She opened her eyes and smiled.
"Hi J" She said with her angle voice.
"Hello sweets" I kissed her forehead. She rubbed her eyes and looked at me.
"What happened?" She asked. I smiled slightly.
"You had another panic attack." She looked down. I sat next to her and grabbed her hand. "Kayla, how long have you been having these?" I asked. She looked at me.
"Since I lost the baby, my doctor said my stress builds up and I have panic attacks." A tear fell from her beautiful eyes. I reached up and swiped it away. "It's why I lost him, J. So much stress from keeping it from the press to recording to worring about if Shane was going to tell. I was a big mess. I—" More tears fall. I hugged her. "I messed up." I laughed.
"You didn't mess up Kay, you just guarded yourself. You know you still love them and miss them but you don't want to be hurt." I looked her in the eyes. "I don't want to see you like that again. They day you showed up on the doorsteps, balling your eyes and just told me the whole story…when I hugged you that day, I didn't want to let you go." She smiled.
"Thank you J." She moved up and kissed me. I was shocked, but kissed back. She pulled back and looked at me. "I love you Justin" I smiled and kissed her.
"I love you too"
I looked at him.
"What is it Nate?" He sighed and fidgeted with his hands. "Nate" he looked at me. "Tell me." He sighed.
"I don't know how to tell you, I just found out myself." He sighed. "Remember why we broke up?" I looked away.
"How could I forget." I heard him sigh.
"Miles" he tugged my chin and had me look at him. "I'm sorry." I nodded. "I just found out that she got pregnant, because of that night." My mouth dropped
"What!" He looked down. "Nate look at me" He looked up at me. "What do you mean? You told me that you just kissed her. Then you tell me that you did more than kissing but never went all the way and now your telling me that you…you fucked her!" I looked at him.
"Miles please, I'm sorry. I couldn't tell you the truth. I'm sorry" I slapped him. He grabbed his cheek. "OUCH"
"OUCH! DO YOU KNOW WHAT OUCH IS! FINDING OUT THAT YOU LIED AGAIN!" I screamed. He looked around to see if anyone was looking. "WHY NATE!" I felt tears fall.
"Cause." He sighed. "Cause I didn't want to see you like this." He looked down. "I'm sorry I lied. I'm sorry for leaving you when you needed me. I'm sorry for making you go back to that crappy ass guy. I'm sorry Miley I'm sorry forever and ever and I will. I know I screwed up. Trust me I'm such a screw up but when I'm with you" He grabbed my hands "When I'm with you everything disapperes. When you came back that day, I was the happiest man in the world. I couldn't believe that you were at my door, that you even came to me. Miles I need you, I need you to tell me that you forgive me, I need you to tell me that you still love me." I felt tears falling from my eyes. I looked at him
"Nate…"
The doors busted open.
"WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE!" Lilly's eyes widen, Jason stood up in front of Lilly and Mitchie, I stood next to him, while Mitchie looked terrified.
"Jake leave" Jason said. Jake glared at him.
"Why the hell would I do that!"
"Your not suppose to be here!" I yelled at him "How did you get past the police!" Jake smiled.
"I have my ways"
"You're an asshole!" Mitchie said trying to push her way near him but Jason wouldn't let her. "Let me go Jason!" Jason turned his head to her.
"No" He looked back at Jake. "Leave Jake. Now." He said. Jake smiled.
"No I think I'm going to stay." He said smiling.
"Let him" I looked at Lilly. "Let him stay. He's just going to have to see what he caused." She walked away with Mitchie. Jake looked at us.
"What does she mean?" Jason glared at him.
"You'll find out"
Doctors and nurses ran into his room.
"What is going on!" I ran over to one of the nurses.
"Please ma'am his heart rate just shot up" My eyes widen.
"Help him please!" The nurse shook her head and headed into the room. I felt arms around me. Jason was rubbing my back and Lilly was hugging me. "What's going on?"
"Shhh, its going to be okay." I felt tears fall. "He's going to be okay" Lilly said. The doctor came out. My head shot up.
"What happened!" He sighed. "Please tell me."
"He founded out about the accident." I looked at him with wide eyes. The rest of the people came out of the room. "He's asking for you." I nodded.
"Thank you" He smiled and walked away. I told the others I was okay and walked into the room. Shane sat up in his bed with wide eyes. I walked over to him. "Shane" He looked at me.
"Mitchie" I put my hand on his "The lights." I looked at him. He shook his head and pointed to something behind me. "Watch" I turned my head. There one the screen was a paused car crash.
The cameras flashed on the car.
'SHANE! SHANE! SHANE!' The man turn his head and sighed.
'JUST LET ME PASS'
The next scene showed the same car on the highway, when a black SUV accidently bumped into the back of the car, making the car spin out and hit the median.
"That was today scene as TMZ's reporters chased Shane Grey's car. Before you see them blocking his way out, while asking question then, while driving down the highway one of the SUV hit the bumper of his car. Shane has been in the hospital since and there has been no answer on weather or not he's okay. Many people have gone through the hospital. We know that Mitchie Torres, Jason Green, Nate Blue, and reportly Miley Stewart are in there right now. We'll update you on any news."
Tears fell from her eyes. I wanted to catch them.
"Mitchie" She looked at me. I squeezed her hand. She put her free hand on my face.
"Are you okay?" I nodded. "But the nurse said your heart rate was going up and…" I smiled.
"Its okay Mitch." She looked worried still. "I just panic. It was weird seeing it on the screen. Don't worry." She nodded and leaned down.
"I love you" She kissed me. When pulled away she smiled at me. "I just want you to be better" I smiled.
"I will be. I promise"
Its not a lot but the next one will be.
I'm going to try to update, but I'm in school so its hard to write and do homework but I'm trying! :)
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