This story is purley a work of fiction nothing more nothing less i own nothing.
As the weeks past i realized that i was ad
justing to college life quite well.I some how had managed to find all my classes and was keeping up with my class work as was really no suprise to me.I wasn't worried all that much what was a suprise was that ever since the incident at the party Ryan and I had become close meaning good friends close but i was happy with that.
"Hey where are you off to so early"Ryan asked as i ran down the stairs'grabbing my backpack,making a mad dash to the door.
"i have an early class this morning"I replied"why?"
"Well i was hoping we could finish watching the last season of the Sopranos seeing as we have finished all the rest of them."
"Well i think Kat and Sergey are going out to see a movie with Elfie,Heather,and Josh tonight so if you don't mind waiting until tonight we will have the T.V. all to ourselves"I said.
"You have a deal"he said"No last minute cop outs eiether just you me and the T.V.
"Your on"I said and i ran out the door.
Normally I would not even have the nerve to talk to a guy like Ryan,but for some reason ever since the party we had hung out every chance we it was movies or T.V. and sometimes we just spent hours had really become a special part of my life in the last few weeks.I felt as if i could tell him anything.I walked into class and took my seat.
"Hey girl whats up?"I heard Josie say."You are always here like thirty mintues early whats with cutting it so close today?"
"Woke up late i guess my alarm did't go off or should I say i shut it off"I said.
Josie was one of the few people that i had met at school that i had connected with right off the was tall with chestnut brown curly hair and bright green like myself wanted to be a had become friends the first day of class and soon found out we had quite a few classes together.
"What are you doing tonigh?t I was hoping we could study for the psych test we have coming up next week". she said.
"How about tommarow I allready promised Ryan we would finish watching the Sopranos tonight."Isaid.
"You guys have gotten to be pretty good friends havn't you?Whats going on with that?Is there something your not telling me?"she ask playfully shoving me.
"It's not like thatwe are just friends nothing more"We just suprisingly have alot in common."
"Well if I were you I'd be all over thatI mean how can you not be?
"Damn Josie he is a really sweet guy and we enjoy spending time together." "Why do you have to make it into something dirty?"
"Im just saying you never know just keep an open mind ok?" "You never know."
With that class started.I found it hard to stay focused .Sure I thought Ryan was good I would love nothing more than to be in a realationship seeing as I had never had a serious boyfriend but with Ryan?I spent all of class thinking about you Josie I thought to myself I cannot afford to devlop feelings for Ryan especally because Im sure he dosn't feel the same way about me.
After all my classes were done for the day I rushed upstairs threw my stuff in my room and went to go take a my shower i went into my room dried off and got dressed.I threw on a pair of AERO grey shorts and a tank top no reason to get dressed up we are just watching T.V. I walked down stairs and saw my sister and Sergey getting ready to leave.
"Hey are you sure you don't want to come with" Kat said.
"Naw I promised Ryan we would finish watching the Sopranos but you guys have a good time."I said.
"OK have it your way but we are going out for dinner and to a club afterward."Your loss" she laughed.
"How will I ever survive knowing that"I laughed and with that they walked out the door.
"I looked up at the clock and realized that Ryan would behome in about an hour and probably would not have eaten anything all day and neither had I.I decided id make spaghetti.I didn't cook very often but the things i do cook i cook as i was adding the cheese on the top Ryan walked in.
"Something smells good" he said.
"I made spaghetti I hope your hungry"I said
"You read my mind"he said "Let me go get changed and Ill be right down.
I heard the shower kick on and i started plating up the food.I thought back to the conversation Josie and I had am i thinking about this again I said to myself there is no way this is ever going to i thought to myself would it be such a bad thing if it did happen?I mean we have alot in common,we get along great,and he is a great a grip i thought to myself its just not going to happen.
Just as i was getting the plates on the coffee table i heard a voice.
"Allright"Ryan said.I must have jumped ten feet off the ground.
"Hey whats all that about"Ryan said.
"Oh nothing besides you just scared the shit out of me"I said.I picked up a pillow off the couch and threw it at him.
"Violence is not the anwser"He I turned my back to him he came up behind me grabbed me and tackled me to the ground and began tickeling me until i thought I would go crazy.
"You give up?"he asked
"Yes" I managed to squeak before getting up we just stared into each others eyes for a minute and for a second I just helped me upand we walked over to the couch and sat down to eat.
"This is really good"he said
"Would you expect any less I told you my cooking was bomb"I said and laughed.
We sat on the couch watching episode after episode every now and then i would catch him looking over at me and giving me an odd of a sudden i felt him reach over and put his arm around me and pull me so close that my head rested on his chest.I couldhardly breathe.I finally got up the nerve to look up at him and when i did he leaned in and gently pressed his lips to mine.I was in shock for a second i just sat there stunned them i began to kiss him turned to face me our kissing becoming more passionate and before i knew it he way laying on top of me kissing up and down my neck back tomy was crazy i thought as he lifted up my tank top i leaned up so he could take off my bra as well as i worked at the buttons of his we were skin to skin his lips on my lips,my neck,my breasts then he picked me up and carried me upstairsto his room and layed me down on the his hands on my hips he pulled down my shorts and panties he stood up and took off his pants leaving him only in his climbed up on the bed and layed next to me and we began kissing stopped kissing me and looked at me and said
"Are you ok with all of this I dont want you to feel like im pushing you we can stop now"
"I am ok there is no place id rather be"I said
With that he pressed his lips to mine and began kissing down my neck and down my stomach.I felt his finger brush my clit and i about jumped off the were laying next to each other on the bed when i felt him slide his finger inside me I reached my hand inside his boxers and began to rub him he groaned got up on his knees and pulled down his boxers and layed down on top of me.I had never been this intimate with anyone before but to my suprise i wasn't scared well not scared so much that it would hurt but scared that things wouldnt be the same between rubbed himself on me and I could tell he was hard.
He looked down at me and said "are you sure about this we can stop i don't want there to be any regrets"
"No i want this"i said kissing him passionatly.
As we kissed i felt his head at my opening and as he slid it in our kissind stifled y scream.I bit my lip tears coming to my eyes as he slid into me deeper seeing the tears in my eyes he stopped.
"If im hurting you ill stop this isn't supposed to be about pain"he said concern in his eyes.
"I smiled through my tears and said no keep going i want this i want you ive never wanted anything more in my life"
He continued slowly at first careful not to hurt me gradually i began to move along with him kissing his neck raking my nails down his back.I slowly began to feel a feeling i had never felt before i began to moan and he went faster until i couldnt take it anymore.I screamed his name and he buried his face in my hairas we both finished at the same layed there wrapped in each others arms for what seemed like forever and before i could say andthing he said
"I hope i didnt hurt you
I laughed and said "im sure ill be sore in the morning but it was worth it"
He pulled out of me and layed next to me on the bed we began kissing again when we heard the front door open.
"Oh shit"I said they are back'"she cant find us like this ill never hear the end of it.
Ryan quickly got up and grabbed a pair of jogging pants and a t shirt and threw them on and said
"Ill go downstairs when i get down there get up and go to your room and thats what I did.
I grabbed some pajamas and quickly put them on and fixed my haira little and acended the stairs on my way down I heard my sister yell
"What the fuck why are my sisters clothes off and laying on the living room floor?" "please dont tell me you fucked my baby sister!"
Shit i thought to myself my shirt and bra were on the floor downstairs .I walked into the livingroom and my sister said
"Well do you want to tell me what the fuck went on here tonight kate really i never knew you were a slut.
"Im not and what Ryan and i do is none of your business im grown i dont need you to be my mother.
"well when my 26 year old friend fucks my 18 yearold sister it is she said."Your a real sick fuck Ryan you know that I mean what shes been here for ttwo months before you stick your dick in her and you she said looking at me are you so desperate for attention that you will just spread your legs for anyone .All I have to say is I hope you two dumb fucks used a condom.
And with that she picked up her purse and stormed out the door.I looked at Ryan tears welling up in my eyes and turned around to run came after me hugged me and wiped away my tears and said
"Shes just mad she will get over it and your not a slut"He cupped my facewith his hands and kissed me gently on the lips.
"You should get to bed its like three thirty and you have a class at eight thirty dont you?"
"Yeah i should but i dont know if i can"I said.
I looked up at him kissed him one last time and went up to bed.