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Dreaming Of Edward

Chapter 9

EPOV

The first week being without Bella was difficult to say the least, but talking to her every night and having phone sex definitely took the edge off. However, by week two that was wearing thin. I missed being able to touch her, feeling those supple breasts and seeing the orgasmic pleasure on her face that I could elicit when we had sex. God, how I missed her hands, lips and mouth all over me, especially when they were on my dick. Okay this line of thinking wasn't helping my situation, so that was when I decided that I was going to sneak up to our house in Alaska just to spend one night with Bella. I figured I could slip in and out and no one would be the wiser. Well, Alice caught that vision and I was busted, no seeing Bella, we just had to live with the phone.

So needless to say, that by the end of the third week of being separated from Bella, I was basically a basket case. I was moody before I met Bella, but now that I had, I was an outright mad man. I knew things were bad when calm, patient and understanding Esme told me that I was standing on her last nerve ending and that maybe getting out of the house would do me some good. It also did not take much these days to set me off into uncontrollable rage. For instance, yesterday at lunch, it was all Emmett and Jasper could do to keep me from launching myself at Mike Newton when he wondered if I was the reason Bella had gone back to Phoenix for a few months. This was the official story Charlie was telling everyone in town. He then began recalling and replaying the pictures of all my public interactions with Bella before he thought that if she had slept with him, she wouldn't have left. He was luckily saved when I got a text on my phone.

E 3 sun + 2 end = 5 of B bring J 2 A

Hallelujah, we could leave tomorrow after school and be back for school next Monday! Finally, I would get to see Bella. I have not seen her since that fateful day of when she found out that she was pregnant and having sex with me in her sleep. I was shocked when Carlisle explained Sexsomnia to me; I even had to Google it. I guess that's when it all clicked; why she was so outgoing after bedtime, why the next day she acted as if it did not happen and why she was confused when she slipped back to sleep before I left. People remember their episodes, but for some reason Bella's mind was trying to protect her from them so they appeared dream-like to her. I was definitely tired of talking her through the episodes over the phone. I wanted to be there with her for them and hold her afterwards so she knows she is safe.

When I had a chance that night I told Carlisle and Esme we were going, they wanted to come, so an agreement was struck. They could come and see Bella, but at night, they would stay at the Denali's. She was embarrassed enough that they knew about her condition; she really did not want them seeing it up close. Jasper on the other hand was desperate to be with Alice as much as I was to be with Bella. I'm not sure who was in worse shape me or him, since on a several occasions while I was on the phone with Bella, he ran from the house.

As promised, the sun came out the next day an hour after we had hit the road. It was midnight when we reached our Alaskan home, but I could hear Bella pacing so I knew she was still up. Alice of course had heard us coming from a mile away and was on the wraparound porch waiting for us. I caught her launching herself into Jasper's open arms out of the corner of my eye as I made my way inside in search of Bella. I found her in the kitchen and stood in awe as she came around the corner of the countertop. If I could cry I would have, there staring me in the face was Bella's very distended stomach. To see her round with my child actually made me forget to breathe. I assure you that does take a lot to do.

"Bella." I finally breathed out as I walked up to her still staring at her abdomen.

"Edward, are you okay?" She frowned slightly.

"Better then okay, how are you is the question?" I started reaching towards Bella, but then my hands hesitated mid air, however, she seemed to know what I wanted.

"We're fine; you know you can touch the baby. It won't bite, well at least not until it's born." She giggled lightly.

Just the thought of touching her stomach had mine doing flip-flops. As I placed my hands where they desperately wanted to be, at that exact moment, the baby decided to move. It was almost as if the baby knew I was its father and was reaching out to touch me back. I was awestruck. Bella watched on nervously nibbling on her lower lip, it was almost as if she was waiting for my reaction to the baby.

"You know…you're the father right?" I was not quite sure if it was a question or not.

"Yes - I have no doubts it's mine. Honestly, I don't know what the right thing is to say here. I never thought being a father was even remotely possible since I was turned. It was said vampires could not have children and now it turns out males can. Do you hate me for doing this to you?" My voice sounded strange even to me, it was husky and it cracked.

"I don't hate you. It's not like either of us knew this was going to happen. Even though I never wanted kids, I would want yours." She whispered the end while looking at the floorboards.

I cupped her face in my hands and brought her eyes up to mine, "if I had to have a child, I would want it to be with you too." For the first time when she was awake, I gently brought my lips to hers and just let her soft sweet tasting lips dominate mine.

Usually when we kissed in her sleep, I always dominated hers, but the feeling of her taking charge had my dead heart threatening to beat again. "Wow - just - wow." I could not have agreed more with her on that point.

"Wow is right." I found my hands travelling down from her face back to her belly, I was just so mesmerized by the fact that my baby was growing inside Bella. I don't think I could have removed my hands from her abdomen if I wanted to, so when she shuffled forward closing the gap between us, I welcomed her by placing my head on her shoulder and just let her hold me with her hands around my waist. Her scent was enveloping me into a haze that I never wanted to emerge. I am certain nothing will ever smell as good as Bella does to me, even with the burn in my throat. As much as I never wanted to move from that spot, I had promised Carlisle I would not let Bella become physically over taxed. Before I even had a chance to suggest we move, Bella took a step back, grabbed my hand and led me to the couch. Once she was seated comfortably, I slipped in next to her. Bella was quiet the whole time, which started to make me nervous. Was she afraid of me? Did she not want me there? Or could it be she didn't know if she wanted me in the baby's life? Why couldn't I read her thoughts just once to know what to do next?

"Edward…I don't know what to do now…?"

"What do you mean? I thought we…were keeping the baby." Had I missed something?

"I AM, I just meant with…" she mumbled her lip when she gestured between the two of us.

"Bella, I would never have slept with you if I didn't want to be with you. Didn't Alice explain that?" Seeing her smile sweetly up at me melted any remnants of my cold heart. If I didn't know any better, I could swear it felt warm.

"Yes, well…being told by your sister and hearing it from you, are two different things."

"Bella - did Alice happen to mention that before you…I have never been attracted to anyone, never mind actually wanted to get to know someone who I didn't consider family." I wiggled my eyebrows playfully hoping she would get the hint.

"Um…yeah she might have mentioned you - were a virgin too when we met."

"Come on Bella, it's time for me to show you…just how much you mean to me." I stood up and pulled her with me. Honestly, I don't think she could have gotten up without my help.

In just that short time cuddling with Bella on the couch had my body screaming to be with her. It was like every word she said went straight down my body like a bolt of electricity and made an abrupt halt below my belt which made my pants quite constricting. Her mouth alone had me captivated. Once we reached my room where Bella had been staying, I was thankful Alice had bought Bella a bed because I was not detaching myself from her for a single second. I could see Bella was getting nervous, but she didn't have to be, I had already seen everything she had to offer. Okay, correction the moment she dropped her dress to the floor I realized, she was nervous about how she looked pregnant. To me she could not look any sexier, and to prove it, I quickly removed my shirt and dropped my pants and boxers to the floor. I let my body tell her how sexy she was to me. It is not as if she could not tell, with my dick standing at attention or anything. When she gasped, I almost regretted that action until she stepped closer and shyly whispered, "I forgot how big it was," okay all was forgiven.

She didn't resist when I pulled her against my cold hard body before I pulled her mouth into a heated kiss, letting everything I felt for her just flow though my lips. I let my desperate hands just roam freely from her neck down to her folds and back again. The feeling of her skin beneath my hands had me begging for entrance. "OH god Bella, you have no idea what you're doing to me just by breathing." She, of course, giggled and turned so her backside was rubbing against my rock hard cock.

This was not going to be a wham, bam, thank you ma'am. No, I wanted to make love to her and hear my name screamed out lovingly. So I nudged her forward towards the bed and as she climbed in I could not help but smell her arousal filling the air. She was awake and still wanted me. When did I get so lucky? Carlisle had luckily given me suggestions on the best ways for us to be joined, so when Bella lay on her side I knew how it was going to work. I slid in behind her so she could lean against my chest while I took great pleasure in rubbing small circles around her perfect breasts, before I started gently pinching her nipples. I took great pride in hearing her moan as I did. With my head nuzzled between her neck and shoulder, I sucked in a small amount of flesh and marked her as mine. I didn't care if most people now a day's didn't give hickeys, I am not from now a days, now am I.

Every time Bella ground her backside against me, I thought I would lose my mind. She giggled when I started purring in her ear just before I slide my tip into her entrance. "OH GOD Bella," was all I could get out, as I slowly thrust deeply into her. However, I was not the only one feeling euphoric being sheathed inside her, Bella was moaning and thrusting right back at me.

"So tight, so good, you're mine!" I mumbled out before I had a chance to catch myself, not that I really tried. My brain was in a fog that just got thicker with each thrust I made.

"Edward - more - please…" hearing her pant this egged me on further.

"Anything for you…I love you, Bella." I moaned loudly not really caring if I was heard by anyone else.

"I love you too, Edward." She groaned in reply. If I stopped existing tomorrow, I would be happy knowing she felt the same way.

"Oh baby…I'm - I'm not - going to - last love," my thrusts were becoming erratic as I readied to release inside her, with a few rubs of her nub she joined me in oblivion.

"EDWARD!" She screamed, only to be met with my snarl. "BELLA!"

Tonight was the start of something new, I liked it. Watching Bella fall asleep all flush was a beautiful sight, I could watch her forever and planned on it. However, all of a sudden I was pulled out of my "Bella haze" by an unusual scent. Jasper must have caught the same scent that I did because he was growling just as loud as me. I quickly tossed on my pants and was crouching in front of the bed snarling when the door to my room burst open.