So this chapter might just be a little bit random, cause like I wrot eit off the top of my head, no plan no nothing. Hope you enjoy it.

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RPOV

"Shut up sparky." I said with a smile.

Lissa cleared her throat. "Now lets eat." She said sitting down I piled my plate with everything that would fit. Everything tasted amazing. As I watched my friends smiling and laughing while they ate the guilt inside me lessened just a little.

If they were happy, then so was I.

ROV

It had been four weeks since I had returned to court, and everything was going well, well as well as I could hope for. I had become Lissa sanctioned guardian, with a bit of power playing by her and Adrian to help. Dimitri and I were going great, we'd had a couple little tiffs, but so far everything had pretty much been perfect, which was sort of nice for a change. I hadn't seen Tasha or Guardian Jackson since our last encounters and was happy to keep it that way, though guilt still nagged me for what I did. But the way I see it is that there is no use worrying about that past when I can just try to make p for it in the future.

Lissa was almost two months pregnant now and hadn't thrown up for almost three days, which was good, but apparently not expected. The doctors said it would be likely that she would suffer from morning sickness for the next four to six weeks, we all prayed she was wrong.

Dimitri had been offered the role as Christians official Guardian seeing as Fire boy technically didn't have one and accepted it gratefully. This meant we were able to see each other a lot more, than we would have been able to if he had been a court guardian, which made both of us extremely happy.

The only thing I was disappointed about was my mom. I wished things had gone better with us, even if I was mad at her for what she had said, but she was still my mother, and I still missed her dearly even if we'd never had the best relationship. I don't want to be all whining and I love my friend to bits, but sometimes I just wish I could have a mother and father, but then I think, look and christian and Lissa, at least I know mine are out there and safe... sort of... I can't help but wonder how my father is, and weather or not it would e worth trying to find him, or if it would hurt me more. Which makes me think about my mother. I haven't seen her since the fight we had when I came back and I didn't know if I wanted to.

"ROSE!" Lisa shouted, breaking through my thoughts, waving her hand in front of my face. I blinked, shaking my head.

I grabbed her hand, "yeah Lis, what's up."

"Well I was just talking to you for like twenty minutes and you were completely zoned out, what had you thinking so hard?" She asked.

We were currently sitting in on a plane. Yes that's right a plane, Dimitri was sitting on my other side, reading one of His novels and Christian was on Lissa's right.

We were currently on our way to attend a masked ball that the queen insisted Lissa attend, which then meant Christian and I were going, which led to Dimitri, then Adrian was also invited so he brought Mia and now pretty much there was thirteen of us on a plane flying to Italy. (** Lissa, Christian, Dimitri, Mia, Adrian, Alberta, Isabelle, Myself and five other guardians**)

We would only be there for three days, but Lissa had the whole thing planed out and yep, it involved a lot of shopping, Lissa had brought extra guardians so Mia, Dimitri and Myself could attend the ball as guest rather than protectors, which I was sort of glad about, because it gave me the chance to dance with Dimitri, but also worried because I doubted any other Dhampir's would be attending as guests.

"Nothing" I told her quickly, She raised an eyebrow at me.

"Rose," She said sternly, staring me down, which was a thing only her and Dimitri had ever been able to achieve – for the record.

I sighed, "I was thinking about my parents."She looked shocked I don't think that's what she expected me to say, I doubt anyone would.

"What do you mean." From the corner of my eye I could she Dimitri had stopped reading and was listening to what I was going to say.

"I just mean, sometimes I wish I knew my who my dad was and was on good terms with my mother, that I actually talked to them or even saw them. But then I think you and Christian are okay and I don't know weather it's better not knowing." I said in a rush.

Lissa nodding slowly, looking into my eyes. "Rose do you want to find your father," she said slowly. I bit my lip slowly before nodding.

"But I don't think it's possible Lissa, I mean, I'm not exactly on good terms with my mother, not that she would ever tell me who he was-" Lissa put her hand over my mouth, cutting me off and I resisted the urge to bite her.

"Rose, I am you're best friend and the understudy of the queen, anything is possible. No listen to me, if you want, we will find you're father. Is that what you want?" She asked me, I thought about it, before nodding, yes it was, if I couldn't have my mother in my life, maybe I could have a father. "Well then it's done." She said, removing her hand from my mouth and pulling her phone out of her bag.

She searched through her contacts before dialing and motioning for us to be quiet I had o idea who she was called, so decided to slip into her head to see.

She was ringing Guardian Alestia, he was the senior court guardian and had been around for over forty-five years.

"Guardian Alestia Speaking," He said answering the phone.

"Sorry to bother you, but this is Lissa Dragomirand I was hoping you could assisting me with something?" Lissa said into the phone, ever so polite.

"OH of course princess what might you need help with?" He said, gushing to help her.

"You keep records of all guardian assignments don't you?" I wondered where she was going with this.

"Yes Ma'm." You could practically here him nodding."But those are confidential to most, however I believe you outrank that, so what can I help you with." Lissa smiled.

"I was hoping you could tell me who Jannie Hathaway was assigned to guard twenty-two years ago." Oh my god, Lissa you're a genius, it was no secret, that my father was the moroi she was in fact signed up to protect. It had been a scandal, she had even told me so herself, when we were still talking.

"Well that's easy her assignment was-" I quickly snapped out of her head, not knowing if I was ready to hear the answer.

I heard Lissa gasp, and felt my eyes widen.

"Are you sure?" She asked, I couldn't here the reply.

"Well thank you for your help and I'm sorry for Disturbing you, have a very nice day." She said, hanging up the phone.

"Do you want to know." She asked.

"I don't know do I!" I practically shouted back.

"I think so." She said slowly. "He is sort of holding the masked ball we are attending." Lissa said slowly and my eyes got even bigger.

"Holy shit!" Swore Adrian, "You mean her father is, no wonder she's such a bad ass, Good god I'm glad I wasn't successful in my advances on her." Said Adrian, still leaving me clueless on the Identity of my father.

"Just tell me who he is, please." I begged Lissa.

She sighed and took a deep breath. "He is a Moroi named Abe Mazur." I know I had heard that name somewhere before, but couldn't think where.

Christian on the other hand was currently coking on his water.

"You mean Rose's father is a Russian Mob boss!" He shouted. "Holy shit Rose, Adrian was right, no wonder you're such a bad ass with the parents you've got. Hell you should be a registered weapon."

"Christian what the fuck are you talking about?"

"Rose, Abe Mazur is like, he's not royal, but he well as well be, he's got more money and power, then most royal's do anyway. And it's never been proven but it is widely believed that he came by most of that money through illegal means. He's got connection all over the world, both Human and not. He's like a pimp mobster." Said Adrian.

I just nodded, taking in this information. "And we are currently heading towards his house." I said slowly, think I might throw up. I know I said I wanted to meet my father, bit I thought it would take months to find out who he was and then to actually meet him, not a couple of minutes.

"Yep." Piped Christian.

"Okay" I said standing up, walking to the back room, yes this plane had a back room. Both Lissa and Dimitri followed me. I sat down on the long couch, looking at my hands, they sat either side of me.

"Are you okay?" Asked Lissa, grabbing my hands in hers.

I looked up at her slowly, yeah I'm okay, I just need a moment alone. She nodded and stood to leave, Dimitri stayed seated where he was. She looked at him and then me before leaving the room, closing the door behind her.

I turned to him.

"I'm scared," I whispered burying my face in his shoulder, it was so hard for me to admit that, even to him. I wasn't suppose to get scarred.

"It'll be fine Rose. I promise." He said soothingly

I decided not to argue and just nod. I pulled back from his shoulder, before looking into his eyes and leaning forward slowly to kiss him, getting the reassurance I needed a different way. I deepened the kiss, scooting closer to him. He wrapped his hand around my waist and suddenly, we were laying on the couch, I'm not sure exactly how it happened, but it did. I was laying on top of him, kissing him with everything I had and it still not being enough.

I struggled to remove his shirt, wanting to feel the heat of his skin against mine, wanting it to wrap around me like a protective shirt.

"Roza we can't do this here," he said, his eyes moving frantically to the door, his breathing heavy.

"Why not?" I whispered back, going to remove my own shirt..

"Because we can't, what if some one comes in." I stood up and went over to the door, locking it.

"Happy?" I said, straddling him, I could feel his erection press against my center and fought back a moan.

"We still can't" He said, but I could see his revolve wavering.

"Yes we can." I said, grinding my hips into his, so happy for the friction against my throbbing center. "There are hours of this flight left and we can be quiet." I said leaning for and kissing him, effectively ending all discussion and debate.

I continued to kiss him, while my hands worked my way down his body, finally being able to remove his shirt with ease.

I knew this wasn't the best way to deal with what I was feeling, but I usually dealt with stress by killed or hitting something and it just wasn't possible now. Plus it had been almost two weeks since Dimitri and I had been together like this and after three years of being apart that was just too long in my mind.

I sighed laying my head on his chest, I have to say I was proud of how quiet we were, I'm pretty sure I drew blood when I bit my lip to keep from screaming... three times. Dimitri was amazing, as always and I was thoroughly comforted.

My watch said it was still and hour and half till landing, so I decided to get dressed and take a little nap, after all I was quiet exhausted. Dimitri and I dressed in silences, both of us wearing lazy grins on our faces. I quietly unlocked the door before laying back down on the wide couch and snuggling into Dimitri's side.

I was asleep in seconds, happy to enter the blissful nothingness.

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