Great i thought to myself about five minutes after my sister left my sister had left to go back down been here less than two hours and im allready getting ready to make an ass of myself UUUGGGHH! i thought to myself.i picked out a cute cai top and a pair of skinny jeans and set them down on my bed."not bad i thought to myself"at least my shopping trip had been digging into my bags trying to find my shampoo,conditioner,and soap when I heard a knock at the up to see who i knew to be Sergy standing at my Im Sergy but you probaly allready know that" he laughed."How is it going so far getting everything unpacked ok"he asked with a smile on his face."ok i guess"i said aggravated that i had forgotten to pack my soap."Well i hope you like being here with all us crazies"he said"are you coming to the party"he asked

"yes"i said"if i ever finish getting ready"

"well ill leave you to it then"he said smiled and walked out the door

OK i thought to myself he isnt so a wa he reminded me of my only close guy friend Zack.I thought for a moment and realized just how much id missed him scence he joined the army last i thought i better get up and get ready i got up and went down the hall to jump in the felt good to get in the shower and just have time to think something that i felt like i hadnt had time to do in forever when i was done i walked back to my room and sat down on my bed dryed off and got dressed

"hey katie want some help?"

i looked up to see my sister.

"sure knock your self out" i said

"great sit back and close your eyes and let the master work her magic" katrina said.

after about ten minutes she said

"ok open up"

I opened my eyes and could not believe what i saw in the mirror looking back at me.

wow i said

I looked beyond good

You are beautiful without the make up to but a little ego boost never hurts katrina said.i turned and hugged her wanting to cry this was the most real moment id had with my sister in almost 4 years.

I love you katie she said to me ilove you to i said.

with that she took off to her own room to get ready.I stayed in my room until i was sure that almost everyone had arrived there was a fairly good crowd by the time i came down stairs i went and got myself a drink and went to find my sister heather had arrived i had met her last time my sister was home sowe sat and talkedand caught up for a few my second drink i felt hot and went to go stand out on the front poarch i was out there for mabe 5 minutes when rob came up and intoduced himself to me.

Hi im Rob you must be aktie kats been talking about you coming for the last two said

that would be me i said with a huge smile.

Rob was quite good looking i thought to myself in our conversation i found out they had an english class together.

I thought you might want another drink so here you go if you want it he said

i was allready a little buzzed id had two drinks and im not a drinker so they hit me pretty fast.

thanks i said taking tobig of a gulp of the drink.i looked in the living room window and saw my sister ryan and heather on the couch playing a drunken game of mario cart so i turned my attention back to rob.

So this is your first year here?he asked with a smile on his face

Yes im going for my teaching degree i want to teach kindergarten i said

I can admire that you know wwhat you want to do rob said ive been here three years and ive changed my major two times.

Ive known i wanted to be a teacher scence i was nine i said and thats never changed its all ive ever wanted to do

well he said at least when your done you know you will be doing something you have passion for he said

we just stood there making small talk for mabe 30 minutes when all of a sudden i got really dizzy and almost fell great i thought to myself my first college party and im going to puke all over the place and pass out way to make a name for yourself katie

mabe we should get you inside he said as he kept me from falling over

good idea i managed to choke out

by this time i wasnt sure if i was going to make it up stairs he picked me up ans carried me intothe house i noticed that everyone had moved downstairs to play pool at least they wouldnt have to see how pathetic i looked i thought rob carried me through the living room up the stairs and set me doen on my bed he took my shoes off by now i wasnt able to speak i was just there but aware of what was going on i suddenly felt fear creeping in i just wanted to go to sleep i laid down on my pillow and closed my eyes my eyes snapped back open when i felt him un buttoning my shirt i attempted to scream but nothing came out he looked at me and laughed as i fought to say awake i heard him say dont worry you wont remember a thing tommarow it will all be a dream he now had my shirt and pants off and i was lying on my bed in only my bra and panties i felt his hot breath on my neck as his hands slid under my bra squeezing my breasts hard he began to undress and during all this i was powerless to stop him powerless to say no powerless to scream all of a sudden i heard

What the fuck are you doing

i saw ryan had come upstairs and must have thought something was wrong thank god. rob stood up and said what does it look like dude its cool she wants it shes been allover me all night with that ryan punched him in the face and drug him out of my room thats the last thing i remember.I woke up the next evening around six and that i now had on shorts and a t shirt i didnt rember changing before i went to sleep actually at first the whole night was a blurthen it all came rushing back all i could dowas what seemed like forever my sister knocked on the door

Katie can i come in she said \go ahead i replied

what happened last night she asked me

IM not sure i said i went out on the poarch to get someair and rob came out and brought me a drink we were talking and all of a sudden i was up here and he was all over me i think he put something in my drink i couldnt talk and i was really dizzy i stopped immiedatly embarassed at how stupid i sounded kat looked furious

katie never take a drink at a party from anyone especially someone you dont know she said its not your fault but you have to be careful even around people you know this happens to girls allthe time i couldnt take it if someone happened to you plase be careful always she said

i will isaid with that i threw my arms around her and began sobbing then i realized something else ryan had walkedin and seen me in practically nothing whitch made me cry even harder

why dont you comedown and have some coffee it will helpi know you must feel awful she said

ok i sobbed ill be down in a minute i got upput my hair into a messy bun and followed her down stairs when i got into the kitchen i quickly sat down realizing that my legs were still really shaky ryan was sitting across frommeat the kitchen table i must have turned 10 shades of red he was on his lap top reading e mails from clients he looked up at me eyes full of concern

are you ok he asked me

i think ill live i said if you hadnt come in wjen when you did i dont know what would have happened