A/N: YAY! NEW CHAPTER! And uuryu's weirdness last chappy? All will be explained here.

Disclamer: No, I do not own Bleach, only this story and my ocs.

B E G I N

Her heart screamed as the boy crushed his body into hers, enjoying her cries of pain.

'I've been here once before. I refused to be there again!' She screamed to herself, remembering the day that seemed so long ago. Anger that she always kept under a blanket of innocence seemed to leak out. ChiyoChi tore her wrist from his grasp, swinging forward, blind with angry tears. She felt her fist conect with something soft, flesh, and a yelp.

Clearing her eyes with her forearm, she fell to her butt and backed against the tree. The brown haired boy lay a few feet from her, face down in a puddle of blood.

"Oh my Crap I killed him!" She looked around frantically. Finally taking a calming, deep breath, she decided to take his pulse.

ChiyoChi took a large sighing breath of relief when she felt a strong thump. "ChiyoChi? Oh my jeeze... I knew something was wrong with that guy," she turned to see Renji. One look at her onyx eyes would tell you she was confused.

"What the hell are you doing here?" She asked, murmuring a thanks to him as he helped her up.

"..." His silence confused her, and she felt an odd feeling in the pit of her stomach. "What is it?"

He was quite for a few moments. "Uuryu... The Uuryu that you saw yesterday.. The days before.. It wasn't him. A traitor named Nin-ha somehow got in the barrier, but what confused us all was the lack of any body knowing about him from the difference in their energies."

'Oh my God! I slept with him! I slept with a bad guy!' Her thoughts screamed at her. The jolt of energy that helped her fight off the boy was immediatly gone. She put her head between her knees and took such deep breaths she felt dizzy.

"Come on, it's okay," Renji tried to soothe, squatting down by the small girl.

"No...No it's not Renji! He told me he loved me! I slept in the same bed as this guy! Nin-ha already tricked me with Reed! No! Don't tell me lies!" She yelled, cutting his assuring words off.

The forest was quite after her outburst. The Yamamoto's body shook back in forth, her now long green hair blowing lightly in the wind. Her eyes were covered in badly dyed purple bangs, where the green roots almost consumed them.

She felt silly for thinking someone with an attitude like Uuryu could love her. It wasn't possible, she decided. "What else? My cat died? My mom's come back from the dead? WHAT ELSE! My dad escaped prison and is hunting me down?" Renji was silent, looking off the hill-side at the rising sun. It had been hours since she started her rant, and the whole time he was silent.

Renji jumped about a million feet when her head fell into his lap. It took his a minute to figure out she wasn't trying to kill his chance of having children, but instead had fallen asleep.

"I'm so sorry."

A week later, the days were even more hectic.

"So, if Uuryu's not here? Where is he?" ChiyoChi asked the council. Due to being the Sou-tacho's granddaughter, she was able to graduate her first year very early, and was now helping out the council.

"Uuryu is safe at home. He isn't aware of the events that have happened," She relaxed slightly when they told her he was safe, but her heart still wept. How could some one go as far as killing some one's heart to achieve victory. He didn't know how much she loved him. All that she knew was a lie. But she had to stay away from these thoughts.

"Good to hear-"

"-we need to recruit him." Her grand father butt- in.

ChiyoChi nodded, he was correct. If they were to win the upcoming war, they needed everyone they could get.

"I shall send my grandaughter in the morning. Dismissed."

Gee, of course you send me. Why not anyone but me? Send me to see the very boy who is going to end me up in a white box in a straight jacket.

Her negative thoughts consumed the room she stayed in as she packed.

"Onee-chan? Why is it so glum and creepily dark in here?" A cute, peppy voice called. She turned to see Mel, holding a pissed off looking Toshiro's hand. A single brow rose on the greenette's head, as she winked at him. She knew she was pushing buttons, but she couldn't help but tease him. Melancholy had been at his side for the entire week.

"No reason," She replied. Toshiro gave her a 'lier lier pants on fire' look. She rolled her eyes, and said, "Honest."

Mel seemed to buy it, 'cause she grabbed the snowy-haired captain's hand and dragged him from the room.

She chuckled, and turned off the light, practically throwing her now zipped suit case off the bed.

"Tomarrow will be a long day," She warned herself, drifting off to sleep.

a/n: how was it? It was short, sorry, my computer is dying. R&R