Chapter nineteen

Edward's point of view

I almost lost control. I couldn't believe it. it's not that I don't want to make love with Bella but, it's a little too soon and I don't want to even take the chance of hurting her. I knew she felt rejected when I said no. I didn't want her to think of it as rejection! I only want her to think of it as a postponement.

She fell asleep in my arms again and I didn't ever want to let go. She was still in her jeans and I knew she would find them uncomfortable so I quickly let go of her and ran to find Alice. It wasn't that hard to find her because she was with Jasper. They were both just sitting down watching television in one of the many family rooms.

"Alice, do you mind helping me for a minute?" I asked.

"Sure, what is it?" She asked, sitting up.

"Bella fell asleep in her jeans I know she must find them uncomfortable but, I don't want to wake her up…" She stopped me there.

"And you don't want to change her because you think it would be wrong. Wow, I never met a guy like that before. You really were born in the early 1900s weren't you?" Before I could answer, she was already out the door and walking towards Bella's room.

"So how's it going with Bella?" Jasper asked as I sat next to him on the couch.

"Pretty good." I answered.

"Pretty good? Are you sure? 'cause I felt a lot of passion a little while ago. Of course I didn't tell anyone besides Alice considering I literally couldn't keep my hands off of her." He said to me while raising an eyebrow.

"We didn't do what you're thinking we did." I replied quickly.

"Oh, I know because after that I felt a whole lot of sadness and rejection coming off of Bella. What happened bro?" He asked.

"I want our first time to be special. I didn't think it would be so hard to resist her." I explained looking down at my hands.

"Yeah, well, I can't blame you for the second one. Your love for her is strong so it only makes sense you're attracted to her on a physical scale also. I also see your point on the first one, but there's another reason why and your aren't telling me."

"I don't want to hurt her."

"don't you know they're stronger then humans? They are almost as strong as us! not that much to our scale though."

"Yes, I know, she told me. However I still feel as though I might hurt her."

"You could never hurt her like that Edward, not unless you tried."

"Alright. Well, I'm going to go check on Bella. I'll send Alice back here, okay?" I asked getting up from the couch.

"Yepp. Just think about what I said." He said looking up at me.

"I will, thanks Jazz." I said as I walked out the door.

"No problem." He smiled and I continued to walk down the hall and up the stairs to my Bella's room.

Bella's point of view

I woke up the next morning in the arms of the person I loved. I noticed I was in my pajama pants. I didn't fall asleep in my pajama pants.

I raised one eye brow and looked at Edward.

"How is it I am now wearing pajama pants but when I fell asleep I was wearing Jeans?" I asked.

"I got Alice to change you. I didn't want to wake you up and I thought it would be rude to…" He faded off.

"That's okay. I'm kind of glad you didn't get a look see." I said with my head on his chest.

"Well I'm glad." He smiled into my hair.

"What time is it?" I asked.

"It's about… 9:00am. You have about two hours to eat and relax before Alice comes barging in looking for you so you can get ready for the ball tonight. Apparently there's a lot to do before a ball."

"Ugh! Okay then, I am going to shower and then we are going to go get the royal breakfast, well for me it's breakfast. To you it's practically just disgusting particles of matter."

He just laughed at me and quickly got up and followed me into my closet. My suitcases were on the round sitting place in the middle of the room. I then noticed they were all open and nothing was in them.

"What happened to my clothes?" I asked Edward.

"Alice…" He said.

"Oh man! Now I'll never find my jean shorts." I whined.

"Jean? I'll be right back." He said and quickly ran around the whole room and stopped abruptly next to some of my dresses. He separated them and revealed a little drawer in the wall!

"What's that?" I asked walking over to Edward.

"This…" Edward started and opened the drawer to reveal all of my jeans. "… is the drawer Alice hide all of your jeans in."

"Of course, hide it behind the dresses. I'd never look here!" I laughed and then looked at Edward, "How did you find it?"

"Each kinds of different fabric has a different smell. I just remembered the smell and followed in until it was strongest and then found the drawer." He explained.

"You really do come in handy don't you?" I smiled.

"Oh yes. I can do lot's more then that. What kind of shirt?"

"Cotton tank top." Before I could get the tank top part out of my mouth, he was standing in front of me with my white tank top. "God bless this man!" I said, grabbed the shirt.

"I think he already has." Edward smiled at me and quickly kissed me. He then picked me up and ran into the bathroom. He put me on my feet and said, "Now you get a shower and I'll go and get changed."

"Al-" he didn't even wait for me to finish. He was already gone. I just laughed and quickly undressed and got into the must needed shower.