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Dreaming of Edward

Chapter 4

Well yesterday was a treat, Edward had spoken to me for the first time in six weeks. That, of course, did nothing but fuel my dreams of him. How can one person affect me so much? I mean really, why is it I can't be a normal seventeen year old teenager? Right now his mood swings are giving me whiplash. He's always so rude; I just want to smack him sometimes. The dreams always seem to begin the same way.

I'm lying in my bed with my eyes closed and then when I open them, I find Edward standing over me. This, of course, has my heart racing to get out of my chest, but it wasn't fear, it was anticipation. He didn't say a word; he just took my hand and led me from my bed to the bathroom down the hall. After he reached in, started the shower, and while the water was getting hot, he turned to me. i gazed into his eyes they were pitch black as he started to remove my t-shirt. I wasn't wearing a bra, which he noticed immediately. I could hear his gasp as he looked at my bare breasts. Slowly, he slid down my panties and again he gasp before returning to look at my face.

When he didn't move, I decided it was my turn. He took in a sharp breath when I ran my fingers across his stomach around the hem of his t-shirt. It slid off easily with his help. When I moved to his waistband, I could tell he was holding his breath and without any hesitation, I undid his jeans and began removing them. He offered no resistance and it was my turn to gasp when I realized he was going commando. My eyes raked over him, God, he was a glorious site and HUGE, I tried to stifle a smile. he easily heeled of his shoes and socks. Once both of us were completely naked, he opened the curtain and helped me in, before joining me from behind. He took the soap and lathered it up in his hands, then proceeded to wash my body starting at my neck and sliding down to my breasts. his caressing ministrations felt like he was admiring a fragile piece og fruit. God, when he massaged them like that, I couldn't stop the moan that escaped my lips. I then backed up so there was no space between us and I could feel his rock hard cock press against my ass cheeks.

"Oh… Edward, you're so hard," I moaned out as I wiggled my ass a bit hoping for more friction.

"That's because...you're so beautiful, you make me so hard, it hurts," it was so hard and big; that it was just begging to be held. And, honestly, I wanted nothing more than to be the one who did it. So while Edward continued washing lower, I slid my hand behind me and started stroking his dick making it impossibly, harder and bigger. He groaned out my name as I took long slow strokes teasing him to no end.

The water did nothing to mask the sounds of his pants, "Oh…Bella…baby," when his hands finally reached my pussy, it was soaking wet and not from the shower. I shuddered when he slipped one finger into my hot, wet pussy. I groaned out wanting more, so much more.

"Please…more," I panted out.

"You first," he breathed out in my ear. I knew exactly what he meant, if I wanted more - I was going to have to pick up the pace, and damn - I wanted more, a lot more! So I grabbed on hard and started stroking him faster and harder. He returned the favor by slipping in another finger and pumped harder into my now throbbing pussy. my walls were starting to quiver, I WAS SO CLOSE.

"Yes! Harder…faster…" he could barely manage to pant out. God...it still wasn't enough, I wanted all of him in my pussy RIGHT NOW, and I think he had the same idea. He slid his hand to my thigh and lifted it opening my pussy up to him. with a firm grip I guided him to where I wanted him to be and he didn't hesitate in sliding his rock hard cock into me with one fluid push. Damn that boy can get my engines revving!

"Yes...Edward, fuck me!" I started thrusting my hips back onto his dick and he pumped harder in and out of me, while still rubbing my clit with his two skillful fingers. Honestly, at this point

my brain was so scattered that all I could say was: "More Edward!"

"Fuck Bella, you're so tight; I just want to fuck you all the time," damn if I didn't want that too.

"Fuck me harder! Please!"

"Since you said please, of course I'll fuck you harder," and he did. I had to place my hands on the wall to keep myself from smashing my face into it. He was pumping and thrusting until I was panting, shaking, and ready to explode. He wasn't far behind because I could feel his legs shaking with each thrust he made.

"Edward! Aahh…I'm…Cuming!"

"That's right baby, cum for me and only me! Bella, I can't stop…ah…ah…baby I'm cuming in you!" That was all it took for my pussy to clamp down onto his cock and not let go. After two more thrusts into me, we were both screaming as we came together. He was panting as hard as I was.

Damn - the boy doesn't let you down! However, he sure can disappear fast. The only problem when I woke up, yeah...I was still wet and wanting. It was still dark out and I checked the clock, I still and half an hour before it would go off. So...what's a girl suppose to do? I did what I did in my dreams, I slid my hand up my shirt and started rubbing my tits and pinching my nipples. It felt so good. I let my other hand travel down to my panties, slipping it inside. Talk about wet dreams! I slid my fingers across my clit sending shockwaves straight up into my pussy. I started pumping my pussy with my finger, then two fingers. Harder and faster until I couldn't take it anymore and I came all over my fingers. i sighed heavily because as good as it felt it wasn't the same as in my dreams. For a second when I glanced at the window, I thought I saw Edward there beating off, but after a second glance, I saw he wasn't. Must have been wishful thinking!

A/N So any thoughts about her dreams? Will they become a reality now that they are talk in school?