kids some gifts how about I go with you we can go eat some breakfast and go shopping."

Hope "Do you want to? Do you mind?"

Stephanie "yes I would love to. I would never mind. Maby we can talk. I know it would make you feel better. We can have a girls day."

Hope "I haven't had a girls day in a longtime. I think it would do me some good. But I don't wana put all my troubles on you."

Stephanie "you aren't putting your troubles on me. I just wana help you. "

Hope "ok I will jump in the shower and I will meet you down stairs in 30-45 minutes. Is that ok?"

Stephanie "yes gives me time to get ready. I will let you get ready."

Stephanie walks out of the room and hopes computer went "beap-beap." Witch meant an e-mail and she knew who it was from she did not even have to look. It was Justin,

Dear Hope,

Hope I don't care about my title I care about you. I will make sure the kids get the gifts. Please at least come back for Christmas. I hope you respond to his message. I just want to here your voice one last time. If it's truly the last time I ever speak to you then I want you to know, I love you. I can never forget you. Please stop cutting you wrists. Please I want my girl back. I hope you know I feel like it's my fault. If you some how come back to the WWE please we need you, I herd there is a new diva trying to replace you. Her name is "Amy Angle Hardy" please come back and kick her ass. She is the sister of Matt and Jeff. Do you know her? I never hurd about her, Please even if you are on smack down just come back so I can see you. I love you hope.

Love, Justin

I am wondering do I reply. Do I go back? What do I do? I don't know I will thing wall I am in the shower. So hope went to take a shower. She just wanted to die. He knows about "Amy" what else does he know. Hope will never know. So she gets in the shower and begun to sing to linkin Park.

"In The End"

(It starts with)
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

she got out of the shower and put on a pair of form fit jeans with a pink and black form fit t-shirt she wore her Jeff hardy neakless. She did her make up she had black I shadow with red lipstick. She had dyed her hair and cut it to shoulder length it was now solid black with blond on one side. Its like how Jeff has it now. Just then Stephanie knocked and asked if I was ready I said yes and met her in the hall. Then we left.

The girls day out

So Steph and me went to ihop for breakfast. I ate a small meal I have not ate much the past couple weeks. Steph ate yogurt and some other junk. We talked Steph made me feel better that maby it was a good thing that I left. And then Matt and Jeff walked in Steph said she invited them they stat down and begun to talk.

Jeff "hope are you out of your fucken mind. We did not know if you were safe." Asked in a mad voice

Hope "I know I am stupid some times tell me something I don't know."

Jeff "I am just glad you are safe"

Matt "me to. So I hear we have a sister. "Amy Angle Hardy" Jeff did you know we had a baby sister." Said in a teasing voice

Jeff "why no. Welcome to the family Amy." Said in a loving voice

Hope "thank you. Now I want you not to tell anyone and please call me Amy."

Jeff "I know Amy. Wow that seams weird just takes time to get used to it. And I see you took after me."

Matt "now you choose favorites."

Hope "no but Jeff is my side kick but I still do a lot of your moves like the Twist of Fate. I am like you to I needed to discuses my identity with face paint and stuff you know."

Matt "I know."

Jeff "you know Justin is gone insane right or did you not know."

Hope "please don't tell me. I feel bad enough. I just I cant do this any more."

Steph "back off Jeff unless you want a Billion dollar slap."

Jeff "sorry please don't hit me."

FF to Steph's house one week later

I was in my room packing Jeff and matt were staying with us to get me to the airport and go with me they are on raw after all now. I finished packing and I wrote a letter that Amy would put under Justin's locker room door. This letter was from hope tho. So here it is

Dear Justin,

It's me Hope. If you are reading this than that mean Amy delivered it properly. Please don't ask Amy about me. I gave this to Jeff to give to Amy to give to you. I wanted to say I will miss you. I received your last e-mail. I did not reply because I would miss you too much. I anted to let you know I am closer than you know. So I am watching. I want you to move on. And when you do I will leave. I just want to see you happy. I know I caused you so much misery and pain but I am sorry. I looked in to "Amy Angle Hardy" she is a good woman. She is so much like Jeff so be careful she is a cannon on the loose. Please tell the kids I love them. I love you Justin I do I mean that from the bottom or my heart.

Love,

Hope

I folded the letter and put it in a cream color envelope. And on the front it said

To Justin Gabriel

From Hope

Jeff walked in and say the letter and said "you do love him don't you."

Hope "yes. Why was I so stupid I lost the one person I truly loved? I mean I have the kids but I just miss him so much." Beginning to cry

Jeff "I know kiddo. It hurts to get your heartbroken. It takes time to cope. But you need to become Amy Angle hardy and I hurd Hunter and Stephanie will be giving you a good introduction. It was hand written."

Hope "ya that's a plus. Maby I just need some time to cope. Can I ask you something?"

Jeff "I believe you just did."

Hope "you know what I mean."

Jeff "yes."

Hope "can you and Matt lay in here with me, and watch TV just till I fall asleep."

Jeff "yes. I would love to."

So Jeff and Matt stayed with me we watched some Wrestling. Hope knew this would be tuff. But on the other hand she had Matt and Jeff.

Matt's POV

So we were in the middle of watching a match Jeff and me knew hope fell asleep but this was weird. The match was Justin verses randy Orton. All of a sudden, Hope begun to scream kind of soft not loud but kind of in a normal tone. She began to toss and turn then she began to say "Justin please come back don't, don't go. Please I need you." Jeff woke her and she was crying her heart out. She was very upset. Jeff pulled her in to a hug and rubbed her back trying to get her to calm down it was raining out side and though the lightning I saw Jeff give me a look I knew what it meant. He knew she was hurting very bad but not this bad. He just told her to lie back down and to try to sleep and he would not leave her side and neither would I. He wrapped his arms around her and got her back to sleep. After she went to sleep me and Jeff talked and we both came to the same decision.

Jeff "we need to help her get back with Justin."

Matt "no shit Sherlock. She is truly hurt. But why would she just leve him over a small fight."

Jeff "I don't know but we need some sleep. We have to be up in 2 hours. Maby then we can do some good thinking"

So Jeff and me went to sleep. We stayed with hope just in case she woke up again I have a feeling this may be a nightly occurrence. Well I need to sleep I hope she will be ok. By this time Jeff was knocked out.

FF to the next day before the showHopes POV

So it was twenty minutes till my first show as Amy Angle Hardy. I was very nervous but Jeff walked in to do my paint. This should be interesting. I quickly got into my ring gear. Today I felt like wearing my sleeveless black shirt with red going down the middle, black pants with a studded belt, my black and red arm warmers, and obviously wrestling boots. I also wear contacts that match. So since I'm wearing black and red, I went with the red contacts. Now Jeff painted my face, but not my whole face. I pulled out my red and black face paints as well as the paintbrush and Jeff began start to paint the black on my eyelids and on the corner of my eye then paint outwards towards my hair. Then he made make thin lines on my cheekbones going downwards but separate from the black on my eyes. Finally he painted my upper lip black. Then he washed the brush out till the black is out and start painting around the black on my eyes and lines on my cheekbone and the ones going outwards. Finally he painted my bottom lip red and done! I was ready for my turn to have the spotlight.

So the boys and me were by the back of the curtain. We were lessening to Steph introduce it went like this Steph "This women is the new Impact of WWE. I hired her on a limb I did so with out my dads permission of my dad. She is the sister of Matt and Jeff Hardy. She is a strong powerful woman. She is a highflying daredevil. She is going to redefine Divas for life. So she will pick her match for tonight and the person in that match as well for to night. So I have kept you waiting long enough. Introducing Amy 'Angle' Hardy being accompanied to the ring by Matt and Jeff Hardy. " So just then I here my song Black Angel by the Cult and we walked out Jeff had his paint on and matt was normal I feel so sorry for him he looks weird without paint but that's just him. So I got in to the ring Jeff and matt went first I went last because I wanted to be in the back. I went thought the second rope. I am tall so it's easier, so Steph gave me the mic she got another and asked me whom I wanted to face and I told her

Amy "please Stephanie calls me Angle. To tell you the truth I will face anyone. So anyone and everyone to who wants to face me please come to the ring. I am here to make an impact. I wana prove I am meant to be here. So please don't waste my time I am better than everyone of you except my brothers."

Back in the nexus locker room

Justin had the kids with him. This means wade was very annoyed. But he was watching the new diva when Noah said, "I will take every one to eat me and faith will feed Mackenzie and Haylie" Justin was ok with it so they left. Justin caught a glimpse of "angle" he was in shock and blurted out "doesn't that girl look like Hope?" Heath said "dude forget her. She was a Bitch. She doesn't care about you. And besides you say that about every girl who walks by." He was cut off by wade saying, "Come on boys we need to teach that bitch a lesson. We are taking her challenge it's a gantlet match." So they left for the ring Justin left the kids a note but they were watching it in the catering department anyways. So they left.

Out at the ring

Amy "I will take anyone on in any kind of match. Wither it be a TLC match, a gauntlet match" she was cut of by the song that played next it was We are one by 12 stones she knew that sound and feared it. She hurd every word and wanted to run. She feared every word.

"We Are One"

We walk alone
In the unknown
We live to win another victory
We are the young
Dying sons
We live to change the face of history so be afraid
It's the price we pay
The only easy day was yesterday
So hear our voice,
We have a choice,
It's time to face it

We are one
We are one
We are one
We will stand together
Number one
Number one
The chosen ones
We are one
We are one
we will fight forever
we are one and we won't tire

We are the bold
United souls
We live to win another victory
Our sacred scars
Show who we are
And tell the story of our memories

Don't be afraid
It's the price we pay
The only easy day was yesterday
So hear our voice
We have a choice
It's time to face it

We are one
We are one
We are one
We will stand together
Number one
Number one
The chosen ones
We are one
We are one
we will fight forever
we are one and we won't tire

We walk alone
In the unknown
We live to win another victory
Our sacred scars
Show who we are
It's time to face it

So be afraid
It's the price we pay
The only easy day was yesterday
So hear our voice
We have a choice
It's time to face it

We are one
We are one
We are one
We will stand together
Number one
Number one
The chosen ones
We are one
We are one
we will fight forever
we are one and we won't tire

Wade "well-well-well look we have a new bitch to beat up. So Angle I am taking you up on your offer I want a gauntlet match nexus verses you."

Angle "sure brings it on. You may think you are a big British bad ass, but wait I will kick your ass."

Wade "ok lets go."

So the match began we got a referee. And the pain set in. first it was me verses Tarver. Matt and Jeff were in my corner. So I was hoping I would do ok.

Round 1- Angle v. Tarver

It stared out very easy. Tarver tossed a few punches my way I ducked them. I hit his jaw with a kick. He went down I went to the top rope and did the Swanton bomb and that was over. I got the 3 count. I hurd Jeff and matt cheering me on so I knew I was ok. I looked to the stage and had seven fingers up and put one down and said six more bring it.

Round 2- Angle V. Otunga

He was strong I got 3 close chouse lines. And man did they hurt. I made it to my feet. I punched and I kicked I finale did the dead man DDT (the same one drew Macintyre uses.) he was out like a light. I took down one more fingers and had five up now.

Round 3- Angle v. skip

He is powerful. He slammed me he hit me he may have broke one of my ribs but I did the twist of fate. I go the win

Round 4- Angle V. young

I made him tap with the sharpshooter. It took me 2 minutes,

Round 5- Angle V. Slater

I was so tired. I felt like dieing. I haven't wrestled in a few mounts so I have a little rust. Slater put up a good fight. He punched he flew through the air. And I finally hit the whisper in the wind I got the win.

Round 6- Angle V. wade

He was aggressive. He slapped he hurd me a little bit too. I was slammed I was in pain. But some how I found the strength to hit the kiss of death DDT. I got the pin I was like one more and I am done.

Round 7- Angle V. Gabriel

He was full of life and energy. He did high impact moves he had me rolled up but I got out and did a back slide and beat him. Jeff and Matt got in the ring to congratulate me. But nothing last long in this company so, I knew I was in deep shit with nexus. I was hit in the back of my head with a steal chair. I fell face first blood rushed out of my skull it was like Chris all over again. Matt and Jeff began beating the living shit out of nexus I was flipped over and I felt some thing coming. I was hit with a 450% splash. Matt and Jeff got nexus out of the ring and rushed to me. Jeff picked me up and got me out of the ring. We went back to the medics and I got stitches I did not lose much blood. So we went back to the locker room and I took the letter for Justin and slipped it under the door and ran.

In the nexus locker room

Justin sees the letter and grabbed it. He read it out loud.

Dear Justin,

It's me Hope. If you are reading this than that mean Amy delivered it properly. Please don't ask Amy about me. I gave this to Jeff to give to Amy to give to you. I wanted to say I will miss you. I received your last e-mail. I did not reply because I would miss you too much. I anted to let you know I am closer than you know. So I am watching. I want you to move on. And when you do I will leave. I just want to see you happy. I know I caused you so much misery and pain but I am sorry. I looked in to "Amy Angle Hardy" she is a good woman. She is so much like Jeff so be careful she is a cannon on the loose. Please tell the kids I love them. I love you Justin I do I mean that from the bottom or my heart.

Love, Hope

Heath "dude forget her."

Wade "ya dump the kids wall you are at it they are a pain in the ass."

Justin "hell to the fucken no. I love the kids."

Justin changed after his shower. He was happy to here from hope. Heath went to the hardy's locker room He over hurd a big conversation.

At the Hardy's locker room

Jeff "come on hope, please don't be mad"

Matt "ya you will get over him."

Amy "I finally had someone. Why did I have to fuck things up? I had love. I want him back so bad. Matt you have Lita. Jeff you have well your Jeff. I just had to open my big fat ass mouth."

Hope stormed out of the room to find heath in the doorway he pushed her in the room and shut the door.

Heath said "hi Amy. I wanted to know if you wanted to go on a date."

Amy "no"

Heath "no was that from Hope Or Amy."

Hope "how did you know about that."

Heath "I over hured you"

Hope "please don't tell,"

Heath "ok but do something for Justin he miss you."

So hope gets out her cell and called her boyfriend.

Hopes call

Hope "hi Justin. Um I know you may be ignoring me but please I hope you listen to this. I wanted to say sorry. If you only knew how come I left you would understand. bye"

She hung up and heath looked like thank you. They (the Hardy's) left for the hotel for the first time hope sleep straight thought the night. Jeff was happy and so was matt.