Chapter 12
Jason made his way into the club. He couldn't believe he was here, but he didn't know what else to be doing. It had been two weeks since Clay had moved in with him and everything had been going perfectly fine. That was until two days ago when Clay's heat hit and even though it wasn't as intense as it had been the first time, it was still intoxicating and driving Jason insane. All he wanted was to feel Clay's tight ass wrapped around his cock again. It was that desire that had brought Jason to the club tonight. He just needed to have sex in order to be able to keep his hands off of Clay. What they shared was a one-time thing and Jason wasn't going to jeopardize the progress they had made with Clay by letting his own primal urges get the better of him.
As he walked around the club, he saw a lot of good looking people, but none that really called to him. He knew that others would be in heat as well and they would be looking to get fucked as much as possible. It was why he came here, this was one of the clubs that catered to heats. You could have sex right in the middle of the room if you wanted to or you could use the bathrooms, back alley or pay to use one of the private rooms. Jason had been here a few times, but he preferred to have the same partners whenever he felt the need to have sex. Those partners weren't an option because they all moved on to have significant partners. Jason's eyes finally landed on a male Omega that was bouncing up and down practically with his need. It would appear he didn't see anyone that interested him or the opposite, he saw too many and didn't know where to start.
Jason approached him and he was attractive. He had short light brown hair, he was thin with just a hint of muscle. Jason could see he had blue eyes and was clean shaven. His mind couldn't help to see the similarities between this Omega and Clay. Jason wasn't stupid, he knew who his body wanted, but that was the one wolf he couldn't have. If he had to settle for a substitute, then that was fine by him. Jason approached the wolf and instantly he could see the desire flare up in his eyes. This wolf was more than interested in getting fucked by him.
"Out back, now." Jason growled and it made the wolf mewl.
"Yes Alpha."
Jason headed straight for the backdoor and he could feel the wolf practically pressing up against him with his desperate need. The second they were outside Jason was undoing his jeans and leaning back against the brick wall as he spoke.
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"Suck my cock, let's go."
Generally Jason would have made out with the guy first for a bit, but he wasn't looking to prolong this. He just wanted to get off and be able to go home and not end up fucking Clay. The Omega gave Jason a pleased smile at being ordered around and he quickly got down on his knees and he took Jason's cock in his mouth all the way down to his base. The Omega gave a greedy moan at the feel of Jason's massive cock within his mouth. Jason moaned at the sudden heat and he looked down to watch as the Omega worked his cock easily in his mouth. Jason's mind couldn't help but wonder though how good Clay's mouth would feel wrapped around his cock. Jason tried to force those thoughts aside and to just feel. Only his mind wouldn't stop picking up the differences. This Omega didn't smell anywhere near as delicious and intoxicating as Clay did. The blue eyes staring back at him were dull in comparison to the radiant sky blue eyes of Clay's wolf. Eyes that appeared right when he was about to cum, telling Jason that not only was Clay satisfied, but also his wolf.
Jason could feel his cock starting to go soft and he closed his eyes and tried to block it all out. He tried to focus on the sensation that this Omega was giving his all for him to feel. But his mind wouldn't stop thinking about Clay and before Jason knew it he was completely soft in the Omega's mouth. Jason gave a growl in frustration at his own body betraying him. He couldn't fuck Clay, but that appeared to be the only wolf that he wanted.
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Jason moved the Omega back away from him as he spoke. "Sorry, not feeling it tonight." He said, as he tucked himself back in.
"That's because your mind and body only want another Bitch. It's the only reason why you can't stay hard in my mouth, because I assure you, there isn't anyone better at sucking cock than me." The Omega said, as he stood back up, completely unoffended.
"He's not a bitch." Jason growled and the Omega held his hands up in surrender.
"I didn't mean anything by it. Only Omegas can call each other a bitch and it not be offensive. I was just simply saying that you only want him and only he will be able to satisfy you. It's not a bad thing. It just means that your wolf and his have a connection. He's gonna be feeling the exact same way. The next time his heat comes around, no one but you will be able to satisfy him and his heat, no matter how many wolves he gets fucked by. You should go see him. I'm sure he wants to see you just as badly as you want to see him. As for my fine ass, I got a whole club filled with Alphas that would love a turn." He said with a playful wink before he went back inside the club.
Jason had no idea what he was going to do, because the Omega was right. He only wanted Clay. The problem was, Clay was already going through his heat. He was nearing his peak and Jason had no idea what to do about it. If what the Omega had said was true, then Clay wanted him to have sex with him. But in order for Jason to find out, he would actually have to go to his home. The problem though, he didn't know if it would be the best idea. Even if both of their wolves wanted the other, they still worked together. He was still Clay's superior and that would make everything messy. Not to mention Clay's wolf was a real fucking wolf and he might not react the same was as Jason was. It was possible Clay didn't want him and Jason trying to impose anything could only ruin the very shaky trust he had built with Clay. Jason let out a sigh. This whole thing was a mess and now he was even more horny than when he started tonight. With no other choice, he started to walk around the outside of the club to get back to his truck. He had to go home and just hope he could resist Clay until his heat finally died back down.
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Jason couldn't stop pacing around his living room. He had been back home for an hour now and he hadn't been able to sit down. His whole house reeked of Clay's heat and it was driving him up the wall. His cock was so hard it hurt. He was not too proud to admit that he had already came three times. He had sat on the couch and jerked off as he listened to Clay's moans. Jason had a feeling Clay was in the spare bedroom with a sex toy up his ass and Jason was in a battle with his own wolf to stay in the living room and not go into that bedroom and pound the living hell out of Clay's ass. Even after cumming three times, Jason's cock was still hard and he felt completely unsatisfied. It was unlike anything Jason had ever felt before and he had no idea how he was going to be able to do this every month until Clay was able to be living on his own again.
Jason's legs brought him down the hallway and he couldn't help but stop and stand outside of Clay's closed bedroom door. His mind was screaming at him to move, but his body was refusing to listen. He could hear Clay's panting and moaning and Jason wished he could see what he was doing.
He heard Clay give a deep moan before he breathlessly spoke. "Jason, oh don't stop."
At those four words, all of Jason's self control finally snapped. He opened the bedroom door and his whole body was surging with desire as he saw Clay naked laying on top of his bed with his cock hard resting on his stomach. He had a vibrator in his ass and he was wiggling his hips trying to get more friction.
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Jason walked across the room and Clay gave him a smirk as he spoke. "It's about time you came in here."
"What?" Jason asked, surprised.
"I have better senses than you, remember? I've heard you for the past hour pacing around. I've heard you moaning as you jerked off and said my name." Clay gave a deep moan as he clenched the sheets as his pleasure spiked for a moment. "Get your damn clothes off and fuck me already." Clay demanded as his eyes flashed to his sky blue wolf ones and it made Jason growl at the sight.
Jason removed his clothes quickly before he got on the bed and placed himself over Clay. He wrapped his hand lightly around Clay's neck and Clay gave a needy moan at the feel as Jason spoke.
"That is the last order you give me in this bedroom Little Alpha. Do you understand?"
"Yes Alpha." Clay easily submitted.
"Good boy." Was all Jason said before he crushed his own lips against Clay's.
The second their lips touched, it was like fire. Jason had never felt anything like it. His whole body felt like it had been electrified and at the same time he felt this deep sense of warmth and peace. It was like the whole world disappeared and the only people left in that world was him and Clay. Clay hungrily kissed Jason back. He didn't know if he was any good at it, this had been his first kiss, but he was trying to keep up with Jason and mimic his own actions. When the need to breathe became too great, Jason pulled back before he spoke.
"I just realised, that was your first kiss wasn't it?"
"That bad?" Clay said with some insecurity filtering into his voice.
"Not at all. I think you need a couple more firsts."
Jason began to kiss his way down Clay's chest and stomach and when he reached his hard cock he ran his tongue along it. Clay gave a deep moan at the instant pleasure that overtook his body. Jason took Clay's cock into his mouth all the way down to his base as he slowly pushed the vibrator deeper into Clay's ass. Clay moaned and arched his back at the pleasure that was flooding his body. He couldn't believe how amazing it felt to have Jason's mouth on his cock. Clay clenched the sheets as Jason really started to pick up the pace on his mouth and the vibrator. Clay knew he wasn't going to last much longer. His whole body was too wound up and in need from his heat. He could already feel his orgasm building once again.
"I'm gonna." Clay started, but when he felt the vibrator hitting his sweet spot dead on, all he could do was give a loud moan as the pleasure skyrocketed.
Jason gave a soft growl, sending vibrations down Clay's cock as he took him down to his base and made sure to keep hitting his sweet spot. Clay saw stars and he felt his legs and stomach clench up as he gave a loud moan as he came hard down Jason's throat. Jason moaned at the sweet taste and easily swallowed everything that Clay had for him. Clay was still hard, but Jason had expected that. It was very common for Omegas in heat to stay hard for multiple rounds. The moans that were coming out of Clay's mouth were driving Jason insane. He pulled his mouth off and Clay gave a whimper at the loss of contact. Jason quickly turned Clay around though and he easily moved so he was up on his knees. Before Clay even knew what was happening Jason had pulled the vibrator out of him before he replaced it with his tongue. Clay gave a scream of pleasure as he felt Jason's tongue licking at his hole. His arms gave out and he put his head against his pillow.
"Fuck, you taste so sweet." Jason moaned, as he pushed his tongue into Clay's ass to get more of his sweet taste.
"Alpha." Clay moaned deeply as his whole body felt on fire.
Clay had no idea anything could feel this good. He had no idea he could ever feel this good. Clay could feel another orgasm coming on and Jason hadn't even touched him this time around. His whole body felt like all of his pleasure nerves were exposed and even something like breathing on him was enough to make him see stars. All too soon Clay's body was clenching up once again as he came hard with a deep moan that echoed off of the walls.
Feeling Clay's ass clench around his tongue was too much for Jason. His need to be buried deep inside of Clay's ass was too strong. Jason moved back and he lined his tip up with Clay's ass.
"You ready for me, my Little Alpha?" Jason asked, but he knew that Clay was more than ready.
"Fuck please." Clay eagerly begged, as he pushed his hips back to try and get Jason's cock into his ass.
Jason could feel Clay's desperate need. This was his first heat after having sex and Jason knew that it would still be intense. His body was still denied what it naturally craved every month, sometimes twice a month with how frequent Clay's heat started to come. It was possible he still also felt some level of pain as well. Jason bent forward and placed a few kisses along Clay's spine as he spoke.
"I got you Sunshine."
Jason sat back up and he slowly started to push in. He wanted to pound the hell out of Clay, but he had to go slow at first. The vibrator that Clay was using wasn't anywhere near as large as him and he didn't want to hurt Clay at all. Clay panted as each glorious inch of Jason's cock was pushed inside of him and he wanted more, he needed more. He needed to feel every inch that Jason had for him. He needed to feel him hitting his sweet spot and making him cum again. When Jason finally bottomed out they were both breathing heavily.
"It's gonna be hard and fast." Jason wanted, as he felt his resolve weakening. He also knew though that the next round could be a bit softer and allow them both to explore the other's body more. The first time they had sex, it was more clinical. This time around Jason was looking forward to exploring more of Clay's body.
"Don't hold back." Clay moaned, as he bit his bottom lip as he rocked his hips against Jason.
That was all Jason needed to hear before he was pulling out almost all of the way and slamming right back inside. Clay gave a scream as pleasure shot up his spine.
"Fuck, you feel so good. So tight and wet." Jason moaned, as he slammed right into Clay's sweet spot.
Clay couldn't help but scream in pleasure as his back arched. His body was trembling from the pleasure and he could already feel himself getting closer to yet another orgasm. His whole body was on fire with need and Jason knew exactly how to stoke the flames. Jason placed his hands on Clay's hips and started to truly slam into him. Both of them were moaning and all that could be heard within the room was skin slapping against each other and their pleasure. Jason could feel Clay's ass tightening around his cock and he knew he was going to cum once again. Jason was close himself and with Clay arching up once again as his cum shot out of him, that was enough to push Jason over the edge himself. They both gave a deep moan as Jason's hips snapped forward and he started to cum hard and deep inside of Clay. Clay moaned at the heat of Jason's cum coating his walls and he knew he was never going to get tired of that feeling.
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It was the next morning and Jason was sitting on his couch with the news on. He was feeling very good after last night, but he was worried about how well Clay was feeling about them having sex again. Jason was feeling very good about it and he was hoping that Clay would be open to making this a regular thing, at least until the day comes that he finds someone that he wants to date. The bedroom door opened and Jason couldn't help but smile at the sight of Clay. He was half awake and clearly exhausted. They had been up most of the night and Jason knew that a wolf in heat tended to be pretty tired on the downside of their heat.
"You ok Sunshine?" Jason asked, as Clay made his way over to the couch.
Clay sat down and Jason moved his right arm up and placed it on the back of the couch as Clay turned and placed his legs up on the couch and curled up against Jason's chest. Jason placed his arm around Clay's chest as Clay spoke.
"He won't settle."
"Your wolf?"
"Ya, it's been two weeks since he's been out. It's the longest he's been locked up since I first shifted." Clay was so tired and he was really hoping that being closer to Jason might help him to fall asleep.
"What does it feel like? With him having a harder time settling, what does that feel like to you?" Jason asked, hoping to learn more about how Clay's wolf affects him and what it felt like to have an active wolf within him.
"Kinda like anxiety. It makes it hard to settle down. I run every day in wolf form, sometimes twice a day. He's not used to being cooped up anymore."
"I'm sorry you can't run right now. That you have to keep him inside, but it's just us here. You can let him out in the house. I know it's not the same thing as going for a run in the woods and hunting, but he's more than welcome to be free in the house."
The last thing Jason wanted was for Clay or his wolf to feel like they couldn't be their true selves when they were around him. He wanted them both to feel comfortable around him and within his home. Before Clay was able to even comment back the news broadcaster's voice filled the room with breaking news.
"We have just been informed by the Chief of Police that we are reaching a record breaking level of murdered wolves. As many of you know our city for the past two weeks has been flooded with wolf Hunters all seeking to claim the last white wolf that has been spotted right here in Virginia Beach. There had been much speculation as to whether it was a wild white wolf or an Apex. It was confirmed that the white wolf was an Omega Apex and didn't appear to have a pack. The identity of this white wolf has not been released to anyone and it would appear that the Hunters don't have a name either. As of this morning the death count is up to twenty-eight within the past two weeks and it is expected to triple by the end of the next week. Out of those twenty-eight wolves three are Betas and one was even an Alpha protecting his mate. The Hunters are making it very clear that they will kill anyone that stands in their way or tries to protect the white wolf. The Chief of Police is urging people to lock their doors and stay safe while they work on rounding up the Hunters. They would also like to make a plea to the white wolf, if he or she is watching to turn yourself into any police station where you will be placed within protective custody. You will be protected so you can one day have children and give the gift of more white wolves to the world. If you are watching, please go to the police, if not for yourself, then for your future children."
The woman's voice was cut off as Jason turned the television off. He didn't know how Clay felt about any of this or about having children one day and he didn't want him to feel guilted into coming out to the world. The Hunters weren't going to stop once they got their hands on him. They were going to continue to attack other wolves in town regardless of Clay being alive or dead.
"I wonder if people would care so much about my life if they knew I couldn't have children." Clay said with a small sigh.
"Clay, you can have children."
Jason had assumed that Clay knew that and he had made the choice to be in the military knowing that he could have children one day. Knowing that he was risking dying before he could have a child. He didn't even think about the possibility that Clay wasn't aware that he had eggs.
"No I can't. I don't have any of the parts."
"Baby, you have all of the internal parts and eggs. After you were captured, Trent did an ultrasound to make sure you weren't bleeding internally. He saw that you had all the right parts inside of you and eggs. You can have children if you want."
Clay was shocked by that. He had grown up believing that any chance of having a child was completely out the window, even if he had been able to find a wolf that he could trust enough to have sex with. He didn't think he had any of the internal parts needed, much less any eggs. It should have made him happy, but it only brought more sadness, because it still wasn't possible even if he had what was needed to carry a baby.
"It doesn't matter, I still can't have children. I don't have any of the external parts. Or have you not noticed?"
Jason had to actually think about that for a moment. They have had sex on two occasions now, but he never really noticed or thought about what parts Clay had. He just knew his ass felt amazing and it was that simple. Now that he was thinking about it, Clay was right, he didn't have a vagina and without one, he wouldn't be able to get pregnant. Not in the traditional sense at least.
"You have all of the internal parts though Clay. You could use a surrogate, or you could do IVF and carry the baby then have a c-section to deliver. If you wanted kids, you could have them."
Clay didn't know what to think about all of this. He had accepted the fact that he would never have children. It was why he went into the Navy, he wanted to do some good in this world and with not being able to have children, he might as well try and save as many people, as many children, as he could. He didn't even think of the possibility that he could have the internal parts and it wasn't like he could go to the doctors to get checked out. Even if he could get pregnant or have a surrogate, he would be giving birth to white wolves, wolves that might come out white like he did and that would put them at risk of being hunted.
"It doesn't matter. I won't risk them being born as white wolves. Children aren't in the cards for me, I made peace with that a long time ago." Clay said, with sadness edging his voice and Jason could tell he didn't truly make peace with it, but he wasn't about to push. Clay had enough going on right now, he didn't need more on his plate.
The sound of Clay's cell phone going off caused Clay to give a whine as he knew he would need to get up and go back into the bedroom to get it. Jason placed a kiss to the top of Clay's head before he spoke. "I got it."
Clay moved just enough for Jason to be able to get up before he curled more into the back of the couch with his eyes closed. Jason couldn't help but smile. He knew that some wolves after their heat could be really rundown and feeling a bit achy. He also knew it would pass soon enough and Clay would be back to his energized self once he got some sleep. He headed into the bedroom and grabbed Clay's cell to see that it was Derek calling him.
"Hayes." Jason said, as he answered the phone knowing that Clay wouldn't care.
"Jason? Where's Clay?" Derek asked, clearly confused as to why Jason would be answering Clay's cell phone.
"He's in the shower. He crashed here last night after we watched the game. What's going on?"
Jason knew that everyone thought Clay was an Alpha, but Jason couldn't help but be a bit protective of Clay. He didn't want anyone thinking that something was going on between them, not unless Clay was ok with it. He also didn't want Derek thinking that Clay had to be protected right now. There was no reason other than the white wolf for Clay to be in need of protection and anyone finding out that Clay was the white wolf right now would only increase the odds of the Upper Brass finding out the truth and Jason had no idea what would happen when they did. He knew he was going to do everything he could to protect Clay from the fall out, but he had no idea how bad it would all be, not until the hammer finally fell.
"His apartment has been broken into and trashed. I just got back from an Op and saw the door kicked in. Thankfully he wasn't here last night."
"Fuck. We're on our way." Jason practically growled before he ended the call.
This was the last thing they needed right now. If his place had been broken into and trashed, that meant that someone got Clay's name being connected to the white wolf. They might not know he's the white wolf, they could suspect he was helping to protect it, either way, it was a shitshow and the last thing they needed.
"What is it?" Clay asked, as he slowly moved, knowing that he was going to be going without sleep right now.
"That was Derek, someone broke into your place and trashed it."
"Shit." Clay said, as he slowly stood up. He knew this wasn't going to end well and it was only adding to the pile of shit that was going to explode. All he could do was take it one step at a time and try to prepare as best as he could for when the Upper Brass would inevitably discover him.
"I know. Let's go check it out and then we can try and figure something out. I'll let Blackburn know as well." Jason knew this wasn't going to be good, but all they could do was put out the fires as they popped up.
They both made quick work of getting dressed and by the time they got into Jason's truck and headed over to Clay's apartment Clay seemed a bit more awake and aware of his surroundings. The second they arrived at the building they headed up and saw Derek standing in Clay's living room.
"Holy fuck." Jason growled, as he took in the apartment.
He had seen it briefly two weeks ago when he came with Clay for him to grab some clothes. It had been very clean and organized. The one wall to the left of the door was filled with books upon books. All of those books were now on the floor and Jason knew that was going to bother Clay far more than the broken TV or any of the broken furniture in the apartment.
"It's bad. Who would do this?" Derek demanded, just as angry as Clay and Jason.
"His psycho ex most likely. We didn't think she would make good on any of her threats. Apparently, she was serious." Jason easily lied. He didn't know if anyone knew that Clay was gay or not, but he wasn't about to let that cat out of the bag. If Clay wanted to share that, then he was more than welcome to, but it wasn't going to be a secret that Jason exposed. It wasn't that it would be a big deal. A lot of wolves will date both men and women. Most wolves are attracted to the connection they feel with another person's wolf and that made gender irrelevant. Still, Jason wasn't going to expose Clay without having that conversation with him first.
"Shit. Do you want me to call the police?" Derek offered.
"No, it's fine, I'll do it." Clay said, because he wasn't going to be reporting this to anyone.
"We got it from here. You go and see your girl." Jason said with a warm smile.
"You sure? I don't mind helping you clean up." Derek offered, not looking to stick the guys with this mess.
"We're sure. You just got back. Go see your mate." Clay said with a warm smile.
"Ok, but come get me if you need any help." Derek said, before he headed out and Clay closed his front door behind him.
"They either know who you are or they suspect that you are helping the white wolf." Jason said, as Clay bent down and started to pick up his books.
"Most likely thinking I am the white wolf. There's nothing that I can think of that would have someone believe that I was helping the white wolf. The trick is, it could have come from Ash or it could have come from Reyes. If he got a call out to someone over the past two weeks, he could have mentioned me to someone."
"I agree. I think they have figured out it is you and it is only a matter of time before the Upper Brass hears about it." Jason wasn't happy about any of this, but there wasn't anything he could do about it either. It was the worst position to be in for him, because he hated feeling useless and right now that was exactly what he was.
"There's nothing we can do, but wait for the explosion. They didn't cause any damage to my books though. Looks like they just wanted to make a mess to send a message." Clay said, completely relieved that his books weren't destroyed. They were the only things that he cherished and spent good money on. They were his escape from the harsh reality of his life and his past.
"That's good." Jason simply said, as he bent down and started to help pick up the books. The noose was closing in on them, but Jason was determined to be there for Clay through it all, no matter how bad things got.