I noticed something… this is like, turning into a song fic…but we'll fix that in due time. I'm sorry for the kind of long chapter. I'll make the next few shorter for easier reading okay?

Lilly-not really, changing my name was a safety thing in case they go on the site. Because I write it out first before typing it… so yeah…

I do not own Gakuen Alice

Enjoy…

"Why…? Why do you hide everything you know inside until you have no choice but to say it out loud?"

Mikan had her bangs covering her eyes. "I guess that's just me, ne? Wanting to enjoy myself to the fullest…it's kind of selfish if you think about it though." She smirked and walked back to the dorm.

"Mikan, I want you to know that what I said the day befre Hyuuga's birthday, it remains the same. See you in the battlefiled, kaze neko."

Chapter 5

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Mikan went back to her room and changed into a tight black shirt and black tights. She put on black boots which concealed a knife in the right one. Mikan took up her mask put it on and stalked out of her room. On her way out, she met with a certain fire caster.

"Where are you going?"

"I-I'm sorry Natsume, it's for your own good. I don't want you to be involved." Mikan touched Natsume's forehead and he fell to the ground.

"Smart choice kaze neko." Persona stood there a smirk on his face.

Mikan sighed and muttered, "Oh just shut up."

"Go now kaze neko. I will not allow you to fail this mission. No matter how much you pity the boy."

A chill ran down Mikan's spine. "Pity… that's a very interesting word you got there Persona but I can tell you this, I for one, feelsno pity for that boy at all."

Persona's smirk widened even more and Mikan disappeared. When Mikan teleported to the AAO headquarters, she was instantly surrounded by men. She started taking them all down one after another. Once she was done with them, she walked straight into the door without even caring if the alarm went off.

"Mikan, what a surprise seeing you here."

"Reo… What are you doing here?"

"What? Don't you want to see me darling?" Reo took out daggers.

"Ugh, why does every guy have to claim some weird name on me?"

"Don't like me calling you darling? Then, what about… sweetheart?"

"Sorry, already taken."

Mikan walked up to him. Dodging every stab he tried to land on her. She kicked away the daggers once she was close enough and pulled his shoulder down making him fall to his knees. Mikan smirked Idiotic girl. She should stop smirking. She doesn't even know that I'm just a decoy. Mikan's smirk widened. She placed her hand on his head. She closed her eyes and exhaled. When she opened them again, they were blood red. "Now…" Mikan said with a sadistic smile. "Die."

"You were never good at listening to instructions Kei." Mikan turned around.

"I have no regrets dying. Knowing that at least I'm not being killed by a totally heartless person, that alone puts me at ease. At least I'll be remembered."

Mikan let out a blue wave. It didn't hurt anyone in anyway but it did do something. After a few seconds, Mikan pulled out a dagger. She nullified it and stabbed Keitaro with it. He winced in pain. Mikan walked up to him.

"Sayronara, Keitaro." Mikan kissed him on the lips and he fell lifeless. Mikan burned him to ashes.

(A/N: Has anyone who's reading this watched the show 'Elektra'? Well if you have, try imagining Mikan as that girl that killed people by kissing them. (I can't remember her name I watched the movie a long time ago one Saturday afternoon when I was 7 I think.)(Yes, I know that the movie is rated but I watched Billy Elliot when I was like, 4 and that show had a hell lot of fucks in it.))

Mikan walked out of the building as it exploded into bits. Making sure that most of the people that were still in there were dead and gone.

Academy

"Kaze neko, I suggest that you go back to your dorm and rest as much as you can. The ESP wants to meet you tomorrow." Mikan nodded and teleported back to the room.

Mikan's room

"So, it was a mission huh, love?"

Really, every damned guy! Mikan mentally cursed.

"I'm sorry; please leave my room right now."

"What if I don't agree? What do you have to say to that?" Natsume took a step towards Mikan.

Mikan took a step back. "Do you know anything about this?" Natsume held up a rainbow/multi-coloured stone that was threaded into a sliver string which made it into a necklace. "I found it sitting on my bed the day you and those people from the AAA came to the academy." Natsume eyed Mikan making sure to spot any sort of emotion that would come from her.

"No, I don' know anything of it." Mikan lied. "Now, I would like it very much if you left my room and stop trying to pin me against the wall."

Natsume gave up. He turned away and jumped out the window to the tree to his own room. Once he was out sight, Mikan fell to the ground clenching her side gasping for air. A blue light glowed from her hand and her breathing started becoming stable again. She went into her bathroom washed up and changed into her brown shorts and a pink tank top. When Mikan was on her bed, she looked at the clock, how wonderful, 4a.m. on Boxing Day and I haven't had a wink of sleep. Mikan grabbed a pillow and shoved it on her head. She groaned and slowly drifted to sleep.

Morning 0900

Mikan was walking towards the ESP's office. She knocked on the door two times. A 'come in' was heard and Mikan walked into the room.

"Sweetheart, don't worry I'm not going to keep you very long and you're not in trouble. I'm here to praise you on your recent mission. It was extremely well done. So I would like to give you no missions for two weeks. Please enjoy it as much as you can." The ESP grinned and told Mikan that she could take her leave.

Afternoon 1330

Mikan was in the bookstore listening to her iPod trying to get some sleep unaware that someone was watching her. Mikan's eyes shot open only to be met with two crimson orbs staring into her eyes. It took Mikan a minute to notice how close their faces were. She could feel his breath and he could feel hers. She instantly jerked backwards causing her head to be hit due to the bookshelf behind her. Mikan closed her eyes and winced in pain. Only to find that, when she opened her eyes again, Natsume was gone. She stood up and started looking around but couldn't see him anywhere. I couldn't have dreamt it… could I? Mikan walked out of the bookstore changing the song on her iPod.

Come on Mikan, the faster you admit it, the better.

31 December

"Mikan! Come on! It's New Years Eve! They're having a class party!" Robin squealed.

"I thought we weren't into New Years."

"We weren't but it's a class party to both of us figured all three of us should go and we don't even have to wear school uniforms." Katie stated simply.

"Fine just wait for me outside my room 10 minutes before the party starts." Robin and Katie grinned and walked out of Mikan's room.

1845 Fifteen Minutes Before Class Party

"And you are asking me this only now why?" Natsume's stoic voice asked the emotionless inventor.

"For one reason and only one reason Hyuuga, Sakura Mikan is going this time. I mean haven't you been wondering why her bathroom light is on and you can hear the water running the past few minutes?"

Natsume looked towards Mikan's room.

"Catch you later at the party Hyuuga. Please remember to bring her present while you're at it. I know you have one ready." Hotaru walked away.

1900

The class party had just started and everyone was already enjoying themselves. A few people in the class wanted to play truth of dare so everyone in the class ended up sitting in one big circle, even Natsume and Mikan. They turned an empty drink bottle. It went round and round and soon, it landed on…Mikan. A few people in the class gasped, others grinned and the rest looked frightened.

"Mikan, truth or dare?" Imai Hotaru asked taking out her video camera.

"…Dare."

Hotaru looked at Katie, Katie looked at Robin, Robin looked at Nonoko, Nonoko looked at Anna and Anna nodded her head.

"Kiss Natsume/Hyuuga."

"What?" Mikan almost chocked.

"You heard us Mikan, kiss Natsume."

Mikan gulped and turned side ways to Natsume, who was sitting next to her. Natsume, who had a smirk on his face, was fairly happy. Mikan stared into Natsume's eyes. She moved towards Natsume's face. It was like fire melting chocolate. Natsume's eyes held regret and longing while Mikan's held pain and sorrow even though you couldn't see it. Mikan was going to kiss Natsume's cheek but before her lips could reach his face, he turned causing them to kiss each other on the lips.

Natsume – bold + italic

Mikan – italic

It felt soft

She was ever so gentle

It felt like he was missing something, needing something

It was like she was pouring out all the pain

It was nothing I have ever felt before

It reminds me of the past

Natsume deepened the kiss causing Mikan to gasp giving his tongue entrance into her mouth. His tongue explored her mouth leaving no place untouched by him. 20 seconds had passed; Mikan pushed Natsume away breaking the kiss. She stared at him with confusion and guilt in her eyes. She shook her head slowly as if trying to think straight before disappearing into thin air. She appeared behind her room door. (as in she's in her room) She fell to the ground back leaning against the door eyes closed silently crying.

2356

"Mikan, open up."

There was silence. Robin opened the door to find Mikan lying on the floor asleep. Dried tears on her face. Robin grinned. She took out an alice stone and touched Mikan. In a second, they were in a classroom surrounded by all their classmates who had stopped whatever they were doing now looking at the two. Mikan jerked up suddenly and started glaring at Robin. Mikan looked around and her eyes landed on a fire caster. He was standing next to Ruka. Natsume looked at Mikan. Their eyes locked.

"5…4…3…2…1… HAPPY NEW YEAR!" Everyone in the class shouted as fireworks went up in the sky.

A projector in the middle of the class room came alive and on a blank wall was a countdown. "3…2…1!"

"Happy birthday to you…Happy birthday to you…Happy birthday to Mikan,…Happy birthday to you! Tanjoubi omedetou Mikan!"

Mikan was still staring at Natsume, now confused. She didn't know what was going on anymore. Katie drew her attention away from Natsume.

"Mikan, come here to the table. Here, are the presents from everyone in the class." Mikan stared at the present filled table. "Well go on Mikan! Open them!"

A present on the table caught her eye. It was a pink pouch tied together with golden strings. Inside was a black box. Mikan reached for the pouch and untied the strings. The class was quietly watching as she took out the black box and opened it. Inside the black box, the first thing that caught her eye was a chocker with a Sakura petal as the pendent. She smiled. The next thing in the box, was a beautiful crimson stone with a single sliver chain threaded through it. Her smile now covered half her face. She closed the box and put it back into the pink pouch and tucked it into her jacket pocket.

"What was inside?" One of her classmate asked as everyone could not see what was in the box as she held it closely to her.

Mikan shook her head and smiled. She turned towards Natsume. "Thanks." She whispered.

The next present she took, was wrapped in purple paper. On top of the paper, was written, 'Have Fun Idiot.' In bright orange. Mikan slowly tore off the purple wrapping paper to see a box. She opened the box and there was, a baka gun with instructions on how to use it. Mikan grinned. She glanced at the instructions and picked up the gun. She looked around the class, looking for their homeroom teacher, Narumi. When she found him, he looked like a frightened three year old. Mikan fired the gun with glee. Narumi was slammed into the wall and Mikan blew the smoke that came from the gun off.

"I always wanted to do that." Mikan grinned while the rest of the class sweat dropped.

When Mikan was going on to the 10th present, Anna's to be exact, a voice rang in her head. Mikan, you're smiling too much! If he finds out... Mikan dropped Anna's present even before she opened it. Everyone gasped. Mikan stared into thin air with her mouth wide open.

"Mikan…?" Anna asked. It was her gift Mikan dropped after all.

Images of people suffering at Persona's hands. Natsume coughing up blood. "You can say byebye to them…one by one." Nonoko bleeding. Ruka panting. "It would be you're fault." Hotaru in the hospital. Robin screaming bloody murder. "Everyone will blame you." Anna unconscious. Yuu injured. "You caused their death." Permy crying in pain. Katie yelling for mercy. "You would've hurt your precious friends."

(A/N: The previous paragraph is all in her head.)

"No…" Mikan was breathing heavily. "No…" Mikan shut her eyes. "It won't happen…" Mikan clutched her head.

"What's happening to her?" Ruka asked.

"Naru, do something!" Hotaru screamed at the teacher.

Narumi shook his head.

The door opened. A man with a white mask came into the room with a stoic face. He looked around. His eyes landed on Mikan. He walked towards her. He bent down wanting to pick her up but before he could someone interrupted him.

"Where are you bringing her?" Natsume asked eyes full of hatred.

"Where I am going to bring her is none of your concern Natsume."

He picked Mikan and left the room of students.

1 Day Later

"Students, today, one the first day of school, we have a new student!" Narumi announced

A girl with jet black shoulder length hair and crimson eyes walked into the room. She wore her uniform in her own special way, her tie was not tied the first few buttons of her shirt was undone.

"Watashi Kimiko Hyuuga."

Uh oh…. :) Reviews are appreciated! I don't really mind if you start ranting to me about how the story is bad, or good. I don't really mind, but try to make it as short and sweet as possible yeah?