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Becoming a father
"Hey, Mum what's up?" I ask and she then explains to me that Alexis was in the park playing and decided to try the big kid swings and she has broken her arm and has been taken to the hospital. "Hold on mum, slow down what hospital are you at?" I ask as she is talking a mile a minute. You know Gilmore style. She gives me the name of the hospital and I write it down on a piece of paper that is lying on Logan's desk. "The Prince Alec Hospital" I hang up and look at Logan trying to work out how am I going to explain to him that I have to get to the hospital because my two year old daughter has broken her arm without letting on that he is the father? After a moment of silence Logan spoke up.
"So… What did you mum want? Sorry, I mean I know what she wanted. So who's in hospital?" Logan says worried for some strange reason.
"Oh….. Ummm…..My daughter Alexis is in the Hospital, she broke her arm, so I really should get going, it's going to take me two hours on the subway to get there so can we finish this when I get back?" I ask trying to stay calm but by the look of hurt that is now placed on Logan's face, I am finding that extremely difficult.
"Wow… You have a daughter? I had no idea. How old is she? And would you like a lift to the hospital?" Logan said without taking a breath and of course he had to ask the one question I really didn't want him to ask.
"She is two and yeah, if that's ok I would love a lift. It would get me to the hospital quicker". I say trying to make it so he doesn't work it out right away.
"Ok let's go, we can finish the work discussion in the car on the way over". He says while he grabs his coat and heads towards the door. Once we reach the car, Logan opens the door for me and lets me get in and closes the door after me. He then get into the driver's seat does up his seat beat and puts the car into gear. Just as we are pulling out the parking lot, Logan asks me the second question that I was really hoping he wouldn't today.
"She is two and yeah, if that's ok I would love a lift. It would get me to the hospital quicker". I say trying to make it so he doesn't work it out right away.
"Ok let's go, we can finish the work discussion in the car on the way over". He says while he grabs his coat and heads towards the door. Once we reach the car, Logan opens the door for me and lets me get in and closes the door after me. He then get into the driver's seat does up his seat beat and puts the car into gear. Just as we are pulling out the parking lot, Logan asks me the second question that I was really hoping he wouldn't today.
"Who's Alexis father?" he sates simply as if it was no big deal, but I turn around and look at him and ask a simple question in return.
"What does that matter to you?" I look at his face and I see a fierce expression but I never expected to hear what comes out of his mouth next.
"Because, I want to know who you screwed so soon after we broke up Rory. I mean if my maths is right, it must have been like what three days after we broke up you slept with the guy?" I could tell he was angry because of the tone of his voice and also the way he had a death grip on the steering wheel. But me being me I say something stupid before thinking twice.
"Logan, unlike some, I have not had sex since we broke up and you cannot talk. I mean how long was it before you got with your wife Logan? Oh right...Wait it was two months. Logan…TWO MONTHS and you sit here on your high horse and accuse me of sleeping with someone after we broke up, and if I remember right you ended it with me. I wanted long distance and you where the one that said all or nothing and well I chose nothing because I wasn't ready for marriage but is seems you were so ready you married the next bimbo that jumped in to your bed." I say so angry that Logan can think I would move on that fast, let alone move on at all without him, I loved him.
The car remained silent for five minutes and then Logan spoke up.
"Well, then if you haven't slept with anyone after we broke up then that must mean, I am Alexis's father and if that's true then why did you not tell me?" He said calmly and looking directly at me when he should be looking at the road.
"I found out the day I found out you where getting married Logan, and I wanted to tell you so bad, I did…But you moved on and I didn't want to hold you back because I was still not ready to get married." I said as tears started to fall from my eyes, I couldn't bear to look at him in the eyes when I was clearly an emotional wreck at this moment in time.
"Still should have told me Rory. I mean for the last two years I have had a daughter with the women I love and will always love. Rory, I am not married. For someone that works in the media world you are way behind. The day my wedding came, I couldn't say "I do", not when it wasn't you standing opposite me, Rory… I love you and I always will." He says wiping the tears away from my eyes. That's when I notice that we are now at the hospital and parked. I get out the car and run towards the hospital without looking back.
I climb the six steps to the entrance of the hospital and stood still for a minute to catch my nerves. That's when I felt the hand on my shoulder, I turned and came face to face with Logan. Just as I was about to say something, he cut me off when his lips met mine. This kiss was simple and slow to start with but then as he ran his tongue along my bottom lip asking for entrance, I parted my lips and the kiss became heavier. We finally pulled back as air became an issue, Logan was the first to speak.
"I forgive you Ace." Four simple words broke my heart.
"How? Logan, for the last two years, I kept your daughter away from you and I said "no" when you asked me to marry you. Logan, I hurt you so much". I say as the tears stream down my face.
"Rory, listen to me ok?" He says as he hooks his finger under my chin and tips my face up so my blue eyes meet with his brown eye. "There is no-one else for me. Yeah you hurt me but you also made me find love. When I have you in my arms, I'm home. I tried to let you go but I fell so hard in college and I don't think I could love anyone as much as I love you, so it's simple Rory; I have seven words to say to you. I love you and I forgive you. Now let's go see our daughter." Logan takes my hand and we talk into the Hospital.
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