A/N I hope everyone could forgive me for bailing out on you guys and left you hanging! My life has been REALLY hectic and I no longer have time for myself. :/ I try so hard to write chapters, but I've written up to Chapter 27 till now. It's a good chapter, probably not my best, but a lot is going to happen next chapter! I'll try try try to update by next week! Please forgive me!
Bella-swan1: If you love sweet, you'll love this chapter! She'll find out SOON promise! I understand! I'm a junior and my homework is piling! You should update soon though, I love your stories. 3 Also, I love how your always the first to review my chapters! Thank you so so much for being a loyal reader!
Carmen: I'm glad you love my chapter! I should have Lilly and Shane sing! I thought the tension was pretty funny too. Hehe. I realized that it was perfect for it too! Omg.
Hadley: I'm glad it's your favorite! :D I love writing for everyone and I love hearing how much you enjoy it! I'm sorry about your laptop. L Hopefully all goes well!
KIBM: hehe, I love getting shout outs too! That little girl, you'll be seeing her very soon! There will also be a love triangle and baby daddy drama. I'm thinking of a sequel so a lot of drama is going to drag onto there!
Disclaimer: I don't own Hannah Montana, nor do I own the Jonas Brothers.
3 more months later
Dear diary,
Life has been hectic. You can't imagine what it's like to be me everyday, even though you do get a glimpse of it. Miley's hormones have been raging like crazy lately, having me run around for her cravings in the middle of the night. Mom's barely ever home anymore. She's dating someone, I think. Nalex has been inseperable and I'd greatly appreciate it if I didn't have to see it every time at the table. Same with Maddie and Jason, even though they're the more romantic couple. Shane and I? Well... You can say that we've been good, really good. Life couldn't get any better. But I don't want to jinx it just yet.
xoxo Lilly
Miley waddled down the basement stairs with a jar of pickles. The friends were having one of their infamous movie days at Lilly's again. Miley was now 6 months pregnant, which meant Shane and Lilly have been dating for 6 months now. The couples all sat with their significant other, enjoying the company.
"Jeez Miley, we don't know whether you're pregnant or a tad chubby because of all those pickles," Nate teased. Lilly gave Nate a death glare when Miley whimpered. Lilly reached over and smacked him, while Alex giggled, kissing that area.
"I'M FAT," Miley wailed. Shane rolled his eyes, as everyone glared at Nate. Her hormones were crazy lately and she cried over the littlest things.
"Miles honey, you're not fat at all! You're glowing! Nathaniel over there is just being inconsiderate," Maddie comforted the sobbing Miley. Jake had his arms wrapped protectively around her.
"Hey!" Nate protested. Miley's sadness soon turned to anger.
"Nathaniel! YOU BIG HEADED CURLY HAIRED FREAK! LET ME ATTA HIM!" Miley shouted, jumping up to her feet. The friends stifled their laughter as Nate whimpered behind Alex.
"Her anger sure does get the best of her," Shane whispered to Lilly. The two had just said their first "I love you" to each other on their six month anniversary. Which was the week before.
Flashback
Shane and Lilly laid on the blanket, staring at the night sky. They had a picnic earlier for their 6 month anniversary and now they were gazing at the stars. Shane would shyly look over at her every once and awhile. Turning away from her when she turned to look at him. 6 months into the relationship, yet everyday felt the first.
Shane's heart pounded against his chest, today was THE day. No, he wasn't going to propose, but it was the day he'd finally admit it. He moved his arm, so it wrapped around Lilly's shoulders, pulling her closer to him. She looked at him, with the same twinkle in her eye. As he gazed into them, he felt himself being pulled in to them. Her eyes resembled the sky above them and it was an image Shane could never forget. He smiled at her as she gaze him a hazey dreamy look.
He leaned in and captured her in a loving kiss. He tightened his grip around her, while she rolled on top of him. She ran her hands through his tousled hair, while his hands ran up and down her body. She gently bit his lip, earning a groan from him.
"I love you," he whispered when she pulled away. A look of surprised washed over herself, it resembled a deer caught in front of headlights.
"Wh..what?" She stammered. She heard what he said, she just didn't think she heard right. His hopeful smile soon turned into a small frown.
"I love you," he replied dejectedly, sitting up and turning the other way. The two sat quietly in an awkward silence. Lilly silently slapping herself, knowing that she's hurting. She felt the same way, but she didn't expect Shane to say it before she did. Her body was in shock, yet she was gleeful at the same time. Shane sat quietly beating himself up, thinking now that it was too early to say that.
"Stupid, stupid, stupid," he muttered under his breath. He felt a warm hand touched his shoulder and froze. He slowly turned to face Lilly, tears streaming down her face.
"I love you too," she whispered softly before pulling him into a another deep kiss. They laid there, side by side, gazing at the stars.
End Flashback
The couple laughed as they watched Miley chase after Nate, who was still hiding behind Alex. Jason and Maddie watched humorously as the young man ran around the room. Jake pulled Miley back, with her protesting this.
"No, let me at him," she shouted as she reached out to Nate. Then the sound of a cell phone erupted through out the room. Miley and Lilly sat up stiffly. The two recognize the ringtone as the one they had set for Robby Ray. Their boyfriends looked alert as they felt the mood change within the room. Miley slowly reached for her phone and answered.
"Hello..?" She asked a bit bitterly. She put it on speaker phone and stared at it.
"Miles?" His thick souther drawl evident. He was quiet, almost whispering. Lilly moved from her position and sat beside Miley.
"What do you want?" She snapped.
"Miles I -"
"You can't call my Miles, only family and close friends."
"Miley Rae, I am your father!" He shouted outrageously.
"Yeah? Well dads don't kick their daughters out while she's fucking pregnant," she shouted back
"Do not talk to me in that tone and language," he warned her.
"No dad. You don't talk to me like that. I've been out of your house for what? Almost 7 months now? Who the fuck do you think you are calling me up now!" She demanded angrily. Everyone sat, extremely quiet. No one had ever seen her so angry. Lilly gently hugged her as she noticed the tears threatening to fall from her best friend's eyes. Alex and Maddie joined them as well.
"Miley Rae Stewart... I - I thought I raised you better than this," he said softly.
"You taught me to stand up for what I think is right. I think keeping this baby is the right thing!" She retorted, huffing.
"I - I know. I understand that.. It was just such a shock..."
"Tell me. How?"
"You're my baby girl... I just didn't want to lose you, but I ended up doing it to myself. You know how hard raising a child is? Here I am, at this age and I can't even raise my child... How can you handle it at the age of 16?"
"I've grown up being the best I can be, just like you wanted me to dad. Isn't that what you told me to do? You didn't mess me up. You didn't raise me wrong. Sweet nibblets dad. I chose to have sex, I chose to have this baby, and all I wanted was for you to accept it," she replied quietly, her tears now falling freely.
"I know that now Miley..."
"Why'd you do it...kick me out? You didn't even try talking to me," she sobbed, collapsing into Jake's arms.
"I..I was just so angry. I didn't try talking to you because I was so embarrassed with myself. I knew the way I acted was unnecessary and thanks to Heather, I see it now. That woman sure knows how to talk some sense into me," he replied with a small chuckle at the end. Miley smiled, and let out a bubbly giggle.
"I miss you bud."
"I miss you too daddy. I have to go now, we're having a movie night..."
"Alright bud. Come home later and we can talk, alright? I mean...you don't have to move back, but I just want to see you. Maybe drink some Loco Hot coco," he laughed.
"Yeah daddy, I love you, bye," Miley softly set her phone down and smiled. Then she burst into tears as she flung herself onto Jake. Pregnant hormones.
Jake brought her outside, while the other couple stayed inside, wondering what to do next.
"I want to kick so Russo butt on Guitar Hero," Nate exclaimed as he stood up and headed for the game console.
"Bring it, Gray!"
Maddie and Jason stood up together and walked over to Shane and Lilly. They told them that they were going to spend some alone time upstairs and then head to the beach. Shane made a raunchy comment, earning a smack from Lilly.
"So what are we going to do," Shane asked as he laid his head on Lilly's lap.
"Let's go to my room," she said as she pulled him up.
"Whoa there, calm down," he teased. She laughed and shoved him lightly. The two went into Lilly's room and laid down comfortably on her bed.
"I love you," he whispered as they laid on the bed. He had his arms tightly and protectively wrapped around her waist.
"I love you too," she sighed softly as she snugged closer into his body. They laid there, Shane unconsciously playing with her hair, and Lilly playing with his hand. She looked up and captured his lips with her's. The kiss grew more passionate as it got deeper. Shane had flipped Lilly around, so she was laying below her. She didn't break the kiss as she reached down to pull his shirt over his head. He pulled away, looking at her for a second.
"Are...are you sure?" He whispered heavily as he panted. She nodded her head and pulled him into another kiss.
The Next Morning
The sun shined through the window, causing Shane to wake up. He sat up and realized what had happened last night. He looked around him and saw the discarded clothes. He looked at the tiny blonde beside him, wearing his oversized t-shirt. He smiled to himself and leaned down to kiss her. Her eyes fluttered open and her blue eyes met with his brown ones.
"Good morning," she said groggily as she sat up.
"Good morning beautiful," he sang as he pulled her close to him.
"God I'm so sore," she groaned as she scratched her head. He looked at her with a sly smile causing her to blush furiously.
"I guess I'm just that great."
"Shut up Shane! I wasn't even talking about... that," she mumbled as she threw a pillow at him. He laughed and leaned over to kiss her. He watched as she slowly pulled off her ring and handed it to him.
"Uhm... Here," she said shyly. He smiled and placed the purity ring he had bought in place for the other one. He had replaced it, with Lilly's knowledge of course. She raised an eyebrow at him, but slipped it onto her chain anyways.
"Do you...regret it?" He asked softly, realizing the tension in the room.
"No its not that," she laughed as she waved a dismissive hand.
"Then what?"
"Its just...you technically didn't lose your virginity to me. So is it right for me to keep your ring?" He gave her a strange look and pulled her close.
"Lils... I know I made a mistake, but I love you. When I did it with Miley, it meant nothing at all and if I could... I would completely take it back. I know I was stupid, but you can't use that against me forever," he said softly as he looked into her eyes.
"I'm sorry, Lils. For every ounce of pain I've caused you. I promise I won't ever hurt you. I won't ever make you cry anymore." By now, Lilly had tears streaming down her face as she smiled softly at him.
"I love you so much Shane," she cried as she threw her arms around him.
"I love you so much Lilly..."
