Ch. 10 Reality really sucks.

MPOV

"Ow." I mumbled almost incoherently. Wait a second. Where the hell am I? I glanced around. Oh, I was in my suite at the Waldorf's. Nate lay beside me sleeping peacefully. Serena lay on my couch near the window. Chuck and Blair, adorable as always, lay sleeping on the floor. I smiled lightly as I shook Nate.

"Wha?" he murmured groggily.

"Hey!" I giggled. His eyes snapped open.

"Meg! You're up!" exclaimed Nate with a surge of happiness.

"Yup! How long was I out?" I asked confused. Nate averted his gaze.

"Only a day. You passed out...it's OK though!" said Blair who over heard our conversation.

"But you kept mumbling thing in you sleep. Bumblebee? Bumbledore? I really don't know. And the wand is under the pillow. Then something about Bentley." said Chuck placing his scarf carefully on his neck. I stifled a laugh.

"Do you ever take that off?" I asked giggling.

"No! He doesn't! One time, we were on the side of Constance and-" started Blair irritably.

"It was cold and I didn't feel it was one of the pieces of clothes that needed to be removed!" retorted Chuck. Serena pulled a face.

"Urgh! So don't wanna hear that!"

I smiled and closed my eyes. Wait! The wand...Dumbledore. Bentley!

It all flooded back to me. I had a son...he was what 5 now? I abandoned him. I had gone to Hogwarts for a few months. Then I was attacked on Halloween. Draco Malfoy raped me! Tears swam into my eyes. I need to find Harry! I threw back the covers and slipped into a short little white sundress and my favorite oxfords, with my floppy sunhat.

"I'll be back! I have to go see someone!" I said leaving the group of confused friends in my wake.

I banged on the door that read, 379. I heard the door opened, revealing Harry.

"I just remembered everything." I said. He looked confused.

"My name is Megan Isabella Annette Potter." I said quickly. Harry's eyes widened then narrowed.

"Prove it." he growled. I gestured for him to let me in. He obliged. I scurried in and took a deep breath. I screwed up my eyes and my hair changed to my natural brown, and my eyes back to their hazel green. I was back.

"Believe me now." I said looking down. He did the unexpected. SMACK! My cheek stung and my eyes watered.

"Guess I deserved that." I murmured through the pain. I looked at Harry. His eyes were cold and hard.

"I know you have my wand. They won't let me enter Azkaban without it. Can I have it?" I pleaded. Harry glared.

"How did you know?" I tapped my temple and he nodded slowly. He went to fetch it for me.

"Why are you going to Azkaban?" asked Harry coldly.

"I'm going to see my rapist." I said confidently. Harry's eyes widened.

"Malfoy?" said Harry ruefully.

"Yup, a little birdie said that I have the power to give him the Dementors Kiss." I said smiling in spite of myself. I took my wand and my hand warmed at the touch. I closed my eyes and pictured my outfit very carefully. Soon I was in a strapless skin tight fire engine red dress with a zipper going up the front. I had on a pair of 6 inch heels, and my lips were red as a cherry. My hair fell in brown waves down slightly past my shoulder. I was a walking sex goddess. (Picture of outfit and her on profile).

"Blair's dad is throwing the annual Bastille Day Ball tonight. Come. Please. Now I have business to attend to." I said smirking. I strutted into the hall and apprated to Blairs. I pulled out my I phone and dialed Nate.

"Come, downstairs." I said. I pressed the end button. Nate opened the door. He grinned at me.

"Hey! You look good." said Nate kissing my cheek.

"Not now darling. I have...business to attend too. I promise you if I make it back I'll explain everything. Everything too you. I should be back in time for the ball."I explained. Nate nodded looking confused. I smiled and kissed him on his cheek. I bounded off down the street. When I noticed nobody was looking I apprated to Azkaban. God...Hell was coming.

I finished with Draco. He was getting the Kiss. Oh well...I changed into a silky black chemise,my fishnet stockings, and slouchy military style ankle boots. I pulled on a plaid gray jacket thing with my beat up leather jacket shoved over it. I placed a rosary,my locket, and a necklace with a key around my neck. My eyes were smokey and black. I was a fucking sex devil. I smiled to my self.

It was time for the ball, so I apprated there quickly. The party was in full swing so I looked for my friends. I noticed Harry had shown! I smiled widely. Ginny stood beside him in...ah! That horrid dress she tried on. I shook my head. A purple dress caught my eye. Blair!

"Blair!" I called. She caught sight of me and smiled. I giggled hugging her.

"Cute...outfit?Um, daring. Ha! You rock it though!" slurred Blair. Oh geez. She is Drunk, with a capital D! Serena,as if queued, bounded in next to me. She held a margarita in her hand and sipped it casually.

"Hey M!" said Serena. I smiled.

"Have you seen Nate?"

Blair seemed to sober slightly and glanced at Serena worriedly. Serena returned the glance. I grew frustrated.

"Ugh, what ev. I'm gonna find him." before they could stop me I stalked toward the back rooms. I heard loud moaning from one and giggled as I pushed open the door. In it was a slutty and whore-ish Blonde. She was bouncing on some golden haired boy. With piercing green eyes. Uh Oh.

"Nate?" I whimpered. HE looked up and his eyes widened at the sight of me.

"Meg, I let...me. It's not-I-uh!" stuttered Nate. I glowered.

"Fuck you!" I spat with venom. He flinched and I stomped out. My blood was boiling. I wasn't just angry, I was fuming. I stomped over to Harry and yanked hard on his shoulder.

"If you ever ever hit me again it will be the last thing you do. You're my fucking brother. Start acting like it asshole. Ginny, you are my sister-in-law. I love you, but that dress is hideous. Just change. Now, I'm sorry but I'm leaving. Dunno where I'm going. So goodbye." I said, tearing worming their way into my eyes. They began to leak down my cheeks. Harry's facial expression was blank. Ginny's was angry.

With those words I turned on my heels and stomped to my room. I found a pen and scribbled down a quick letter to Blair and Serena.

B&S,

I'm sorry. That bastard Nate cheated on me. Again. Oh fucking well. I'm leaving. Where am I going? Back to New York, don't tell Nate though. I'm moving somewhere else in the city. Lower Manhatten? Brooklyn? I dunno...or care. But I'm joining the Police Academy! Whoowhoo! Ha, I'll keep in touch. Don't go looking for me though. I love you both. And Blair, stay with Chuck. Serena, Please don't go back to Dan or Georgina. Or Carter...find a new guy. Haha! Love you!

Xoxoxo

M

~*~*~1 day later~~*~*~

I changed into jeans and a t-shirt. I was going to the Burrow! As quickly as possible I apprated there.

"Who is it!" came a weary voice. I took a deep breath.

"Molly, it's me." I said quietly. She looked taken aback. Then her eyes widened as she ushered me into the home. She quickly sat down at the table and gestured for me to do the same. I did so, cautiously.

"I'm sorry..." I said sadly. She nodded.

"Dear, what happened?" asked Mrs. Weasley.

"I was...attacked. I lost all my memories. I had no idea I had a son! I left for New York, because I couldn't bear staying here. I lived their for 2 years, living as a muggle. I even attended a muggle school. I met a boy,Nate, and we are currently engaged. My best friend,one of at least, Blair's dad has a house in Paris. We are staying there for the summer...I ran into Harry and Ginny. I confessed who I was to Harry. He uh...slapped me. After that I ran to Azkaban to see Draco Malfoy. Then I came here to the ball at Blairs. My fiancee was cheating on me. I stayed in a hotel for a day. I came here. To get Bentley." I rushed out. She looked worried but nodded.

"He is in his room, he asks about you. Everyday."

"In my two years gone I have always felt like I was missing part of me. Now I know why." I said guiltily. She nodded and motioned for me to follow her upstairs. She knocked on a door and it swung open revealing Bentley. He was five now!

"Grandma?" he questioned then he glanced over to me.

"Mommy!" said Bentley in awe. I nodded and squatted down to his height.

"Yep, baby. It's me!" I said. I reached out and hugged him something fierce. I lifted him up, kissing his forehead.

"I love you mommy!"

"Love you too Ben!" I said smiling in spite of myself.

And that was the beginning of our life. Our complete, care free life. I tucked away my money and entered the Police Academy. I enrolled Bentley in PS. 187, and we moved to the Lower West Side of Manhatten. It was a neat neighborhood, filled with life and laughter.

3 Years later I married. Finally, at age 23. I married Jacob Baker. A lawyer for White Coller crimes. He was a prosecutor! We moved to the Upper West Side and I settled into my job, and life. I had given up magic to an extent. Jake knew I was a witch. He thought it was cool. Life was peaceful. It was finally falling into place. What else could happen?

Who hoo! Part 2 is over. Yeah it was super short. I'm making this story a 'life story' of Megans life. Next chapter will be part two.

This story is kind being crossed over with everything I love...Gossip Girl and next chapter it will cross with another thing I love. And btw, I think the Twilight part is over. Or should I throw them in? Don't worry, Harry isn't gone forever. I promise, remember, Bentley's mom is a witch.. Hint Hint nudge nudge. Lol anyway.

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