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JPOV-

I really hated high school. I mean really can't the populars find something else to do that to pick on me? But no they had to pick on Poor little Jasper, who has old clothes, shares an old beat up car with his sister and from what they see "Can't even get a girl."

I was sitting outside in the cold as I waited for lunch to end so that I could go back to class.

"Hey Jasper." A boy I knew to be Peter called out as him and Jack came up to me.

"We had an idea that we wanted to run by you." Jack says as they sit down. I knew they two guys were gay; they had come out together just last year. "So Edward was mentioning you last night and so today Peter got an idea to invite you and Edward out this weekend."

I froze, how did he know Edward? I wondered and they must have seen my confusion as Peter began to talk.

"We're in the group that Edward Cullen attended last night. At dinner afterwards he mentioned you were his boyfriend..." I didn't hear what he said after that as I stared at him. Edward had told people about me. This can't be happening; no one knows that I'm gay. My own father doesn't know yet. "And then we were like…." Peter stops talking as he realizes that I wasn't listening. "You didn't know he told us. Did you?" He asks.

"No, no one's supposed to know." I say just as the bell rings. "Sorry I have to go." I yell as I jump up and all but run to class.

Once I am seated I quickly pull out my cell and text Edward.

Jack-

It was Peter's idea to approach Jasper and set up some kind of double date. Now as Jasper runs off to class I feel bad. He wasn't out and seemed terrified of being found out.

Neither of us had Edwards number and had no way of contacting him. We would just have to wait till next week's meeting and pray that Edward would show.

"Pete I hope we didn't just screw everything up." I say as we split ways to class.

EPOV-

I woke up around 9:00 and hopped online. My spring classes were scheduled to start soon and I wanted to make sure I had everything I needed. I badly wanted to text Jasper, since I forgot to last night and tell him all about the fun time I had the night before.

Since I knew Jasper was at school I sat around all day waiting to hear from him and I finally did around 1:00 I get a text and my face lights up as I put my book down and open the text.

Edward, I think we need to talk- Jasper

Something's wrong. I thought as I stared at the text. Normally he would have at least told me that he loved me or asked how I was doing.

I'll be done with therapy at 5:00. We can hang out after that, I don't think anyone will be home tonight. - love Edward.

His reply doesn't take long.

Ok I'll see you at 5:30. –Jasper

A silent tear rolled down my face as I read his last reply and I couldn't help the shaking in my body as I wondered what I had done wrong.

I stumble through the day trying to keep busy as I clean my room, attempting to not over think what was wrong with Jasper. Soon my therapy session hits and I tell Esme and Carlisle bye, since they are leaving for their 7 day cruise. Emmett had plans to go to some party with Rose and Alice would be spending the night at a friend's house. I was looking forward to uninterrupted time with Jasper. I just hoped that tonight went well and that he wasn't about to break up with me.

"Edward, how are things going at home?" My therapist asks me as I sit down.

"I attended that group thing again." I tell her before I am prompted to tell her more about it.

Our session goes quickly and soon I am headed home and waiting to see Jasper. He had texted me and told me that he was going to pick up takeout for us on his way over, so while I waited I got the table ready and grabbed two sodas. Right on time the doorbell rings and I run to answer it.

"Jasper." I say as I hug him. He looked amazing; something about him was just almost glowing.

"Hey Edward, I brought us Chinese." He says sounding like something was on his mind.

We sit and eat in silence for fifteen minutes before I break.

"Jasper, what's wrong?" I finally ask.

For a moment I don't know if he heard me.

For a moment I doubt if he would answer.

Finally he does.

"You told people about me." I'm shocked at his tone and wonder why it was a bad thing. Then it hits me.

"Jasper I'm sorry I forgot that no one knows and I was just happy to find people that understand me and it just came out." I was starting to shake as I worried about his response.

"I know Edward; part of me feels proud that you would tell them that I am your boyfriend. But another part of me is frightened; my father doesn't yet know my preference for men. I'm scared to know what he'll say once he finds out." I became rigid as Jasper talked. Would his dad, hurt him? I wondered.

"No Edward nothing like that, I'm worried he'll be mad and kick me out of the house." His hand gently lifts my face to look at him. "My father has never hit Rose or myself, just like I would never hit you Edward. I'm sorry I got angry." His lips capture mine and I just bask in the feel of him.

"C'mon babe let's put the leftovers away and clean up the dishes." Jasper says stopping the kiss from deepening too much.

Once the dishes are done and everything's put away I pull jasper into a kiss.

"Love, why do you always hide yourself?" He whispers, eyeing the long-sleeved sweater I wore.

"My scars are horrid." I whisper out so quiet I barley hear it.

"Edward you are beautiful." Those are the only words I need to hear before I step away from him and slowly start to remove my sweater, though I leave the white undershirt on. I can't make myself look at him as one of his hands gently reaches out to trace the burn marks on one of my wrists; it takes all my concentration to not pull back as he examines my now bare arms.

"Edward, you are beautiful and perfect." He says as he wipes away tears I didn't know were falling. "I love you." He says reassuring me even more.

"I love you too Jazzy." I reply.

I don't think as I pull him up the stairs and to my room.

"Edward, I love you so much." He says, just before I recapture his lips in mine, as we enter my room. He goes to deepen the kiss and I let him only pulling away when I need air.

"Jazz I want to feel more of you." I say as I tug at his shirt. He pulls away slightly so that he can dispose of his shirt before he's back closer to me, his erection pressing up against mine as I walk us backwards towards my bed.

"Edward?" He says asking a silent question that I just nod at as I let him pull my shirt off over my head, I refuse to look him in the eye as he sees just how bad my body is scared. Before I loose my nerve I unbuckle his pants and let them fall to the ground, gasping when I noticed his beautiful happy trail and his growing erection that's tenting his boxers.

"So beautiful." I hear him whisper as he kisses my bare chest. "I want to feel more of you love." I hear him say and I comply as I let my own pants fall to the ground.

We both climbed up onto the bed, Jazz scooting back towards the pillows and laying back, looking up at me tracing up my sides and up and down my chest in a manner that felt almost like fire, but that left a trail of goosebumps in its wake. Still not meeting his eyes I straddle his hips, feeling his hardness underneath me and gasping at the sensation, he leans up and caches the back of my neck and pulled me into another kiss that left my head spinning with want.

"Edward, I don't want to push you too far, to fast" he says as he pulls away slightly. All I could think about was the way he felt pressed up against me and I found myself thrusting against him in some mindless attempt to increase the wonderful sensations that were building throughout my body. I heard him moan as he tangled his hands in my hair and kissed me frantically on my jaw and down my neck. I felt his hips rocking against me as he groaned, "Oh God, Edward! I'm going to cum if you keep on!" I met his eyes then, taking in the dark tint that had clouded them, I couldn't have stopped even if I wanted too. I was in the arms of a man who loved me, and who I loved back. A man who had seen me at my worst, and who had seen my scars and the damage and who didn't care, he loved me and it was with this realization that all the sensation hit me and I found his lips, pulling him into a kiss that I put all that feeling and love into, and I felt him gasp as his body spasmed as his orgasm, and realizing that I did that to him, pulled me along with him experiencing something I have never felt before.

He holds me as we both attempt to calm down and after a few minutes I notices we are a sticky sweaty mess, but I don't care as I reach up and pull Jasper closer to me.

"Babe that was…" I had never seen Jasper at a loss for words until this moment and I couldn't help the smile that formed on my face as I kissed him.

"I know love." I say as I feel him shift and leave the room bringing back a washcloth. I change while he grabs his duffle bag and soon we are back in my bed held in each others embrace as I loose all sense of time and fall into a blissful sleep.

The next thing I hear is the alarm blaring and as I open my eyes I am alone with the sun shining in my room…

AN: I hope everyone enjoyed it :) Wish I could take all the credit, but I can't The "Lemon" was done with help by Calamityjen- Check out the story Long Distance and also Navygirl114- check out her story Walking from a Reverie. This would have never gotten done without their help. Please let me know what you think :)