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Warnings…..: hehe not telling :D

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Chapter 5: the party!

He couldn't help but feel that his father had gotten his wish, his life was ruined.

Gaara didn't go to lunch with his friends, he went straight to the library, and sat down. Gaara noticed the a pang they they didn't even ask him to come to lunch anymore.

"Hey, why don't you sit us at lunch anymore..?" said a voice, looking up Gaara saw the blonde hair and blue eyes of Naruto. Neji had said that naruto had a way of understanding people.

"Hey, um I dunno."

"Don't you like us?"

"it's not that, I like you all just fine." There was a pause, and Naruto sat down next to him.

"You know, I have a demon inside me. We are very similar you and I… I don't know what's happened in your past. But I know you can't change it. What you can change is your future. You have friends out there, they are worried about you. I don't know why, but I know they are worried. Neji and Kiba and Shika, they all want to be your friend…So let them, don't push them away…"

There was a long pause as Gaara took in what the blonde had said.

"Why would they want to be friends with someone like me?" Gaara replied. "I don't deserve it," he said and walked off.

"You will come to my party tonight at least?" shouted Naruto across the Library getting shushed by the librarians.

"Yes." Said Gaara under his breath while nodding.

The day past and Gaara left school early, skipping his last class.

"Fuck, mmm so a party tonight." He said out loud. He pulled out his baggy of powder; he had about 3 doses left. 'Sweet enough to get through tonight,' he thought.

A message tone abruptly sounded. He looked at the message, it was from Neji.

I'm going to pick you up for the party tonight, be ready and waiting by 7. Neji.

At 6 Gaara went down stairs, he was nervous for some reason.

"Fuck," reaching over to a bottle of Temari's vodka, he opened it and had a few swigs.

"Mm." He said out loud, it burnt, but it was enough to settle him, he went back upstairs to get dressed. He put on some black jocks, and then he pulled on black skinny leg jeans, that had belt buckles on the sides all the way down. He put on a black belt and a tight fitting black collared shirt. He rolled up the sleeves a bit and put on a glow in the dark green cuff, and green high top converse's. He then put a lot of black eyeliner over his eyes.

He was ready, he rubbed a little of his powder on his gums, and put the rest in his pocket with his phone. He got a surge of nervousness in his stomach and decided to look in Temari's medical cabinet. He searched through the panadol and tampons, to find her dexamphetamine prescription. He took the bottle and put it on his pocket. Finding the vodka again, he took three with a swig and looked at the time.

It was 7, he ran down stairs picking up a bottle of tequila on the way. Neji's car got to his gate just as he closed it.

"Hello." Said Neji, "I'm glad you came out, I thought we were going to have to come in a drag you out here." Garra looked and saw Shika, Kiba and Hinata.

"Hello, everybody," he said. "I um, bought some tequila…"

"Yum. I love tequila," said Hinata shyly, he handed her the bottle and got in.

"Narutos started half an hour ago, so they are waiting for us before they start drinking." Kiba said. Gaara noticed that Neji was wearing a white fishnet top with a singlet over it and wash out white jeans. Kiba had blue jeans with his furry hoodie, and no top under it. A bit of his chest could be seen.

"I like your pants." Said Kiba smiling. Seeing where Gaara was looking he raised an eye bow. A wicked smile grew on his face.

"Umm thanks." Said Gaara looking down to hide a blush.

"We're here." Said Shika.

Inside Naruto's house everyone was dancing or chatting.

"THEY ARE HERE! LET'S START!" Shouted Naruto. Jumping off a chair.

Everyone gathered around a table, cups were placed before each person.

Gaara ended up sitting next to two girls. In the middle of the table was all types of alcohol, Gaara could see his tequila in there next to something that was bright blue and a white rum.

"Ok the first drink is Vodka and Madori shot." Announced Naruto he got busy poring and making everyone's drink.

"From then you just make whatever you want unless I say. We are going to play truth or dare first ok? For each truth that isn't answered well enough you have to shot, and for every dare you do you have to shot, you have two passes on dares and truth. For each pass, you have to take an item of clothing off. Once you get to your third dare, if you refuse to do it, everyone will make you a dare which you have to do, or face my wrath."

Everyone gave small laughs, but they knew he was serious; no one really wanted to see what exactly his wrath was.

"Ok," he said placing the last cup in front of Gaara. "Since it's my party, I'm going to start! Ok, Sakura, truth or dare."

"Truth." She replied.

"Have you had sex with Sasuke?"

"Omg! Naruto! You can't ask that! ….I pass." She took off her top. There was a lot of laughing and wolf whistling that came from the guys in the group.

"Where is Sasuke?" Gaara asked.

"He prefers to spend his spare time training to kill his brother." Choji said rolling his eyes.

"Ok" Sakura said, claiming back the game and taking her shot. "Shika, truth or dare?"

"Dare baby." He replied.

"Ok, I dare you to… Kiss Ino!"

"What a drag.." He leant over and kissed Ino on the lips. "Ok it's my turn," he said blushing, "Choji, truth or dare.?"

"Dare."

"I dare you to make out with Ino."

"Why is everyone picking on me?" Said ino as she leaned over to Choji and made out with him for longer than expected. They both drew back blushing.

"Ok, it's my turn, Kiba, truth or dare."

"Dare. Hahah!" Said Kiba.

"I Dare you to Make out with…. Gaara."

'Fuck,' thought Gaara, 'what if, what if I get a bone-' Before Gaara could even think Kiba was on top of him kissing him. Their lips were touching, Kibas were wet, and his tongue started to demand entry into Gaara mouth. Gaara willingly let Kiba's tongue in, as Kiba wrapped his arms around Gaara, intensifying the kiss. In only a second it was over. Both males had huge blushes on their faces. Kiba was red as Gaara's hair.

"Ok," Kiba panted.

"That was by far the hottest thing I have ever seen." Said Sakura her mouth hanging open.

"Ok," Kiba panted again, a wicked smile on his face. "Neji truth or dare."

"Dare" he replied.

"I dare you to make out with Gaara."

Gaara didn't have time to look up as Neji was on top of him, he was ready for a tongue this time, Nejis mouth was soft and gentle. His tongue lightly flicked his, sending waves of pleasure down his spine. He felt the white eyes hands tangle in his hair.

Neji then pulled away, his face was composed. But Gaara wasn't, he looked down hiding his blush, he thought he may pass out if any more blood went to his face, his cock was throbbing in his pants so violently. Just breathe he told himself just breathe it was only a dare. Taking a shot he managed to get the blush off his face.

"Gaara." A voice said, "truth or dare." Naruto's voice broke his thoughts.

"Umm truth." Gaara said thinking he couldn't manage to take any more kisses.

"Mm ok, I dare you to tell the truth about… Why you came to the leaf." Said Naruto not realising the pain he was about to bring forward. Gaara saw Neji put his palm to his face, and heard Kiba mutter 'damit, stupid Naruto.' "So, tell us, why did you come to the leaf?"

"Um..." Gaara sat back. As images of his last few days in the sand spread through his mind. His dads face just kept popping up. "Well, Itt was to get away from-"

"Gaara you don't have to answer." Said Neji cutting him off. "Take an item of clothing off?"

"Yeah… Yeah k." He took another shot and took his shirt off. The boys wolf whistled. In truth Gaara had some rather chiselled abs, yet he tried hard to cover his scars.

"Wow very impressive." Said Ino looking him up and down, "skimp out on another dare, I want to see your pants off," she said winking.

"Umm," said Gaara ignoring Ino. "Sakura, I dare you to kiss lee."

"What I didn't even say dare, but I would of so ok."

"Gaara." said Sakura. "Truth or dare?" Again he thought damit.

"Umm dare…"

"I dare you to take the rest of your clothes off."

"Yeah! Then you can come sit with me!" Said Naruto who was naked also. Seeing that Gaara had no choice, he could either say no to the dare and take his clothes off anyway. He stood up and took his shoes off first, then undid the buckles on his pants. The room was quiet watching this take place. 'Fuck fuck,'

"Wait can I go to the toilet first?" He asked. This was met with laughter.

"Ok, but you only have 2minutes… We are going to count!"

Gaara ran to Naruto's toilet went so to get rid of his boner. He then rubbed some of the powder onto his gums, "give me confidence," he prayed. The alcohol was in his head, making him dizzy, but he felt the rushes of happiness soon take over, he went back out and undid his fly and pulled his pants off.

"And your undies." Said Sakura. Gaara sighed and went and sat next to Naruto handing him his drink and then taking his undies off. "Wow big boy." Said Sakura.

"Anyway so it's my go. Neji truth or dare?" He said sighing.

"Dare."

"Ok, I dare you to kiss Kiba." Said Gaara, he got puzzled looks from Neji and Kiba, which confused him, but they kissed and Gaara started to get hard again.

"Damn, that got me fucking hard." Said Naruto laughing next to him.

"Ok Naruto truth or dare." said Neji.

"Dare."

"I dare you to get on top of Gaara and make out." Gaara's eyes bulged. And everyone gave a small chuckle, no one expected Naruto to do it.

But in a flash Naruto was on top of Gaara and came down hard for a kiss. 'Oh fuck no,' though Gaara. 'This isn't happening.' Gaara managed to avert the kiss and scoot off the couch, as drunk Naruto put his hands around his waist and fought him back down.

"I'm going to fuck you!" He cried. Gaara stopped dead. 'What, what did he just say,' he saw images of his dad everywhere. 'No this isn't real, this isn't happening.' In a quick thrust Gaara threw Naruto off him and on to the floor, where he went crashing into the couch opposite. He took sand from the walls and whirl it around him pinning Naruto down. For long enough that Gaara could grab his pants and undies and run to the toilets. There next to the sink he poured out the rest of the powder and started to apply it to his gums, as Neji and Kiba ran in.

"Gaara! Are you..." Kiba stopped in mid-sentence. "What are you doing..?"

"Go away." Gaara hissed. Kiba came and stood next to him.

"No Gaara we aren't going anywhere." Said Neji. In a quick movement he scattered the powder.

"What did you do? WHAT DID YOU DO THAT FOR?" He yelled.

He started advancing toward Neji, but Kiba held him back.

"Gaara!" He said, turning him around.

Gaara went to hit Kiba, but Kiba pushed him backwards and he landed on Neji and hit the wall with his back, where Kiba pinned him.

"You are not to do drugs any more." Kiba announced.

"And why shouldn't I?" Gaara suddenly felt a spasm go through his body, this wasn't the type of pleasure he got when drugs hit, it was… Neji... Neji was nuzzling his neck! Kiba moved forwards, and put his mouth inches from Gaara's.

"Because we don't want you to, we don't want you hurting yourself." He said before kissing him, Gaara became lost in the sensation of the kiss. Kiba lightly sucked on his bottom lip as Neji started to bite his neck which was going to leave a massive hiccy. He moaned out loud, could this really be happening? Abruptly Kiba's kiss came to an end and Neji stopped biting him.

Gaara slowly moved toward the sink.

"So... What do you think?" Said Kiba.

"Umm… About what?" Said Gaara who was out of breath.

"Gaara! Are you okay?" Came Naruto's voice, "I didn't mean to..." He stumbled, Walking into his bathroom, butt naked, "we aren't playing that any more, come back out cause we are going to go swimming!" He latched on to Gaara and pulled him out of the bathroom. Everyone was naked in the spa. The girls were laughing, to Gaara it seemed to be an orgy; he could make out Shika watching him closely.

"Come in!" Naruto turned to Gaara and started to take his clothes off for him, Gaara stood there emotionless, letting Naruto do whatever, he was numb, and he had just had the boys of his dreams kiss him, why did he feel so dirty. Maybe they were drunk, what if it was in pity of him… Gaara was standing naked with Naruto by the pool, as Kiba and Neji came out of the house. Naruto swayed and started to fall, out of reflex Gaara caught him and pulled him into his chest.

"aww Gaaaraaayy your gorgeous! Thankyou sooo much!" Naruto leaned up for a kiss. 'Not this again.' He tried to side step Naruto but slipped and fell into the pool. A roar of laughter arose as Gaara got out and jumped into the spa next to Shika and Hinata.

"Sup." Shika said next to him, "Glad you could make it, welcome to the spa of unholy delights." He laughed. Gaara looked at him confused before following his gaze to Ino and Sakura, making out in the corner. Naruto next to them seemed to be enjoying the show.

"Um,"Hinata said quietly, "do you guys want to get the tequila and go to the park? Maybe with our clothes on?"

"Sure." Shika said and jumped out. He offered Gaara his hand and a towel.

He found himself dressed and being lead out of Naruto's house by Hinata. Kiba and Neji had disappeared, 'typical,' he thought, 'they did it out of pity.' He locked his teeth in annoyance that he had let his guard down and let them tease him.

"Here!" Hinata said sitting down on the grass.

Gaara noticed that it was the park that he had ran to on his first day of school. His sat down next to the girl and she handed him the bottle. It was strong but it made him feel better.

"This is nice," Shika said looking at the stars, "everyone was getting too rowdy in there. But that's typical when everyone is drunk."

'This is a typical party?' Garra thought lost by everyone's mood, 'this was an orgy, no wonder this group is so incest, everyone gets drunk and uses it as an excuse to make out with each other.'

"Yes," Hinata said sweetly. "Um." She continued making both boys look over to her, "there is someone over there."

Gaara sat up and watched the figure approach. When he walked in the light, Gaara recognised him.

"It's you." He said jumping at the guy, who he had met in the bathroom.

"Hey, it's you. You look a little bit healthier. How my stuff go down?"

"You know this guy?" Shika asked, having not seen the guy that day in the bathroom.

Gaara ignored Shika's question, "my friend's threw it out." He said sighing.

"They don't sounds like friends then. I'll tell you what; I have something else you can have."

"What is it?" Gaara asked standing up.

"Here, have a look for yourself."

The man held out three pills for Gaara to take.

"Give one each to your mates, and you three will have a great night. If you ever want anything else," He said in a lower tone, so only Gaara could hear, "come back to this park, and I'll find you. By the way" the man said in an ever lower tone, "sorry about what happened that day, I was really messed up."

Gaara nodded as the man walked away.

"What do you guys say?" He asked them both.

Hinata immediately held her hand out, "I'll do it if you do." She said putting it into her mouth, before he had time to agree.

"Nice," Gaara said, "Shika?" He said to the brown haired boy.

"…Yeah, but I am staying at yours tonight."

Gaara nodded and swigged down the pill with the tequila.

"Right," Shika said standing, "Shall we go back to the party and then to Gaara's when this thing hits?"

"Yes, Okay!" Hinata said standing with them.

Back inside, the party had dispersed. Light was starting to fill the sky as morning slowly came. Naruto and Ino had chosen a corner and were under a blanket there. Kiba, Tenten, Neji, Sakura and Lee were all together in the spa. Sakura had her arms draped around Neji, who was holding her to him. Gaara noticed with a pang of pain that their noses were touching. He watched in slow motion as Neji and her kissed.

He looked down at the pavement feeling horrible. 'He is straight.' He thought, 'Well, I am straight too.'

He sat down next to Shika and Hinata who were seated on a bench.

"So how long till this hits?" Shika said nervously.

"I'm not sure, "Gaara said.

Neither of them had realised how strange they were feeling. Gaara touched Shika's skin absently. The boy looked at him questionably.

"It's smooth." Gaara said, touching Hinata's skin, "wow. It's really smooth."

Hinata giggled, "I feel strange," She said wriggling on the spot.

Gaara look into Shika's eyes, they were wide and his pupils were dilating and become huge.

"How do you feel?" Gaara asked, feeling the drug sweep over him, making him giddy.

"Good, I feel great." Shika said making Hinata burst out laughing. "Kiss me Gaara? I want to feel your lips, they look really big." Shika said and then looked down confused, "I don't know why I said that."

"Okay." Gaara said having an out of body experience. He felt like his arms were no longer attached and his body had elongated to twice its normal height.

Slowly Shika turned to Gaara, his eyes wide and he nodded. His arms snaked their way around Gaara's head and pulled him in close. Gaara closed his eyes and felt the boy's lips caressing his own. At first it was a passionate romantic kiss, but as they continued it took on more and more fever. He felt magical, he opened his eyes and saw Shika in a new light, the boy was beautiful in his own rough way.

"Me to." Hinata said from next to them. They broke the kiss and looked at the shy girl. At the same time they both reached for her. Gaara pulled her on top of his lap so she was facing him, with her legs on either side. With both hands on her back he dove for her kiss. She tasted like cinnamon and her lips were so soft. She felt so venerable and delicate under him. He broke the kiss and watched as Hinata and Shika started to make out in front of him. Every now and again he licked there tongues.

"I think, we should go upstairs." Shika said pulling Gaara up and kissing him. Gaara responded immediately and pulled him in close. Hinata stood next to them, suddenly naked. She had small breasts that were hard due to the cold night air.

"Let's go upstairs," she purred. They watched her move into the house, mesmerised. Shika nodded and kissed Gaara again. Gaara submitted, it felt wonderful.

Both boys nodded and followed Hinata's body upstairs.

From the spa Neji and Kiba watched Gaara kiss and touch Shika and Hinata and then go upstairs with them.

Hinata spread herself out on the bed, and looked at them seductively as they walked in. Shika carefully locking the door behind them. Gaara unzipped his pants and ripped them off, next to him Shika did the same. Making his way to the bed his took his shirt off and kissed Hinata. Behind him Shika started to lick her out. Making her moan and quiver in Gaara's arms. Gaara moved under her and made her sit on top off him. After a moment he pushed himself inside of her, making them both moan in pleasure. She rocked back and forwards on top of him as Gaara lay back. His mind was spinning out. He felt like he was dreaming, and that this world was wonderful. If this was a dream he wanted to dream forever. He watched Shika stand up on the bed and position himself on her lips. After a moment she took him in her mouth. Gaara pressed deeper into her making her shiver in delight. From his vantage point he could see everything she was doing to Shika. Who had his hands on either side of her head and was pushing himself into her mouth. Gaara slowly started to feel Hinata's muscles tighten and her arch her back. She leant back on him, as he grabbed her and forced himself into her harder and harder each time. Suddenly he felt her peak and twitch violently covering him and the bed in her pleasure.

She lay back and moved off him slowly.

"I'm going to have a shower." She said moving to the door, leaving Shika and Gaara there.

"Shall we continue?" Gaara said looking up at him and both their boners still raging and throbbing.

"Yes." He said kneeling on him and kissing him. Shika made his way down Gaara's stomach paying attention to his scars and bruises with his lips. Till he came to Gaara's cock. He took it fully in his mouth and swallowed on it, making Gaara moan in delight. They both got under the blankets taking turns in each other's mouths. Till eventually they were is a sixty nine position and both doing it at the same time.

Out in the hall way Naruto was waking people up. "It's time for school! Get up, up everyone!" He yelled banging on the doors.

Gaara felt Shika shrug and push himself further into Gaara's mouth. He felt himself starting to peak as he concentrated on the feeling of being in Shika's mouth. He bucked his hips upwards pleading for deeper contact as Shika started to peak and his fluid spill out into Gaara's mouth, making Gaara do the same. He moaned and sucked and licked up Shika. As the boy turned around and lay next to him breathing heavily. Gaara smiled at Shika who looked content. His pupils were massive as he started to kiss Gaara again.

"We are going to be late." He said kissing him more.

"Mmm," Gaara said sitting up and putting his clothes on, "When did Hinata leave?" He asked noticing the shower was empty. Shika shrugged and got dressed as well. Gaara made his way to the mirror and found that he looked slightly morbid. He hadn't slept the entire night, and had been in the spa and pool, so his hair was wavy. His pupils were almost completely black and had a glazed look to them.

Shika walked him to his first class with Kurenai sensei teaching.

"You are about half an hour late, but I will see you at lunch." Shika leaned in and planted a small kiss on his lips that made Gaara swell with happiness.

Gaara nodded and opened the door. At the front of the room wasn't Kurenai, but Kakashi. Who looked at Gaara through one narrowed eye, as he took his seat between Neji and Kiba.

"You don't look very well Gaara." Kakashi said slyly. "We are studying page 42 of out text books today."

Gaara nodded and opened his book, pretending to read it.

He was still high from the drug. He couldn't think properly, the drug was still making him numb and blurring his senses. As he looked down at his hands and got the same out of body feeling he had gotten before.

"I don't feel well," he said getting up and walking out of the room, he made his way to the boys toilet opposite and sat on the floor facing the cubicles. The night had been so messed up. He couldn't remember what had happened before he had taken the drug. But after he could remember, the stuff he had done with Hinata and Shikamaru, it made him feel sick. Slowly he started to feel a familiar dirtiness and forced himself to vomit into the basin. In his haze he ran back to the classroom and grabbed his bag.

"I have to go." He slurred racing from the classroom.

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next chapter is: Chapter 6: To the edge.

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