Okay guys It's going to get iffy with the updates….lotsa drama and I'm studying for an entrance exam I have in January. So my life is going to be plenty busy. However…since my bitch moment is over with I'm done ranting and publically going head to head with my Flamers. For now however….On with the story :D
Do you remember on those rainy days when you would come to see me? You were so little….I would pull out my Shania Twain CD and we would dance to "Any Man of Mine" until your little legs were out of energy…. I would carry you to the bathroom for your bath. Do you remember "Airplane Arms" babygirl? When your bath was over I would tell you to lift your arms like an airplane so I could dry your arms. After four years of this surely you would know what was going to happen next? I would slowly count each rib until I reached your armpits and I would tickle you until a tear would slip from your eye. I'm sorry I messed things up babygirl…I just wish that things could go back to the time of "Airplane Arms" when I was the one thing that held you together…..
I'm sorry.
Bella
"Hey girl…how are you?" Jaspers voice drifted through my phone…. He was right there…my mouth kept opening and closing but I couldn't find the words to say anything.
**FB**
I bit my lip and slipped him my phone number because lord knows he earned it. He looked at me very seriously and said "No matter what happens…I'll call you."
**EFB**
Why hadn't I believed him? He had virtually promised me that he would call me…I guess I was just too focused on dying that I hadn't really focused on him. I glanced down at the gun on the floor and tucked it away into my bag. Later. Jasper was priority now.
"Jasper?"
"It's really me Bells"
"How—?"
I could hear a quiet chuckle in the background "You didn't really believe I would call did you?"
"I—I…no I didn't….Listen can I call you back at a later time I'm at school…."
"You should come up here after school!" he gave me the directions and I promised I'd be there
I didn't really realize until after I hung up that I had inadvertently promised him to stay alive another day.
God dammit….
Three in the afternoon I was climbing into Evalyn (A/N remember this is my car) and took a deep breath. I can do this…It's just Jasper. Before I started the car I took out the image of the Angel and tucked it behind my visor. I can do this! I called him and he led me to his house, me not breathing until I parked my car in front of the slowly opening garage door. He walked out and took my hand and led me inside where a gorgeous woman sat with her son in her lap.
"Bella I'd like you to meet my mother and my half-brother Emmett ."
That little boy walked over and grabbed my hand pulling me down to his level. "Beya? Jazzie wuvs you but told me not to tell… I sorry." And snuggled back up with his teddie bear.
Lords above…I think that little boy just stole my heart.
A/n sorry guys that one was short but I ran out of time for today….the more reviews I get the faster I might update *wink wink* Talk to you soon
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