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Chapter 2

Naomi

I lay there awake looking up at my ceiling, a beautiful red head by my side blissfully sleeping.

It had been two weeks since Freddie's funeral and everyone was still shaken up that he was dead and now lay 6 feet under the ground it was a reality check bringing us all back to our depressing, dull lives were nothing goes right for anyone in Bristol.

It was hard to go back to normality since cook had been staying with me, Emily and mum. He moped around all day not saying a word and smoking 40 a day escaping back to the small room we were letting him stay in after lunch, dinner and tea.

He was grateful to mum for feeding him and letting him stay but he just didn't have the spirit any more to do anything.

"Morning you" Emily said cheekily

"You're awake" I yawned and smiled

She stroked my cheek, Things between me and Emily had been great once more after my declare for her love, For a while I thought we were over I didn't know what was going on between us she went out partying every night and I would stay home and get drunk of my face we both were trying to forget the tension between each other and of course she was trying to punish me; which I deserved.

I finally grew a pair of balls and chased after my true love, what if I had just let her go without me trying to fight for her back I would of lost her.

"You making breakfast then hunny" Emily assumed sweetly

"I am afraid we only have time for toast cooks to be in court in an hour" I reminded her

"Oh shit! Is today cooks important day; I totally forgot" She said as she got up and started brushing her hair in the mirror

"I am afraid so" I informed her sitting up on the bed with the warmth of the covers on me.

She was worried for cook as she knew he was going to be put in jail for a long time; we both knew. The beating the crap out of that poor kid at the party, Also half killing john smith and as well the selling of the MDMA… but that was my fault and I was letting cook my close mate take the blame was it really right of me?

He insisted to me it was okay that he owed me but I wasn't persuaded by that, Emily wouldn't want me to admit up to it and be locked up I couldn't stand being apart from her for very long and me in jail…HA I wouldn't survive.

I got up of the bed stretching my arms in the air then I went over to where Emily was and wrapped my arms round her, I looked at the both of us in the mirror; were so perfect. I couldn't leave all this could I? But I couldn't let cook take the blame either.

"Naomi we don't have time, we need to be there for cook" she moaned trying to get out of my grip I just held tighter, she smiled.

I kissed her shoulder blade making my way up, next her neck then her jaw line then her ear as I nibbled at it teasingly she turned round and faced me and placed a kiss on my lips; too short for my likening then she managed to wriggle out from my arms

"Now go wake cook will you?" she whispered in my ear as she tapped my cheek to hurry me along

As she walked of I grabbed her hand and dragged her back embracing her with my lips and slipping my tongue into her mouth she didn't struggle to get away she relaxed as I held her once again in my arms.

Cook

I sat up on the bed; my arms folded leaning on my upright knees, dreading the day ahead of me. It was all so difficult trying to keep strong when you have nobody, I mean I had Naomi and Emily, Effy and Katie and even JJ when he actually wants to be with me who would I am a dick. They all have someone; but I don't.

There was a knock on the bedroom door I looked up it was Naomi peering through it

"Hey cook" cheerfully she said" Just wanted to make sure you were up, big day today"

"Yep" I replied biting my bottom lip, I didn't want to show her how terrified I truly was it was scary shit.

"It'll be okay Cook Emily and I will be watching in the stand, were here for you, don't think you have to do this alone" she spoke reassuring me

I nodded at her I didn't have much to say, never do nowadays I wish I could tell her how scared I am, how much I wanted to not be alone, how I just wanted to run away but I couldn't I had to be brave, keep my cool

"Cook I need to speak to you" she claimed as she came and sat by me. It was as if all the joy had suddenly disappeared in her face; she seemed serious

"I don't think I can let you go through with this, letting you take the blame for the MDMA" she admitted to me

Oh no not this again, it was my fault I gave her the drugs why couldn't she get that into her head

Naomi carried on speaking "It's just its not right of me or fair to you if you get put in jail for it and i…."

"Don't" I ordered, stopping her from finishing her sentence. She had been good to me, a close mate of mine and I owed it to her

"my life is already so messed up, I am not going to take you down with me, you're going to go far in life and a criminal record won't help you get there will it now, your just being silly Naomikins" I insisted I didn't want her feeling guilty about it all

"But cook this was my doing and you're paying the time for it when I should be" She pleaded

"Naomi, think of Emily and how hurt she would be, and what about your mum don't disappoint her and university you need to go to Goldsmiths!" I explained, carrying on "you have all this right here so why would you want to lose it all, I have nothing to lose it will do me some good to be locked away from life for a while" I told her.

"But I'll be disappointing myself if I let you go through with this" Naomi stuttered

I lay back onto the bed and so did Naomi we lay in silence for a few long minuets

"I don't need you to do this for me Cook" She stated

"No… but I need to do this for myself" I stammered

"Okay" she answered taking my hand as we relaxed on the bed. It felt good when she touched me as if I was worth something, it made the day ahead less horrifying it made me feel like I could get through all of this

Karen

I stood there as the water drizzled down, my skin tensing when the water hit it with its warmth spray. I didn't want to move I had positioned myself under the shower head it was so relaxing just to feel the touch of something.

I put my face into my hands thinking of cook and his court case today

Should I go?

Did cook really need me he had Naomi, Emily, JJ and Effy by his side I was still angry at him annoyed at how he didn't give a shit about anyone, how he didn't give a shit about Freddie.

Locking the mental case up for a while wouldn't be so bad give things some time to calm down a bit, after all it was all his fault beating up that person at the party heard that was nasty, killing Sophia well supplying the drugs so she had the courage to kill herself and beating the fuck out of john that was the best thing cook had ever done, after all he deserved it for killing my brother he deserved a lot worse than cooks wrath, Cook was so violent he needed to start getting a grip of life he was already behind.

His court case was in 45 minutes so I had to think quickly whether to turn up

Freddie would of probably of wanted me to be there since it was his best mate and I had known cook since I was a little girl I had a crush on him in those good old days of childhood, cringe for likening cook, I call them the good old days as those were when nothing mattered my biggest problems were persuading my parents to buy me the brand new Barbie doll or to get the sugar coated cereal instead of the healthy shit. If I got bullied I would tell Freddie and he would beat the shit out of anyone who would mess with me. If something bothered me I would go cry to my mum that was the best thing she was still alive back then…and so was Freddie. I miss it all now I never appreciated it and took it for granted thinking it was always going to be like that; but of course it wasn't

Cook caused Freddie death, he did; didn't he? He didn't go save Freddie, he stole Freddie's girl and he wasn't there for him when Freddie really needed someone that's why Fredster couldn't handle it anymore not having anyone except a depressing girlfriend which he referred to as loving her well look where it got you Freddie…under the ground, in a wooden box, dead

JJ

I lay their looking at the all so perfect shape of it, its peachy perfection hiding under the lose material, scanning down to the view of the two soft, tenderness, sexy lower extremities how could such a thing be so amazing,

"Hey cheeky looking at my arse" she giggled walking over to me on the bed

"Arse AND legs to be certain" I simply indicated smiling a cheesy grin

"And are you certain you should really be doing that" she replied teasingly, she had been looking at my big board were I had written things on about my life so things didn't become too confusing in big letters she had wrote "Lara loves JJ" that made me chuffed because I truly did have the same feelings

"Well when people date they see each other as if they belong to each other, owning each other so your arse and legs realistically belong to me" I assured her cheekily

Her jaw dropped in shock but then she started laughing and I joined In, I was so happy, but I shouldn't be my best friend was dead and my other friend was going to jail yet here I was with the person I loved the most; happy as a fiddle

"JJ" she whispered in a sexy voice that made tingles go down my back

"Yes" I asked raising an eyebrow intrigued to what she had to say

"Don't be a dick" Lara insisted

I smirked at her as she placed a wet kiss upon my nose.

I was enjoying having a girlfriend someone I could talk to for hours, enjoy life with and best off all the sex…of course it made it even more amazing that I love her and she loves me.

She sat crossed legged between my legs, looking oh so dazzling I leaned in to kiss her as are lips touched. Then I softly placed little kisses down her jaw line moving down to her gentle neck then to her delicate shoulder blade she groaned enjoying the moment. I then began moving even further down to her amazing symmetrical breasts I loved so much.

She grasped my head of curls as I pecked tender kisses on her body. I rested my head between her beasts for a moment smelling Lara's scent, sweet and delicious.

She let go of my hair giving me permission to move further down as I did, passing by her yummy tummy. I reached the destination my goal was set on but I wasn't going to give in easily so I teasingly kissed her thighs as she groaned pleading me to start the real action I followed her orders as the mind blowing sex began!

Katie

"Effy please…" I pleaded as I knocked on the bathroom door

"I am not going" she yelled through the wood what was separating us

"Cook needs us to be there for him" I tried

"No… he doesn't, he doesn't give a shit about anyone so we should just be the same about him" She replied harshly

That was partly true, but it just came with Cooks personality you know that's how we all knew him the selfish bastard, a sly smile creped across my face as thoughts of Cook passed through my mind, not in that way of course! He was just a friend

"You have to come Freddie would of wanting you to be there for him

Since Freddie obviously couldn't be there

Silence came across the flat of the mention of Freddie, Effie's love

"Fuck, Shit I am so sorry Effy I didn't mean-"

"Its fine" she cut me off

"You can't go on like this Effy" I mentioned now it was already awkward

"I know" she gasped hearing her breath hit the door

"He wouldn't have wanted this, staying in your flat all day" I informed her, she had moved out of her parents' house when her mum tried to help her get through Freddie's death, but of course no one could do that, especially not me

"Of course he fucking wouldn't of wanted this, to of died!" she screamed

I lay there against the door and slowly slid down to sit on the floor against the wood, stunned at Effie's reaction

A few moments had passed and still no noise I started thinking about that night, in Freddie's shed when we were all so happy, all so unaware of Freddie's death if only it could have stayed like that.

I know it sounds selfish, I am a bitch but I was actually enjoying life for that fragment of the evening my sister was back on sappy love with Naomi, I have to admit she could do worse.

Panda and Thomas were talking I saw them holding hands sitting against the mirror both gleaming with each other's presence. JJ was with us, that was the last time though he suddenly forgot all about us when he heard about Freddie as if that was the only thing that kept him around I mean that didn't sadden me that he disappeared from my life he was a weirdo but still a friend and it always hurts when someone leaves you because they don't want to be with you anymore,

Cook was stoned, happy and drunk the status he is normally in when I find him all so adorable

Crap did I actually just think that about Cook

But most important of all was Effy, she wasn't all depressed and glum but was enjoying everything that night plus she was completely out of it and had no worries.

That made me happy. Seeing everyone else being happy, I liked to control the situation make sure everything was going good for everyone, not caring about me.

To tell you the truth I can't remember the last time I was truly happy, maybe it was when I was popular and kept my sister in the shadows, the only time I was happy was when she was sad

You're a bitch Katie fucking Fitch

I remember I would hide behind guys shagging them on one night stands, not believing in love I mean look were it got Freddie and Effy but there's still Naomi and Emily how much joy they bring to each other, when one of them suddenly brightens up when the other walks into the same room

I was shocked as I fell back from the sudden open of the door I fell onto my back, my head hitting against the tile floor of the bathroom

"Ow…" I winced at the pain

"Sorry" replied a sad Effy stood up looking down at me

"It's fine, I am a clumsy bastard" I answered with a chuckle to myself

Effy smiled down at me "No I mean I am sorry for being a bitch" she admitted

"Oh…" I sputtered out scared of the sudden seriousness

She sat down beside me as I got up to face her looking deep into her eyes seeing sorrow and the loss in her.

"You've been good to me Katie, been there for me and I have just thrown t right back in your face, it's not fair for you" she began

"Well nothings fair in life" I stuttered out still grasping the fact that Effy Stonem was actually opening up to some one

"Yeah but you don't deserve it, why don't you just leave and you won't have to deal with all this, my problems" she added

"Well I am not letting you face this alone, no one can and I am not expecting you to be grateful because you're having a hard time and need someone to blame and lash out at, suppose that's going to have to be me, and I will take it" I reassured her with a sly grin

"I don't fucking get you Katie Fitch" She whispered with an infamous Effy smile

"No one does especially me" I giggled and Effy joined in

"I think that's what you need, someone to understand you" she commented

It was so true; I needed someone who knew me more than I did

I nodded opening and shutting my lips

"Thank you Katie for not letting go like the rest did" she murmured before I could say anything

We both looked at each other and there was a glimpse of relief in Effy eyes as I nodded showing her that I understand nothing was left to say, nothing was needed to be said as I embraced her in a loving hug she wrapped her arms around me with a tight, but nice grip