AN: I own nothing… Thank you to everyone who reviewed :) This chapter doesn't have too much going on; it's more of a filler for the next chapter. I have decided there may be about 4 more chapters after this one.

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The next thing I hear is the alarm blaring and as I open my eyes I am alone with the sun shining in my room…

EPOV-

I slam my hand onto the alarm to stop the annoying beeping as

I shoot out of bed and I look around the room for any sign of Jasper. When I don't see his duffle bag my heart beat quickens before I remember that he had taken it to the bathroom the night before. I sit on my bed starting at the partly open bathroom door, I wanted to go in and see if his things are still there, but I couldn't. I knew he had left me, mom always told me no one wanted me.

I should have known Jasper would leave sooner or later. With that though, I lay back in bed pulling my knees up and curling into a ball.

I could feel tears falling as I silently allowed myself to cry.

I cried about my past,

I cried about the pain I still dealt with,

And lastly I cried about the loss I felt without Jasper…

JPOV-

The sun was shining into Edwards's room as I woke up. I was facing him; one of my arms swung over his storage, there was a single ray of sun shining into his room, landing on him, making him look like an angel.
Edward is truly amazing and as I thought about the night before I couldn't help the smile that formed on my face. Edward had not only let me touch him but he had allowed me to see him without his shirt on, I hadn't till that moment realized just how many scars he had. He was perfectly beautiful to me; even now as he sleeps he's perfect. I still couldn't believe how amazing last night was, I loved that he took control and gave me the best orgasm I had ever had. I stretch my stiff limbs as I glance at the clock noticing that its only 6:30. Slowly and quietly I make my way out of bed and to the kitchen to make breakfast in bed for Edward. It took me almost no time to find all the ingredients I needed to make French toast, with bacon, eggs, and milk.

I wasn't as good as a cook as Esme but once I am done I noticed that it did look somewhat edible. It was 7:10 by the time breakfast is ready and I'm making my way back up the stairs. Carefully I open Edwards's door and step inside. The room looked just how it had when I got up, except for one thing, Edwards sleeping from was no longer in his spot, instead it was in mine and he was on top of the covers curled into a ball. The second I heard a sob escape him I almost threw the tray down onto the desk and ran to him, I couldn't think of anything that would have caused him to wake up crying, that is until I remember I had forgotten to remind him to take his medicine last night.

"Edward, what is it?" I ask as I kneed next to the bed gently touching his shoulder. "Was it a nightmare?" I ask as he lifts his tear stained face to look at me.

"I… though… you… left." He says between sobs. His words just about break my heart as I crawl back into bed with him, wrapping my arms around him as I do so.

"Edward I wouldn't leave you. I was going to surprise you with breakfast in bed. I didn't mean for you to wake up and think I was gone. I love you I wouldn't leave you, why won't you believe that?" The last bit of my speech is said in a whisper, not truly meant for him to hear.

"She always told me no one would want me. I'm sorry Jasper." I don't say anything as I lift his chin up to look into his eyes.

"She was wrong." I say as I crash my lips to his. His lips fit perfectly with my own and I can't help the lingering thought of wanting to always be here with him. I only pull away once we are both breathless.

"You made breakfast?" Edward asks once his breathing returns to normal. His question reminds me that our breakfast was sitting a few feet away getting cold.

"Yep babe, sit up I'll grab it." I say giving him one last peck on the lips.

EPOV-

I couldn't believe how stupid I was for thinking that Jasper would leave me, he always told me he wouldn't I need to start trusting that. The breakfast he made was perfect though I could barley concentrate on eating while Jasper sat next to me eating, without his shirt. Noticing his shiftlessness I also noticed my own, though I tried to stay calm and not bring attention to my ugly scar filled body as I attempted to cover myself with a blanket.

Soon our breakfast is being interrupted by Jaspers cell phone ringing.

"Hello, Rose?" He says as he finished chewing. Though is sounds more like, hewo, Row? I sit and wait to know what was going on as I listened to half of the conversation.

JPOV-

"You did what?" I asked Rose.

"I told you, I called the school and excused our absents from school today." Rose explains for a third time.

"Really." it was Friday and I didn't want to leave Edward alone while I went to school.

"Yes but Emmett and I are going to have to come over there soon so father doesn't notice." I roll my eyes when she tells me this; I wanted a day alone with Edward.

"Ok Rose, I'll see you both soon." And with that I hung up and turned my attention to Edward.

"Looks like we're all playing hooky from school today." I tell him as I get out of the bed and grab our dishes to take them to the kitchen before the others show. "Rose said they'll be here soon so we may want to get dressed." I add knowing Edward would hate to be shirtless when they showed, already I could see him attempting to cover himself from me.

"Thanks for breakfast love." He says before he also stands. "I think I'll take a shower first." I just nod at his words, not trusting my voice at the thought of Edward in the shower.

It takes almost half an hour for Edward to come down stairs and allow me to go and shower and by the time I am done and leaving the room I can hear Emmett and Rose already inside.

"Hey Jazzy." Rose says as she hugs me. "Have a good night?" She whispers for only me to hear.

"Hello Rose." I say before I answer her question. "Bet it was as good as yours." I say before going and sitting next to Edward on the couch.

"So we're playing hooky, what should we do today?" Em says breaking the silence.

"Let's go see a movie!" Rose says jumping off of the couch and grabbing her coat. "I wanted to see that movie Black Swan."

The three of us guys groan at this, though we quickly comply grabbing our stuff and heading out the door. Rose jumps into shotgun as Edward and I get into the back seat of Emmett's Jeep.

We drive to Port Angeles so that we won't be seen skipping school. Rose decides that we should see the movie before going to lunch and all of us deciding to be smart agree with her.

The movie wasn't totally horrible, seeing as I was able to hold Edwards hand throughout it and then lunch afterwards also went well. It was when we get back to the house and see Alice staring at us with her arms crossed over her chest.

"Hey guys, feeling better?" She says staring at Emmett and me. "I mean really Em, mom and dad just left and you choose the first day without them to play hooky? AND you didn't tell me?" I look to Edward for a little help on dealing with the pixie.

"Hey don't look at me, I wasn't ditching." Edward said with his hands raised as he backs away from us, a smile playing on his face.

Suddenly my cell phone goes off.

Saved by the bell, I think as I leave the group to answer the call.

"Hello?"

"Jasper," My dad's voice says on the other end. "I think we need to talk, where are you?" He sounded agree as he talked.

"I'm at the Cullen's house, what's wrong dad?" I feel suddenly worried. It was unlike my dad to really care where Rose and I were.

"Just come home, now." I don't get a chance to answer as the line goes dead.

AN: I hope everyone enjoyed it :)

I haven't seen Black Swan yet it was just like the first movie that popped into my mind.

Sorry for all the changing POV's so much. Some of you may be happy where others of you will be sad to hear that I have finished the last chapter of this story, though it's not time to post just yet.

My first FF story is almost complete. Please check out my other stories :) I'm currently writing a Seth/ Edward (shifter & vampire) story with a bunch of twists, a Jasper/ Edward (vampire), and I'm co-writing a Jacob/ Edward (shifter & vampire) story. Also a vampire academy Christian/Rose story.