Disclaimer: I don't own any part of Degrassi, however I do own Lily and Jason.

A/N: I've gotten a review saying not to stop writing this story. I haven't given up on this story, I've been updating little by little each day since I've been working a little 24 hours a week. Ok so here's your story with some twists. I hope you enjoy it. Btw it starts with Eli's POV.


I had left Clare momentarily as I went to get a coffee while the nurse took out her feeding tube. They've been doing that a lot they'd give her enough food through the day and then take it out until the next morning in fear that when she wakes up she'll accidentally hit it.

I wasn't that far from the room when KC came from it, he didn't say anything just grabbed my wrist and drug me into the room where I seen Clare squeezing her eyes closed crying. I immediately handed KC my coffee and went to soothe Clare.

"Baby, baby it's ok. I'm here everything's ok." I cooed as I wiped her tears away with my thumbs. Clare opened her eyes and clung to me immediately as if she were scared to death.

"Eli I was so worried. I woke up and there was a stranger in my room I thought he took you or something." She sobbed and I brushed my hand along the back of her head.

"Clare, it's ok." I said as I pulled her away, I looked into her eyes and she pulled my head towards her kissing me passionately, I took her parted lips to my advantage and thrust my tongue in her mouth, causing her to moan.

"Ahem." KC said causing us to pull apart.

"Sorry I kinda forgot you were here." I said to KC.

"It's ok. Jenna should be here soon do you mind if I wait?" KC asked nervously

"Clare do you mind if KC waits for Jenna?" I asked looking at her

"No I don't mind." She said sweetly then turned back to KC. "Hi KC, I'm Clare nice to meet you." She said holding out her hand.

"Clare." I said softly

"Hmm?" She asked

"KC is your ex boyfriend." I stated

"N-no that can't be there's only you, there's only just been you. Last year before you came went by like a blur there was only Alli and I no one else, well there were some issues with Holly J, but they're another story."

"Clare what do you remember about last year?" I asked

"Um I hung out with Alli mainly she was dating some guy, they broke up, um I wore a uniform, and I stood up to the principal for a classmate because the principal was being unreasonable." She said summoning up the main points. "Oh and Alli had broken me out of wearing my uniforms to school." She finished

"Do you remember anything from this year?" I asked her

"Of course, you Adam and I hung out, I skipped school with Adam and called him to visit me because I didn't want to stay home alone. You ended up joining and we told you our secrets. Jason and Lily are back." She said happily "Also we started dating." She said happily.

"You don't remember anyone else?" I asked

She looked deep in thought. "Mmm our parents and my dad abusing me." She replied.

"Anyone else?" I asked again.

"No, why should I?" she asked, I slowly nodded.

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I flipped through the TV channels and seen a commercial for some movie. The kid in there reminded me a little of KC, his name was Justin Bieber, and based on his singing in the commercial he's not very good.

I feel bad not being able to remember anything. I looked over to K.C. and focused my attention on his appearance, he was tall, had hair like Justin Bieber which makes me wonder if he was one of those "belieber" things, he dressed a little like him too. I looked back to Eli.

"Are you sure KC's my ex I don't really like Justin Bieber so why would I date a belieber?" I asked Eli laughed

"I don't even like Justin Beaver" K.C said angrily.

"I'm sorry I just don't believe we dated." I stated honestly.

"Oh my God, you're awake." Some blond pregnant girl said before hugging me tightly leaving me to wonder where the nurses are.

I sat there shocked as she hugged me. I couldn't even move. Finally the answer to my prayers walked in.

"Ah Ms. Edwards, you're finally awake." A nurse said, I just smiled at her.

"How are you feeling?" She asked

"I feel perfectly fine." I replied back

"I'll just need to take some blood."

My facial expression fell and I looked over to Eli.

"It's going to be ok. I'm here." he cooed as he took my hand. "Squeeze if you need to."

I nodded as I tightened my grip on his hand. I looked at my other hand where the nurse was preparing to draw blood from and seen a red bracelet, I turned towards Eli as I felt her wipe off my arm with an alcohol wipe, I leaned my head into him and squeezed his hand a little more. Eli rubbed my head and I whimpered a little when I felt her tie the elastic around my arm. Eli kissed my head shortly after and I flinched a little when I felt the needled being forced into my arm.

"It's ok." Eli whispered

"Kiss me." I said

Eli looked down at me, his face was full of shock and confusion so I kissed him. Our mouths moved together and I relaxed my grip on his hand as the nurse continued to take blood. I pulled away from Eli when I started to feel light headed and laid down.

"I only have two vials left to fill." The nurse stated

"You've taken enough she doesn't look too good!" The pregnant blond shot back defensively when Eli was about to open his mouth.

"One left." The nurse said

"It's going to be ok Clare. I'm not going to let anything happen to you." Eli said as he moved the bangs out of my eyes, I nodded feeling a churning sensation in my stomach.

"I don't feel good." I stated looking at Eli.

"It's ok the nurse is putting a band aid on you." Eli said

I looked to the nurse and threw up all over the nurse. I could hear Eli snicker. I felt bad, but I couldn't help it.

"I'm sorry." I stated

"I'm used to it." She said, I nodded and laid back again shutting my eyes.

"Clare please don't go to sleep again." Eli said sadly.

"I'm not sleeping Eli, I'll even brush the back of your hand with my thumb." I stated as I started to rub the back of his hand.

"We're going to leave you two go." KC said

"I'm sorry I don't remember you K.C" I said apologetically.

"Do you remember me?" The pregnant blonde asked, I knew it was her because she's the only other female in the room.

"I'm sorry." I said

"I'm Jenna, does that ring a bell."

"No it doesn't."

She nodded and walked away with KC. I turned back to Eli and opened my eyes.

"I wish I could get my memories back." I said

"Me too." Eli said as he kissed my forehead.

"Are you hungry?" He asked.

"A little." I admitted

"Stay here I'll be right back."

I nodded and Eli kissed me before he left, I watched him walk out, he was wearing pajamas and Converse which made me giggle a little. After Eli walked out the door I sighed heavily and flipped through channels. I ended up stopping at a movie called "Knowing" it said thriller, but it sounded good.

It was pretty interesting, I jumped a few times in the beginning and clung to the blanket I was wrapped up in. The little boy Kaleb in the movie walked to his window and it showed animals running and flying out of the woods most of them on fire. I was too involved in the movie to see Eli walk past me, but once I felt him sit on the bed I screamed.

"Sorry I scared you." Eli said as I nodded.

Eli placed food on one of the hospital tables and moved it in front of us as we both watched it. He set a bowel of hot soup and a Sprite in front of me. I ate it not taking my eyes off the TV.

"What's this about?" Eli asked

"See all those people in the subway? The ones that are on the train are going to die in some way." I stated Eli nodded and it showed a train derailing off the track.

"How did that guy know?" Eli asked

"Some paper, he's the only one that knows." I said as we both watched the movie. The movie was getting pretty intense and I could feel Eli getting enticed by it just like I was. We both jumped a few times during the show as well as yelled at the TV. When we noticed we were both yelling at the TV we looked at each other with a smile. Eli took my hand and enlaced my fingers.

"Whoa" we said instantly at part of the ending. The movie was really good.

"Why the soup?" I asked as I laid down looking at the clock sad that Adam, Alli, and Lily didn't stop by, but realized I must have been asleep when they did.

"Well you emptied your stomach all over the nurse and I didn't want to feed you something that could make you throw up again." Eli said causing me to blush. I nodded lightly and drank some of my Sprite.

"Do we have tooth brushes and tooth paste here?" I asked

"Yea Lily packed yours for when you wake up." Eli said

"I'm going to brush my teeth."

I uncovered my legs which had ugly scars all over them to match my arm now.

"Clare, let me help you." Eli said as he immediately jumped out of the bed.

"I'm ok I can get it." I said as I held the back of my gown closed

"You can't walk." Eli explained

I looked at him in shock and disbelief. "Of course I can."

I swung my legs over the side of the bed and Eli was there to help me. I guess he realized that I was determined to prove him wrong.

"Last time you woke up you couldn't feel your legs." Eli said

"I don't remember not being able to feel my legs." I said "I remember waking up after a night's sleep and talking to you about my dad and school it was about 1am. We talked a lot and I remember how you got the red bracelet by threatening your life." I stated as Eli nodded.

I looked around the room fully as I sat on the bed, which was something I haven't done yet there were tons of flowers and stuffed animals. I stood up out of bed as almost fell, but Eli caught me.

"Should I get a wheel chair?" he asked as he helped me up

"Eli I hate those things." I stated triumphantly determined to get on my feet again. I started to stand as I leaned on Eli and went to take a step my knees started to throb in pain causing me to squeeze Eli really hard.

"Clare come here." Eli said as he started to move behind me.

"What are you doing?"

"Carrying you, you've had a death grip on my arms." He explained

"My knees just hurt really bad, like a thousand knives going through them. I just have to deal with the pain." I said as Eli tried to pick me up again. I of course didn't let him.

"Clare, you have pins in your legs you might cause them to break or something you need to take it easy I don't want anything happening to you." Eli explained causing me to sigh in defeat.

Eli picked me up bridal style and carried be to the bathroom. He set me down and held my waist.

"Eli you can move your hands." I giggled

"I don't want you to fall."

"Eli, I'll be fine."

Eli removed his hands and stepped back, sure enough I stood on my own. Eli didn't leave, but instead brushed his teeth along side me as smiled at him as I brushed mine. When we both finished brushing our teeth I had to go to the bathroom so I kicked him out bathroom. Eli said that he be waiting out side if I needed him. I made it to the toilet ok and then back to the sink when I was finished.

"Eli, I need help." I said sadly I was always able to do things on my own I hated having to depend on someone to help me. I felt tears rolling down my face as Eli entered the bathroom.

"What's wrong?" he asked as he pulled me into a hug.

"I hate having to depend on you for stuff that I should be able to do on my own." I explained

"It'll be ok, I'm here and you'll be back to normal soon." he said

"How long with I be able to live with you, Bullfrog, and CeCe?" I asked as I pulled away so Eli can carry me, his facial expression looked shocked, but softened as he looked into my eyes.

"As long as you want." Eli said as he picked me up and kissed me. I smiled happily at him as he walked and put me on the bed. He joined me, I laid my head on his chest listening to his heart beat and he played with my hair. I dozed off shortly later.


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