Sorry it took so long, been busy... and yeah some other stuff.

There is this quote, it says - Ihate to break it to you, but in the real world…where I live…There are only two kinds of love stories. Boy loses girl and Girl loses boy. That's all there is. Somebody always gets left behind. - Which is why my stories are all lovey Dovey because even though I know that is true, I dream it wasn't. And that's what books are, they are our hopes our dreams and most importantly, our escape from reality.

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RPOV

"ROSEMARIE HATHAWAY!" I dropped my drink, I turned my head to see my mother stalking down the street right at me. I gulped and stood up. I would not be intimidated by her. Or at least I wouldn't let her know I was intimidated by her.

RPOV

She stopped five feet in front of me, nostrils flaring, her hands clenched into fists by her side. I stood with my arms folded across my chest, trying to show that I wasn't scared.

"Yes Mother." I said in a sickly sweet voice.

"DON'T YOU YES MOTHER ME! YOU UNGEATFUL LITTLE BRAT! WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING HERE?!" She screamed, there were quite a few people watching us now, Dimitri was standing at my shoulder for which I was glad.

"I'm having lunch." I told her calmly, I could see it was pissing her off, but I didn't give a fuck, what right did she have to play the concerned mother after all this time.

"You... you." She stuttered, I don't think I have ever seen her this mad. "You are a selfish little cow, you know that. For once I was actually proud of you, I thought you were telling the truth, for once, when you said, I want to be a great guardian. But no you just ran away again. You were still the spoilt little whore." She spat.

"For your information mother I was telling the truth. As for all those other things, where the fuck do you get that from? Since when was I spoilt, since the age of four when my mother left me at the academy to raise?" I shoot at her. "How am I a whore, seeing as I've only ever slept with one , who for your information I am completely in love with!" I shouted again. "Maybe if you actually tried to contact me more than once every three years you would know something about my life! Not just the rumors you heard from other people! Maybe if you cared about me more then your reputation I wouldn't be just a spoilt slut to you. You don't know why I left, I did what I had to do to protect Lissa!" I screamed.

"Protect her?!" She threw her hands up in the air. "How the hell do you figure you were protecting her by running around AWOL for the last three years!? Doing whatever the fuck you wanted. How is that protecting her, please Rose enlighten me"

"Because I couldn't be the guardian she needed, so I left, I left to protect her!" I shouted, trying to hold back the tears that threatened to overflow.

"Really Rose?" She asked snidley. "Are you seriously trying to pull the I left her for her own good shit?"

"Why that's why you left me right?" She always told me it was for my own good.

"That is completely different!" She screeched, getting, if possible, even madder.

"You right!" I spat at her and she looked shocked. "It is different." I paused, "The difference is, I'm sorry I left and your not. The difference is, I came back." I told her before going to walk away, unfortunately there was a building behind me and the only way out was past her.

Only she wasn't ready for me to leave.

"I'm not done talking to you." She said, grabbing my arm roughly.

"Well to bad, because I'm done with you." I told her harshly, pulling my arm from her grasp.

I saw her shift in the corner of my eye as she dropped down into a sweeping kick, I jumped over her foot and spun around to face her.

"That's not very nice Mummy." I told her Icily, dropping into a defensive crouch.

"I said I wasn't done." She said before aiming another kick at me, which I dodged.

"Naw, can't mummy catch me." I taunted, then moving as fast as I could I moved forward pining her to the table by her neck. I heard some people gasp and a smile spread across my face. "And I told you I was." She grasped at my hand and I loosened my old on her neck so she could breath. "Now be a good mummy and let me walk away, or you won't be able to." I told her quietly. Her eyes widened and she stopped struggling against my grasp. "Good." I said, before I let her go, she slide to the ground, her hands on her neck.

I turned around to face a shocked crowd, I smile at them, before walking away, Dimitri following me, but not before I heard, "You are just like your father, you are no longer my daughter." She hissed, her voice broken from the damage I had caused to her throat.

"That's fine because you were never my mother." I told her over my shoulder, before walking away. I took one last look at her before I rounded the corner, she was still on the ground, mouth hanging open, looking after me in shock.

I walked until I was in the trees at the park. I stopped and let out a frustrated scream before I fell to my knees, my shoulders shook as I silently sobbed.

That's not how I wanted to see her again, especially not with half of court watching. I wanted to talk to her, I wanted her to love me, to hug me, to tell me everything was all right. I sobbed louder, I felt Dimitri slowly wrap his arms around me, pulling my body close to his, I continued to cry on his shoulder.

"Shh Roza, it's okay, it's not your fault." He said soothing me. "It's alright, she'll come around, she was talking out of anger." He continued to stroke my hair.

"I-i jus-st want her to lov-ve me." I sobbed, sounding pathetic. "I just wan-nt my mum to care about me, for once in my life." I said, my words getting stronger, "Why is that so wrong?" I asked, looking up at Dimitri.

"It's not wrong Rose, it's natural. It has nothing to do with who you are. This is about her and her own problems, it is not about you." He told me.

"But why me? I am her daughter she is suppose to love me. She hates me for something I can't control" I whispered.

"And what is that?" He asked confused.

"Being born." He didn't have an answer to that one, instead he just pulled me close to him once more hugging me tightly. I was done crying for now and just enjoyed his soothing touch.

He shifted, leaning back against a tree, I laid my head on his shoulder, drawing random patterns on his arms. We didn't talk, we just sat there, eventually the sun started to rise and we had to move.

I sighed, standing up, my legs felt like jelly from sitting down so long and I almost fell back down again. Luckily I just stumbled into a tree instead.

"Are you okay?' Dimitri asked, standing up.

"Yeah fine, my legs are just asleep." I looked at him, to see him rubbing him leg muscles.

"I know what you mean." He stood up again and smiled, holding out his arm for me. "Ready?" He asked.

I linked my arm through his. "Lets go."

We walked slowly back to the house, taking our time. There were only a few Dhampir's left walking around, everything else was quite.

"Mind if we stop by my place first so I can change?" Asked Dimitri.

"Sure, lead the way." I nodded, he steered us down a street to our left and lead me into an apartment building, half way down the street.

He live in apartment 3J. He opened the door and led me inside, his apartment, smelled like him. I inhaled deeply, sighing.

"So yeah home." He said nervously, making a sweeping arm gesture.

It was pretty much bare, there was a table, a couch, a bookcase. To the left was the kitchen and too the right there was two doors next to each other. There was a news paper on the table, but that was it, there was no TV, no radio.

"Homey," I teased, he shrugged and walked over to what I assumed was the bedroom door. I assumed right. His bedroom looked more lived in then the rest of the place, but still not that much. His bed was made neatly and there was an open book on his bed side table along with a photo frame and a clock. There was a dresser on the far wall and the bookcase had all his old western novels in it, was next to it. He went and grabbed some clothes out of the draw and I went to have a look at the only visible photo in the place.

I gasped when I saw it and picked it up. It was of Dimitri and I in my room at the Academy. I had taken it with my camera. You could only see our faces, but we were both laughing, you could tell how happy we were. I had given it to him as a present a few weeks before he left.

I felt a tear slide down my cheek, Dimitri's arms wrapped around my waist.

"You kept this?" I whispered, afraid my voice would crack.

"I told you I was just waiting for you to come back." He whispered, kissing my head, I sighed, putting the picture back and turning around, wrapping my arms around him and snuggling into his chest.

"You should bring some clothes with you." I told him, he chuckled but pulled away. He bent down and brought a small bag out from under the bed, then returned to his dresser to retrieve more clothes. He grabbed his book off the bed side table as well and put that in the bag. He left the room, bringing back his toothbrush and stuff.

He zipped up his bag and put one strap over his shoulder.

"All good?" I asked him and he nodded. We exited his apart and I took his hand in mine. The sun was shining higher in the sky now as we headed back to the house.

I nodded to the guardian at the door and entered the house, Lissa was still awake and waiting in the lounge for us to get back.

"Hey Lis." I said, throwing myself onto one of the couches, Dimitri sat down next to me.

She rushed over and hugged me.

"Are you okay, I heard about your mum, don't worry about her. You just-" I cut her off.

"Lis, I'm fine really. Do I wish I had a mum that loved, of course. Do I blame myself, no. I don't know what her problem is, but she had it along time before I came along. I realize I am never going to have a loving mother and it is just something I will have to learn to live with. I mean it can't be that hard, I've been doing it since I was four." I shrugged, Lissa gave me one more squeeze before standing up. She tried to stifle a yawn, but failed, I could tell she was tired and had forced herself to wait up for me. "Go to bed Lis. I'm fine, really." I told, and it was true... mostly.

"Okay Rose, Love you, good night." She smiled at me. "Night Guardian Belikov." She gave him a stiff nod, I guess it would be a while before she was warmed up to him. She left the room and Christian stood to follow her.

"Night Rose, Belikov." He nodded to us both and left. We sat there for a minute in silence before I sighed and stood up.

"Come on, lets go to bed." It had been a long day and I was happy for it to be finally over.

Dimitri and I got changed for bed in silence, the stuff on my bed had apparently been put away. I pulled the covers back and got into bed.

I sighed and snuggled deeper into the bed, it was so much more comfortable then the ones at the motels and hostels. Dimitri got in on the other side and pulled my into his arms, which I welcomed. I laid my head on his chest and sighed once more. I felt his kiss the top of my head.

"Goodnight my Roza, I love you." He whispered.

"I love you too." I whispered back, before falling into a welcomed sleep.

There you go, Chapter six, again sorry it took so long.

No come on hit the button and tell me what you thought, I know some of you wanted sappy, but well I had a rough week and didn't feel like writing all that sook just yet....

I'm not sure what to do next chapter.. mason.... molnija ceromony.... Dimitri propose.... more stuff with the queen. more stuff with her mum...... there is just so many directions i could go..... so if anyone has any ideas i would be happy to hear them :D..

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